我希望我可以多多观察，周围的人。
希望自己可以 conscious 一点。
让你感觉到不自在，是我不好。
真实的话语，有时就是如此伤人。
压抑的情绪，一触即发。
至少我现在想起来的时候，心情会好些。
很快就没事了！(:
谢谢你，谢谢敏惠。
This is life@
10:22 PM
♥Tuesday, December 29, 2009
阴晴不定的天气！
和昨晚相比，今天还算蛮闷热的！
那个热死人不偿命的大太阳就这样一路跟着我到echo！
就算到了晚上，也一点风都没有！
和平常一样，搭了57回家。
想不到的是，我前脚刚离开巴士，就感觉到小雨点打在我手上！
而那毛毛雨，竟在两、三秒内（没有夸张！），变成了倾盆大雨！
还穿着那双超级滑的拖鞋！每走两步路就差点滑倒一次！
我一定要快点换掉这双让我非常没有安全感的拖鞋！
（这是用新手机拍的！）
其实这张照片的重点是。。。
现代人的生活，过于忙碌了！
我们有多久没有好好留意身边的人、事与物？
雨越下越大，旁边的人都纷纷加快脚步（这才是正常的吧？）
只有我这个疯子才会无故的放慢，还很有闲情逸致的拍照！
眼前的一切让我觉得很舒服！
柏油路上的雨水似乎把整片地擦亮了！
对座亮着灯的每户人家， 替这样的黑夜增添了希望。（有时候看似微不足道的力量，其实是缺一不可的！）
车辆快速经过，车身后是绽放的水花（形容得很好听，如果喷到我，我就不会这样说了！）
街灯所发射的光束遇到细蒙蒙的雨水，不再刺眼，反而特别迷人。
其实并不是没有看过以上所诉！
但我就是不知道是什么在吸引着我，（可能最近太忙了，都无视于身边的景物！）
只是觉得，我要把这片朦胧美，捕捉下来。
当你有机会稍微停下脚步，看看身边的风景时，
希望你看到的也是美丽， 感觉到的也是踏实的心！
不知道是不是因为在我耳边播放着的是如烟！所以一切都显得特别美丽！
五月天-如烟
我坐在床前
望着窗外回忆满天
生命是华丽错觉
时间是贼偷走一切
七岁的那一年
抓住那只蝉
以为能抓住夏天
十七岁的那年
吻过他的脸
就以为和他能永远
有没有那麽一种永远
永远不改变
拥抱过的美丽
都再也不破碎
让险峻岁月不能
在脸上撒野
让生离和死别都遥远
有谁能听见
我坐在床前
转过头看谁在沉睡
那一张苍老的脸
好像是我紧闭双眼
曾经是爱我的
和我深爱的
都围绕在我身边
带不走的那些
遗憾和眷恋
就化成最后一滴眼泪
有没有那麽一滴眼泪
能洗掉后悔
化成大雨降落在
回不去的街
再给我一次机会
将故事改写
还欠了他一生的
一句抱歉
有没有那麽一个世界
永远不天黑
星星太阳万物都
听我的指挥
月亮不忙着圆缺
春天不走远
树梢紧紧拥抱着树叶
有谁能听见
耳际眼前此生重演
是我来自漆黑
而又回归漆黑
人间瞬间天地之间
下次我又是谁
有没有那麽一朵玫瑰
永远不凋谢
永远骄傲和完美
永远不妥协
为何人生最后会像
一张纸屑
还不如一片花瓣
曾经鲜艳
有没有那麽一张书签
停止那一天
最单纯的笑脸和
最美那一年
书包里面装满了
蛋糕和汽水
双眼只有无猜和无邪
让我们无法无天
有没有那麽一首诗篇
找不到句点
青春永远定居在
我们的岁月
男孩和女孩都有
吉他和舞鞋
笑忘人间的苦痛
只有甜美
有没有那麽一个明天
重头活一遍
让我再次感受
曾挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活
我都不浪费
不让故事这麽的后悔
有谁能听见
我不要告别
我坐在床前
看着指尖已经如烟
只能说：“阿信！你词写得太好了啦！”
我不希望当我坐在床前，
看着自己苍老、没有血色的脸时，
播放着的回忆里，有很多遗憾和后悔。
人生这出戏，只能演一次，
如果有些遗憾和后悔，就算有重播，
也只是让自己多看一遍，感受多一次所有的痛楚。
无论如何，也不能够重来，不可能有改写的机会。
要珍惜，每一次能够选择的机会！
要珍惜，现在的每一刻！
This is life@
3:37 AM
♥Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Saw his "I'm Yours" a few days ago! N while i'm blog hopping, I saw his clip again at simin's blog(: Went to see other clips of his!
从他眼神里，可以看得见他有多喜欢 ukelele。
他一举手、一投足， 都散发着热忱。
能做自己喜欢的事情，真好！
我希望未来的我也可以！
Echo Music Open Mic 14/12,
我喜欢这样的小小聚会，
喜欢这样的和睦相处。
喜欢可以暂时放下，我们始终是一门生意，
真真正正的是一所音乐学校，
里头的人，都是为了自己所热衷于的事，努力地表演着！
我喜欢，这张大合照！
加油！
I will perserve, and do what I should and ought to do, in all aspects!
This is life@
2:38 PM
♥Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Mon met up with Mel!!! Astons! :D But no baked potatos ): sian diao face! N she showed me my present! Just tt I'm dumb enough to put it back to the plastic bag n in the end forgot to take it with me ):
THANKS BABY:D LOVE YOU! I KNOW EVERY THREAD IS NT EASY:D
Wed MIMI!
Darling perserve! Its gonna end soon! :D
THANKS EVERYONE FOR ALL UR WELL WISHES!!! (:
I APPRECIATE YOU ALL FOR REMEMBERING:D
MSG/FB/MSN/CALL/FACE TO FACE
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH:D
Fong
Audrey
Alex
ChunHern
Amabelle
Yongshuo
Liping
Yan Jie
Lay
Yixin
Sookie
Wanting
Yenleng
Wanling
A.A
Shiqing
Elaine
Shuxin
Chrysan
Sharon Hoo
Mr Ong
Joey
Stella
Suan
Serene Jiejie
Aunt Irene
Simon
Ger
Joyce
Yulin
Siling
Jess
Yishan
Suzan
Winnie
Mo
Jake
Hanrong
Yiling
Priscilla
Clement gorgor
Ding
Mel
Theresa
Gordon
Yu jiejie
Weiliang
LiShan
Peishan
Sharon Tan
Jolene
See Miang
Evelyn
Wendy
Zhiwei
Gary
Debra
Elaine Tsai
Xuan Hao
HuiRong
Sharon Hoo Li Wen
Jerm
Edwin
Hsun Hao
Sean
Mark
Desmond
Denis
Fiona
Jian Kai
Stevenson
Tingyong
Gwen
Alice
HuiTing
Melvin
Simin
Yi Li
Estelli
Shuxia
Mimi
Mayy
Xiao Lu Jie
Eileen
ChongWei
Meow Leng
Aya
Serene Tan
Jingyu
Simin Chua
Pearlyn
Hui Mian
Shun Kai
Liying
Rah Rah
MeiChiee
Penny
Kenneth
Neo
Violet
Meilian
Rin
Jason
Meiling
Caleb
Enda
Xu Wei
I hope I've mention everybody(: For I wanna adknowledge all of your thoughts(even by just remembering)! There are some who said more than once, you guys know who you are!!! Deeply appreciated:D
Today was my last day over at Chinatown, brief rin for like e whole day! Thanks for willing to listen n stayed on so late girlXD After tt went over to bugis side for wanling to do handover! Ahhh I'm dead! Starting from like 6hrs later! Well I hope I survived! But I'm missing all of them! From jamie, to jess ):, n now wanling! I'm like left alone all of a sudden ): Sigh...
After handover(incompletedXD sorry dear!), went over to partyworld at international building to meet Mayy, hr, cw n lennon! I dint noe there's one there!! SO its like K session while I'm eating the LJ they got for me earlier on! Haha thanks so much guys, for the cake, for the treat n the fun(: N MAYY FOR ORGANISING:D We deserve a gd meet up after like soooo long! Love(:
I tot they got me those trick candles! haha cake was awesome!
4/12 itself!
Met up with yishan for lunch! :D Tt silly girl insisted to treating me!!! TSK! Your bd nxt yr you're dead man! haha but thank you so much my dear friend. My almost 10 yrs old friend(: Appreciate what you're doing really. N its not rush, to me it feels more than 2 hrs! Love you!!! (:
I was full! She was even more full! haha I LOVE SASHIMI!!!! N I'm starting to fancy wasabi! OMG!
After tt met sharon mm awhile:D N we took train tgt!! :D Thanks for her cookie!! She gave me a little surprise by putting the cookie in front of my eyes! haha
After tt went over to aunt's place with serene jiejie! :D Chatted, played her iphone! Still can't break jiankai's record, he's a perv(in terms of game) man! Super long nv get to really talk to them! :D So i'm happy!
Evening was dinner with SUPPOSEDLY shuxin n jess!
I was suspecting tt shuxin is trying to surprise me by saying tt wt, yl, winnie n 3sa weren't free! But I decided to trust her n not to dwell on it anymore haha!
So I (unknowingly) fell into the surprise slowly! haha, met up with shuxin first at amk! I was late somemore zzzXD We sat somewhere and she showed me her present for me(: So sweet of her! I love it! I love jellies(you're right!)! :D Then after some talkings, we went to walk ard. And all along I dint really realised why she wanna keep me outside of the hub! haha as the clock strikes 6plus pm, she said its abt time n jess should have reached! So we walked back in slowly(nt supposed to though haha)!
When we arrived at fish n co, she went beside the queue, I was still thinking why she doesn't want to join the queue! She was like looking ard inside of fish n co! Was thinking what was she looking at, n before I knew it I was too, looking ard as if I was helping her to find what she wanna find! All of a sudden, she pulled me into the restuarant with quick steps! (I M STILL AT A BLUR STATE!) N then she stopped in front of a table with 4 familiar faces alr seated.
I WAS LIKE STUNNED! TOTALLY!
WANTING, YENLENG, LA AND DING!!! *OMG-ING IN PROCESS* I couldn't really believe my eyes! Haha but ahh it was such a wonderful surprise to me:DDD But that's not the only one. Sat down, still stunned! La N Ding were total surprise cause it nv occurred to me tt they'll be there!! OMG!!! I dint see them for like super duper long!!!!! FINALLY:D WT N YL dun sad okay, coz like I said, part of me still reserve the thinking tt you guys will be there!
They gave me their present, n insisted tt I should open it up! They still recorded the process because they wanna see my expression after tt? haha, i was thinking it was some trick toy man! LOL but it turned out to be so lovely!! :D
OMG did i ever mention tt I love miniatures/super big items! So they did some wood craft thingy for a grand piano and guitar and a mic soft toy! there's still a photo frame of our clique photo:D N three supposed-to-shock-me photos upon opening of the box! haha I love the present too!! Its nt easy!! Esply I tried doing it before n screwed up bad ): Thanks so much the two of you(:
Jess was not here yet!! Its nt even her turn for audition! But I'm happy it turned out great anyway!!! :D But she fell down): Luckily she's alright! So we had to order cause they were like hurried by the fish n co ppl(long queue!!)! Chatted with the rest meanwhile(: Catching up, talking crap! everything! haha:D 730pm... 8pm... Nt here yet, Shuxin looks so worried throughout! haha n before she came, fish n co celebrated their 11th anniversary! She's finally here ard 8plus!!! :D Jess you'll get to eat seafood platter, hopefully ur nxt fish n co is with us too though!!! They kept saying there's no cake, n blah blah blah haha!
Ding n La like keep going to the toilet throughout! Haha, one last final toilet trip of theirs, brought the cake n fish n co crew out! SURPRISE AGAIN:D And this = standing on chair! I swear its a wrong decision to wear heels! Nt only standing on the chair, I had to blow the candles from tt height! IMAGINE! XD SO tried a few times n its nt really successful! haha, i should train on my stamina! So much for being a vocal student! haha!
So it was cutting cake, n the tradition of biting up the candles! N I was eating little bits of wax here n there haha, the girls were so sweet tt at the end they dint insist on me finishing my task LOL! Love the cake:D (just tt it got too sweet at the end) SO ding dun sad okay:D After tt when we were abt to leave, some short hands suddenly covered my eyes n asked me to guess who she is! hahaha, I think one day I'ld have gotten killed without knowing why! CAUSE I'M JUST TOO SLOW! haha, jess took her hands off, n right in front of me were a pair of mickey n minnie! THEY ARE BIG! REALLY BIG! It was quite stunning, coz its like WAH! Plus they were sitting beside la throughout dinner i think, n i dint see them! Like wth m i doing right! haha I'm just a bliss girl receiving all these little surprises yesterday from all of them! Saying tt they have plan a-z!
After tt is camwhore session!!! :D
Photos!!!
"Heng Yi Ling, wait n see!! wahahaha!!!"
LA DING JESS(: sounds like latin jazz! lol is there such a thing haha
yl n wanting!
I like this photo!!!! ^^
"heh heh, do you really think tt's all??" *evil smile*
Look at how low la has to bend! haha
I think its abt the same as how high ding has to tiptoe! haha :P
Sweet girls LOVE(:
Normal
Epic! haha
Ding's short hands! haha jess love!!!!!
Shuxin N Ding:D
LALA
Shuxin, Wanting, Yenleng!!:D
Look at their hands! haha shuxin, jess and ding:D
PW!!!!!!!!!!
AH DING DING DING!
DING LA JESS LOVE!!!
SHUXIN LOVE!
Ding's jealous! haha
THIS IS AWESOME:D I SO LOVE THE PHOTO(: THANKS YONGSHUO!
Sharon MM's cookie:D
MINNIE N MICKEY!!! Thanks for bringing it all the way!
Thanks for the present ding la jess(:
Shuxin's present!(: I finished the shapes alr! haha now on the way for the natas!!! :D
Haha, wat's with tt right!!! WT must be ur idea haha!
Aren't they adorable:D
I'll upload all photos on fb on monday!!! sorry girls!!!
SPECIAL THANKS TO SHUXIN N JESS FOR ORGANISING N PLANNING:D
I'm thankful to find great friends in you girls!
THANKS TO WT, YL, LA AND DING FOR COMING AND CONTINUED PLANNING MORE:D
YOU ALL REALLY REALLY MADE MY DAY!!
I am thankful and appreciative for every wish I've received. I love everything tt I've received. I love every accompany I've gotten. Every thought put into planning my birthday celebrations. Everyone who cared and bothered. Every single word told to me, in letters and messages(Esply for the few, I know our friendships will just continue going strong, even if we don't really see or talk to each other often). I don't think I've actually done enough to deserve all these. But I'm grateful for little gestures of others for me, they'll nv be forgotten. And I'm comforted to know tt little gestures I've done for ppl I felt are worthy of them, actually remember them, even though I nv expect them to! Cause some of the things I've done i dun exactly rmb all!
This yr sucks in a way, but I think I've found the good too. There's both sides to everything right. So let's look on the bright side! For you'll nv know when it'll get better(:
THANKS AGAIN EVERYBODY:D
GOODBYE 18!
19 will be better(:
This is life@
3:45 AM
♥Sunday, December 06, 2009
PHOTOS & DETAILS TMR NIGHT!
OVERALL IS I REALLY REALLY HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY! :D
I LOVE ALL MY PPL WHO PLAYS A PART FOR MAKING MY DAY<3
THANKS YISHAN FOR THE TREAT(:
THANKS SHUXIN N JESS FOR PLANNING.
THEN THANKS AGAIN TO SHUXIN&JESS&WANTING&YENLENG&DING&LA FOR THEIR PLANS A-Z!!!
GOODNIGHT PPL! (: (good morning too!XD I'm so gonna get scoldedXD)
This is life@
5:37 AM
♥Saturday, December 05, 2009