OMG BLOGGER IS STILL NT OKAY ): Means cannot upload photos here ):
Bt anyway, Sunday was a busyx2 bt FUN^infinity DAY:D
It was Sharon MM's birthday:D Wheee! So the 6 of us met at tpy:D Destination was ECP:D The rest of us cycled while joey, MISS AMERICAN(LOL) bladed! I asked her to teach me bt she dun wan luhXD Haha we cycled all e way to bedok jetty(: I miss the place. Felt the breeze, watched ppl fished + CAMWHORED^^ Heh n thanks to kyran, we managed to take a nice grp photo there:D After that cabbed back to woodlands, mm's hse whereby her mum prepared food alr:D We cut e cake first! Haha then started eating! YUMMY! Caught a little of e soccer match with Liverpool VS Singapore! Well we know the outcome... Hmm haha n we camwhored there too:D Haha love those girls:D N hopefully e birthday girl is happyyy:DDD
After that rushed over to yishun for jiejie's 21st bd party at aunt's condo! Hmmm went to aunt's hse to change first! Saw jiejie n friends! haha quite a lot of ppl went:D Grandma n aunt they all e best! They went to sing in the other room! I was there for quite sometime too lol! N I got to know from junxiang that jiankai(jie's bf) was actually his friend! Okay tell me how small e world is! Lol very! She's like a princess:D Haha glad to see her having fun n all:DDD
Today went out with joyce, ger, jerm n aa! Okay it felt long actually since our last meetup! Bt ger's right too! That we've actually meet up more often than we just graduated! Had our dinner at MOS:D CAMWHORED ALL E WAY! Haha i think its just me! Bt well I think all outings deserve every moment captured:D Esply with ppl u cherished right:D Hehe so we caught up a little n camwhored a lot! Hmm should be the other way rd? Haha well we know wat's happening n wat's gonna happen to everyone actually! Lol so its okay! :D
BUSY 3 WEEKS AHEAD! Esply weekends! Bt for e sake of earnings + allowance! NO CHOICE! ):
Another very very meaningful song I heard today! Its really really very meaningful that I felt so touched when I heard it!
你们的爱-周笔畅
过去总要离开 无论多少感慨 明天总会来
生命没有彩排 我已不是小孩 相信依赖
眼泪和心碎也不能 让我的心里 失去期待
才看到那未来
那些人潮人海 如此迫不及待 散去又回来
没有某个角落 可以置身世外 逃开现在
如果我放弃该怎样去面对那些真挚的爱
谁拥有那未来
爱我的人 相信我
我一直在努力改变所有失败
为你们而存在
爱我的人感谢你 你们的爱
就算人生不是精彩 我也要勇敢的姿态
就像夜裏的光 就像皮鞭的响 指引著羔羊
伤口需要滚烫 生命需要成长 痛要品尝
命运去碰撞才会懂坚持 是不是对的方向
错过的不要想
就像干花的香 就像杯底的糖 沉淀了思想
每个人不一样 也许你的幸福 地址不详
要明白被爱并不是 一种奖赏 而是种力量
要用它去发光
爱我的人 相信我
我一直在努力改变所有失败
为你们而存在
爱我的人感谢你 你们的爱
就算人生不是精彩我也要勇敢的姿态
多少次紧握著明天徘徊
让昨天无法释怀
就算我注定失败
还有你暖的胸怀
爱我的人相信我
我一直在 努力 改变所有失败
为你们而存在
爱我的人感谢你你们的爱
就像在寒冷的雪天 等待著 一朵花盛开
Felt so applicable to myself n things happening ard when I read the lyrics! Actually this yr was a yr of happenings. So many things going on at the same time. Very bad things n very good things. N i think they're kinda link! Every word in the song is like what I'm feeling and what I felt that many ought to know! I super love this set of lyrics I hope everyone can understand what it means omg! I feel like doing a translation alr! I hope I can write smth like that too! Awesome!
The worst thing this yr is nt being able to get to local uni esply when ppl hear the grades you've gt n HUR ur grades cannot go in? Okay nt that its very gd like AAAAAAAAAA.... just average average! But even myself tot I'll be able to go into somewhere in the first place, esply with ppl ard saying that aiya u okay de blah blah blah, even Mr Ong says so. This is call 人算不如天算! Well if this is meant to be let it be, coz I've let it go n see things in a different light now! This is the very good thing that happened to me. Okay now I truly understand that what is bad may nt be the bad. If without this I wun have the time n courage to pursue wat I want(N of coz, being able to do so I must thank jess too^^)
But no matter wat, with or without this, I think its time to grow up. Face the fact and let it be the past n move on! Just like the first line. "No matter wat tmr will come. Life has no rehearsal, I'm no longer a kid and need to be independent" Another thing that I've think everyone ought to feel is the third n fourth line. "I wun allow setbacks to cause me to lose hope, so that I can see a future" Another reality is in the fifth line. "There's no place on earth for me to hide from reality and act like nth's going on" Well everyone ought to learn how to face problems instead of avoiding:D The nxt line says "how am I going to face my loved ones if I decided to give up now, who's gonna hold the future?" Yup isn't it very true that sometimes you feel things that you're ashamed of when the ppl who love you doesn't think that way. Like for me, initially I also felt that I'm such a letdown for not being able to go into uni. Grandma n aunt somehow know wat I'm feeling when i kept getting rejection letters, they kept telling me its nt the end. There are many successful cases even in the family. For which i really appreciate very much. So now i realised, if I keep feeling that way, it will then be the real letdown, nt only to them, bt to myself also.
就像夜裏的光 就像皮鞭的响 指引著羔羊
伤口需要滚烫 生命需要成长 痛要品尝
命运去碰撞才会懂, 坚持是不是对的方向
错过的不要想
N i super love this verse too! It says "Its just like the light in the dark, the loud sound of whipping that's guiding the goats. Wounds need to be felt, life needs to grow and we need to taste the pain. Our lives need not be that smooth so that we'll know if wat we've persevering is right. What we've missed out, should nt be on our minds anymore."
N thanks to all the ppl who I love and love me. Who supported me throughout this, listened to me and gave me advices, before applying, during applying and after applying. Actually nt only this period, all these yrs I have gd and nice ppl ard me who care no matter if we talked once in a blue moon or always been in contact. So thank you all really! Reality made me grow up, and also you ppl made me feel warmth, concern and love. I know I'll always have some of you to fall back on during hard times and setbacks. Its because of this that failure seems insignificant. It just doesn't matter anymore. Cause I know I'll stand up again, even harder to defeat everytime I stood up.
N to sx, sqjiejie, n many more out there who's going thru this and feeling bad abt it. I srsly hope you guys will find your self esteem back again and after you've found ur way out, let this present setback be an experience and nt a setback anymore. Jiayou everyone:D
This is life@
4:58 AM
♥Tuesday, July 28, 2009
CAUGHT UP WITH MIMI N SARAH DARLINGS YTD (: ONE WHOLE DAY WITH THEM:D
Mimi is going back melbourne today though ): N e nxt time she'll be back is like dec!
Ytd met up with mimi at tpy first:D Then we went to astons! Wheee:D I miss astons! haha after that shop n shop n shopXD Was walking ard ps, n decided to go vivo! haha ard 4plus she wanna eat her rojak at food republic, n rah darling joined us:D We talked like there's no tmr:D After that continued to shop LOL! Then went to far east n ate wanton mee! Okay friends ard me, like shuxin n jess kept asking me "u not sian ahh", coz i think i had been eating that! I think now chrysan's gonna ask me that too lol! After that we spent a long while chatting again! Haha, n went to shop ard when it was ard 8plus going 9! haha, last destination is go newton circus eat mimi's fav desert! :D Many many laughters n everything ytd:D Its just nice seeing them again:D Esply rah darling! Haven seen her in a long long while! N jiayou for final yr's work darling:D Well everyone nid to jiayou no matter wat u're doing:D
N tmr is gonna be a fun + busy day!
Just heard a song:D I think it applies to all ppl esply in this very realistic world, whereby a few of us can really be ourselves when dealing with other ppl! It made you lose yourself, to a point whereby you don't even know who you are.
People know, but can't do it-Being yourself is e most important thing:D
Alright for some it may not be e most important, but to me it is, because its the most important factor to be happy + you can get yourself out of pretending and then after that feeling hypocritic! I'm sure many many of us feel that way, n it happens quite often. For which both are bad for health indirectly, well it starts making you sick psychologically. N also, while you're always searching for your own identity, you may be the one who's hiding it yourself. So to everyone! DON'T BE AFRAID OF BEING YOUSELF:D Isn't it best that by doing so, you'll find ppl who accept and love you for who you are, and help u to change for the better? *throw all the masks away*
Believe in me-Demi Lovato
I'm losing myself
Trying to compete with everyone else
Instead of just being me
I don't know where to turn
Ive been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak
I don't want to be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling
Beautiful today
and know that I'm okay,
Cause everyones perfect in unusual ways.
So see
I just wanna believe in me
The mirror can lie
Cause it cant show you whats inside
And it can tell you your full of lies
Its amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile
I don't want to be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling
Beautiful today and know that
I'm okay,
Cause everyones perfect in usual ways.
So see
I just wanna believe in me
I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today
I guess i always knew
That i had all the strength
To make it through
I'm not gonna be afraid
I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyones perfect in unusual ways
So see
Now i believe in me
Now i believe in me
This is life@
3:38 PM
♥Saturday, July 25, 2009
射手座
射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。> >> 她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的> 意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。> >> 你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随> 时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。> >> 她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。> > >> 她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。> >> 她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。> >> 她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又> 拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。> >> 她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太> 脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。> > >> 别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实> 是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。> >> 她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她> 一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。>> >> 如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。> >> 千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原> 谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。> > >> 那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，> 是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。> >> 她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟> 冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。> >> 因为她觉得这> 是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁.> >> 她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到> 的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。> >> 在她的世界里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。> >> 她心> 里的，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。>>>>>>
This is life@
7:49 PM
♥Thursday, July 23, 2009
SaT 18/6
Mini gathering:D Brought them to e fireplace! The cafe below echomusic:D Glad that everyone quite like that place:D I love the place myself too haha! Caught up a little, at least know what everyone is doing n all(: Played ch's psp awhile haha! Haven played dj max for a long long time! haha! Watched perf there too(: Jake did a pretty well job for a first time performer i think(: N I think neo's vocal actually is quite nice also de lol:D Very jj!
Sun was work for meXD Bt kinda happening(: Had a gd time chatting with e ppl lol! Though it was kinda scary at first when e cafe boss came up n complained abt e leaking! N simon's quite nice to chat with too(: Haha i can't wait for lessons with him n fong to start(: This is e start of my new journey, the journey i always wanted to pursue.
Today just slacked at homeXD Hmm okay i woke up at 5plus PM! Too tired or slpt too late? haha i think a little of both! Coz i slpt too late that's why i'm too tired! N finally went for tuition:D
lazy to upload too many photos! Lol so just one nice one:D (it seems like there's many ppl right! actually only 9 haha)
This is life@
2:56 AM
♥Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Actually sometimes I wonder, if some ppl deserves me to treat them with all of my heart?
All these yrs, I tried to please and satisfy everybody(of coz everybody refers to ppl that I think are my friends and ppl who I think are worthy for me to do things for them), sometimes even sacrificing my own needs. And it doesn't matter to me. N it's nt for me to SHOW that wow ling is so nice n whatever, those bullshit. The point is, all I've done for ppl ard me are NV FOR SHOW! I always believe that when it comes to making friends, the way you treat them n all, should seriously comes from your heart. Shoudn't it be like that?? I dun give a damn actually about how others view, think or even talk abt me. All i wanted was for everyone ard me to be happy. That's all. Its so simple yet so difficult when doing so. Is reality and the fact that everyone is selfish, that's making ppl to be suspicious of one's gd intentions for them?
Well yes I dun care abt how OTHERS think abt me. But when it comes to ppl I hold dear, when it comes to ppl that I really care abt and all, I can't act as if nth's going on. To all friends(esply close ones), I srsly hope that, if in one way or another, when u're unhappy with me, will u just freaking tell me abt it. I can't stand ppl going ard the bush n say that everything's okay when its actually nt, esply when even yourself are not okay with it! Coz its not the first time I'm feeling this way right now. N it feels terrible.
Maybe, its just right, to treat everyone fairly n equally, and not having so called close friends. To protect urself. Sometimes I just wish I could do that, but well, I think I will nv be able to.
This is life@
2:40 AM
♥Saturday, July 18, 2009
One week! Haha i'm lazy okay! One week is nt that long, but there's a lot of happenings! Haha
Okay short n sweet update!
11/7
Sat went down to echo:D Super happening there when its sat(: Plus I've met a super clickable girl:D JAMIE:D We clicked in terms of thinking n music, srsly cool! Jess come over to overnight after work:D
12/7
Sunday=WORK! Went down to echo, adminXD Okay i dun like admin job, bt i like the fact that its a music sch plus e super gd rate for staff to learn e courses:D That day simon(one of e bosses) helped me with my decision hw to go abt learning keyboard if I were to:D He's srsly very nice + a great help:D So i'm gonna take keyboard lessons from him nxt wed plus vocals from fong also on wed:D I dunno if anyone can understand, but its a super duper gd feeling to be purchasing ur dreams, doing things u want to do! Even though it means not going uni this yr(okay not that I dun wanna go, bt since things had alr came to this stage...) Well, I'm just gonna take this opportunity to learn what I always wanted to:D
13/7
Day out with shuxin, leroy n junxiang:D We caught duplicity(for which i dun really understand), pool-ed, ate at hk cafe n went arcade! haha, super fun day:D
14/7
Supposed to have tuition, bt got cancelled! So I just rest at home, n went library to return my books!
15/7
Went tampiness to play badminton with shuxin, leroy n jx:D Lol, yea u dint see the wrong names lol! Very happening this week for e 4 of us:D haha, it feels gd! Haven exercise for like a gazillion yrs alr! After that dinner at ajisen and arcade! LOL madness
16/7
Work at echo again(: Jamie is here again! Coz jamming:D Lol nice leh, cool to have a band!! N we chit chat chit chat lol! I'm really very grateful to her actually for everything (:
17/7
Wanted to go bugis branch today to pay my fees plus go walk walk! BUT LAZINESS GOT OVER ME ): So in the end i spent my day at home:D For which is nt that bad also! Caught abosulte boyfriend just now! Actually when it hasn't show i wanna watch, but when it was showing I'm lazy or had no chance to watch! Today was e first time i caught it, n omg la, that guy is really very gd looking+tall+loving! Lol in the show for the last point!
Okay short n sweet:D Though still seem a bit long, well i did my best to summarise! Tmr going out with clique + ch n darryl(: N sad sx nt coming ): But she's got no choice too! Well another day love(: Its okay!
This is life@
1:35 AM
♥
Just came home from tuition ard 1hr ago:D New tutee! Jiejie intro me e student coz she dun wanna teach alr (: Thanks hehe:D Quite a nice girl! N yes she's quite smart one! haha
So ytd met mel baby at interchange for subway:D Wheee super long dint eat subway alr! Since I stopped working! Working in town makes me a subway addict coz there's like nth much to eatXD Anyway baby is so sweet:D She gave me a sunflower!!! Haha super pretty! (: After eating we went to buy container for e sunflower! Oh n we went more than words too! She bought her domukun lol hope i got e spelling right! Heh then came to my hse:D Watched e movie she wanted to watch super duper long ago:D Like finally! Haha its in my com for very long alr!
Taught her how to fold roses(: N she learnt it quite fast:D N my favourite pasttime with her is CAMWHORING! Lol, is that even a hobby haha! Well whatever it is:D Happy to see baby:D I super long dint see her alr! Hopefully As end soon for her! (:
See e pretty sunflower! :D
Her beloved domukun
"pai kia" face? lol its not me!
Mel is happy(: Coz she got internet, dumokun, sunflower n most imptly LING:D haha
Then she wrote on my board toO:D haha sweet girl!
Lazy to photoscapeXD N happy that blogger finally allow me to upload photos since a few days ago:D Going echo music later:D Wheeee(:
This is life@
3:16 PM
♥Saturday, July 11, 2009
Went down to echo music(chinatown branch) today with jess(: I super duper like e chinatown branch! Coz of the cafe below! Its very cozy! Just like wat jess described, really feels like I'm at home(: The food there quite nice(: N nice ppl again(:
Today was more happening though, jess said usually very quiet de. I think coz Jess was with me when it was boring and all in the noon! Then after she left for sy, jamie came afterwards(: That girl is like super chattable! Lol n she's nice enough to accompany me till closing when she doesn't need to! Like omg(: Thanks!
Tmr outing postponed! Supposed to have another outing tmr, but coz of some miscommunicationsXD My fault! For tmr, I'm gonna stay at home! N mel baby is coming over to slack! I think i haven been at home during afternoons-midnight for like 3124983510 days alr ): So may be a gd rest too! Hopefully outing with sx, jx they all will come soon:D N i'm sorry sx ):
This is life@
2:29 AM
♥Friday, July 10, 2009
PAYDAY YTD:D
Met up with shuxin, wanting n yenleng at orchard mrt station:D Was late again due to e interview zzz! Went to collect pay and after that went to buy tickets for movie! WHEEE! But i forgot to bring my tag, so before i even got to count my pay, i opened up e envelope n handed $5 to alice ): OUCH! But I'm nt sad for a long while lol, n yea though i keep saying wt all cause of her, lol bt i hope she knows i dun mean it! Haha so after that went back mango to purchase our reserves:D Auntie rozitta took quite some time before taking out those packets n packets of reserved clothes! Thx u(: Ling n sharon t. was there:D N then after that junxiang, evelyn, kelvin came along! Haha after that everyone went down to pay lol! Just got pay then spent $108 on mango clothes alone! like omg ): Ling n sharon t. was nice enough to help us pay, coz we're running late for movies! N yea meanwhile theresa rushed to take a cab down! Coz that blur girl forgot we're meeting for movie lol!
SO CAUGHT TRANSFORMERS YTD TOO! (: SUPER NICE! I super love e actors and actresses!! N I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT MEGAN FOXX IS A TRANS! PLS NO WAY! XD After movies went far east(: N yl n I ate dinner there! Haha wanton mee! Lol
Today I woke up ard 8/9plus am(without getting out of my bed), replied msges! Lol then after that went back to bed! Ard 11 plus going to 12pm, aunt marilyn, ida(carrying junxiang) came into my room! LOL I GOT A SHOCK CAN! A pleasant one:D Haha I super long nv see junxiang alr!! Miss the little boy! He is getting CHUBBIER CAN! For which i dunno why! haha n he's STILL SO CUTE:D Played with him until aunt n ida went out n junxiang gotta slp! haha so i used e com! Surprisingly i dint go back to slp! haha 2plus pm ling n sharon t. came over to my hse:D Coz we're going to town to meet sharon mm, joey, ping plus one of their friends with the initials xj i think!
haha reason being they're getting their pay today! N I'm going to get my $5 back by returning e tag! Three of us reached town first, n ate pepper lunch coz sharon t. was so very hungry! FOOD(: n I gt student meal:D I miss my ez link card ): Shouldn't have refunded it! If i knew it'll get retained ): When we were finishing they took their pay(: So we went mango to look for them after we're done:D Sharon mm bought her stuff n we went taka! After which was ICECREAM AT NOVENA:D Joey went to settle her contact lens thingy first! Haha briefing for work starting at 7pm:D So i get to eat icecream with them! Haha yummyyyy!:D Dint know there's e icecream shop at novena! It was very very cool really! But i forgot wat's its name! But it was so so very nice:D I wonder if mayy knows(: So 6 of us got our orders n tuck in:D Took some photos there lol! I think ping was feeling so paiseh when we kept asking e staff to take photos for us! After which I went to bugis for my briefing for e new job:D
Took some time to find e place again though its my sec time thereXD But there are really really too many shophouses ard bugis, n it was so very complicating! But now i think i know my way alr! Went in n saw wanling n emmanual n some others:D So wanling asked me to take a seat! N started e briefing of my job scope! Ard 2hrs! N I dint get to join sx n the rest today coz we sort of lost contact! Should have called e girl earlier ): Back to echomusic. It is really really cool:D I super love the place! Cool doesn't only refer to the place! But the ppl, the things we do there and the fun we all enjoy(: Music, must be the strongest bond on earth! It makes ppl come tgt! I have absolutely no idea why! But it just works amazingly!
So meanwhile when i was waiting for shuxin's reply, I went for a 1/2 hr trial for vocals! Haha feng was e vocal instructor:D She's nice n friendly n all:D I think if i were to learn i'll just learn from her! Haha n i think i gotta learn pop piano first before i can go into songwriting(: N now i'm interested in music production also! I'm considering to learn vocals n pop piano tgt first :D I think that'll be nice too(: So I'm kinda excited to see chinatown's branch tmr(: Plus jess will be there! But i'm kinda scared of e admin workXD Jiayou ling:D
I went home ard 11pm! Took 57(: I love straight buses! haha n I know ling was writing some stuff on e whiteboard, but i dint get to see wat it was until i was home awhile ago:D N ling is such a sweetheart:D N definitely I can say, these girls are all very very sweet n nice ppl:D Love them plenty<3
N of coz I love my meimei too! Who is now stuck at ECP facing someone she dun like! Lol hengyixin just come home la, dumbass!
This is life@
1:35 AM
♥Thursday, July 09, 2009
Usher sang this song during the MJ memorial. N I think it totally describes him btr than anything else, esply when its a MJ song. There's no doubt, there may nt be another legend like him in the music industry alr. Its really such a pity ):
Gone too soon-Micheal Jackson
Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon
Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon
Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon
Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon
Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon
Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon
This is life@
1:41 PM
♥Wednesday, July 08, 2009
WENT TO WOODLANDS TODAY:D
With sharon mm, sharon tan, amabelle(aka ling) and liping(: Okay its very weird to call another one ling srsly! Met up with sharon tan n amabelle first at tpy(: Then off to woodlands for sharon mm and liping:D Ate lunch at food court! N sharon mm's cookie! Lol nice chocs the cookies contained!
Initially wanna go library, but it was so filled with ppl that we changed to plan B! Which was to go RP:D Lol, RP is quite nice actually:D Totally holds the fact that it is a new sch! So we went RP library instead. I marked my papers, they did their work, though we're like nt very productive! N yes again, I miss being a student T_T Played with ping's Itouch:D N Itouch gen 2 is really nice:D Quite a few ppl ard me has it! Lol, yea I'm a taptap fan! Just like baby:D N i got to see eileen lovely also after her lesson:D Though its only for awhile, still:D hehe
Then it was dinner time LOL. We went to some cafe in RP. Cheap+Nice(: After that was camwhored time! We went to e park also lol! But dint go in! After that took cab back to tpy coz ling gotta rush home. After that sharon tan n I went to pasar malam! :D She bought her tapioca cake then tgt we got smth for amabelle:D Went back to pass to her! Haha hopefully it cheered her up:D
This is life@
1:13 AM
♥Tuesday, July 07, 2009
FINALLY MET UP WITH LAY, DIA & MAY:D
It was a happy happy day for me(: Truth to be told, I nv tot it'll happened until I really got the guts to ask them out:D I should have done it long long ago!
N they nv change much actually! Just that all became prettier:D N must call may missy now! A very noble job she's getting into! :D I miss them all very much. Miss those days we had together very much too!
Went astons for lunch! Catched up, reminisced the past and keep disturbing each other like before! Everything is so familiar and one thing I love so much with them is that I can speak freely, dun need to view anything so srsly cause we all know everyone is just joking with each other. No need to be conscious and all, free n easy, we're all ourselves. That's how we interact with each other n all. N it dint change a single bit:D
After astons we went to check movie timing lol! N went back to ps to buy tickets for ice age 3:D Then we shopped ard ps! haha though we nv say anything abt how long we're gonna be out n all, it seems like we all intend to leave the day just for the four of us(: A scene that we miss so much. After movie was 8 plus! We continued to walk ard ps lol, cam whored throughout today(: Dia took purple line back to serangoon! While three of us took to braddell! May met her friend and went home! Lay n I went pasar malam(: Last time after sch, whenever tpy had it, its a we-will-go place(:
I feel a sense of belonging with them, even after so long. Nth can ever change the memories we had together. Those fun, joy and laughters that we shared and many many other things. I know I want to be there for and with them in the future days too. I dun wanna miss out anything more, esply when they are ppl who I should have hold dear all along. I love them:D
Thank you(: Three of you! For making me complete once again, for your voices back in my life is really the best thing that happened to me after all these yrs(: I really miss you all like nth else. I was telling dia, no one knows better than the three of them how to fill in my blanks to help complete my sentences haha. Today was an awesome and wonderful day! (:
This is life@
3:33 AM
♥Monday, July 06, 2009
LAST DAY OF WORK IN MANGO!!!
Well after all these days in mango, I guess I did learn something more than folding n hanging clothes! Though i can't really mention wat I've learnt now coz my mind is in a total blank!
But i learnt 5 vietnam words from kim n jasmine! :D For which i think is cool! haha in the future i'll go n learn as many languages as possible!
sin zhao-hello
sin loy-sorry
kum en-thank you
tum beat-bye
kum gor gi-you're welcome
LOL spelling may nt be accurate but its e pronounciation! :D
Went to airport to send shuxia off after work. Met up with chrysan, siwei n phyllis first! Then junqiang n cheryl may when we arrived at popeye! :D Was super exciting there while they tried to hide from shuxia! haha coz the rest were meant to be a surprise(except chrysan n me)! I dunno where is shuxia now, lol but i guess she's arriving soon! :D Hopefully all will be fine for her over there! N jiayou princess! (: Photos most likely tmr! I'm damn tired now! I still asked grandma to wake me up tmr coz i wanna go cut hair in e morning! Lol i doubt it's possible now!
TMR MEETING LAY, DIA N MAY :D Anticipating n CAN'T WAIT :D
N I'm missing another dear friend too. Sometimes i just hate myself for lacking the courage to speak to her, even though i really wanna noe her ongoings. I'm just letting time slipped away without doing anything. But why iszit just so hard to do so ): Sigh.
This is life@
2:47 AM
♥Sunday, July 05, 2009
Time passes by super slowly today during work! I have no idea why! N true enough, they were all at lvl 1 n while I was at lvl 2! haha but samad was super nice to change my break to e same timing as shuxin:D Jess n wt also working today! But they left at 6pm!
The more fun thing today was going down to lvl 1's fitting rm to help shuxin:D Coz i get to tok to her n all! N of coz our breaktime:D N after work! Coz i like toking to shuxin! N dearest will pop by lvl 2 at times too! :D haha another entertainer of mine was Debra(aka xiaoling:D) She came at 3pm n after which we kept toking n disturbing leroy also! haha more entertained when she was here, she sec floor also! I'll miss e girl coz she's nt gonna work for e nxt two day! N I'm not working on sunday! N yes I'm missing the other girls too ): Sharon mm, amabelle, sharon tan, liping, joey! ahhh work is srsly much more sian without them): Whereby Liping n sharon t. always at lvl 2 with me! Sharon mm, amabelle n joey though always first floor, but its always so fun with them ard disturbing each other lol! Two most days to end of work in mango!
Anyway just watched mtv channel! The programme on was oldies time! N they showed the video "we are the world" by various artist including Micheal Jackson, Janet Jackson, Lionel Richie n blah blah blah! For which i felt touched when i saw the video! N who said oldies are cliche n outdated n all! I dun agree!
We are the world
This is life@
12:54 AM
♥Friday, July 03, 2009
Resume of work!
I was super reluctant to get up today! My eyes felt a sharp pain as I tried to open them! Lol meaning I DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH SLP! Which is very bad for a super fan of sleeping ): But i had no choice but to get up!
Anyhow, mango wasn't opened yet when I reached. N i helped love to reserve her clothes(: heh heh! Then after that saw her name on e work timetable! Serena got a shock n so I called her! N this misunderstanding occur coz of Mr SAMAD! Lol, n it was discovered coz jess asked me to help her to tell serena her schedule whereby there is no nid for change actually! So i made sx wake up for nth! Which was very bad of me ):
Today was in charge of fitting room! Okay I can tell u, the first part of work srsly sucks! Coz it was so so sooooooo BORING! MEIMEIS ALL STARTED SCH, SX,WT,DING,JESS ALL OFF TODAY! Atmosphere was srsly very dead ): I was msging sharon mm, sx and jess at the same time! Lol, n time flies faster than usual, which was actually quite gd! Coz I was really BORED! See how bored i m ): I had lunch with jennifer at grafitti cafe! E wanton mee that jess always praised, and it had moved to far east. So yea, nt bad.
During e one hr break was still msging the three of them! haha but before that in the morning amabelle asked for my break time! SO i tot they're coming down to town, bt amabelle replied nope :D Lol she still put e smiley! N sharon mm was even btr! I told her amabelle said they aren't coming! Coz initially sharon was like telling me they are. Lol, then i was like asking her no CCA? Coz wed is CCA day! N she happily tell me yea she rmbed she got volleyball so not coming down to town alr! N all e while i was telling debra how much I miss those sisters n sx they all! N when I was back for lunch, i continued my work. N THAT WAS WHEN I FOUND WORKING TODAY NT THAT BAD AT ALL! :D
Nt only auntie rozitta, richie, debra n some other adhocs came:D ANOTHER THING WAS COZ I SAW LYDIA LEOW with her mum:D You know, after all these yrs whereby i dint see dia n may at all, n just when we were abt to meet up(THIS SUN:D) i saw dia! LOL she was just beside me while another colleague(i forgot her nameXD) took e hangers out for dia! Then she called me! I turned n got a shock of my life! LOL this is truly, srsly UNEXPECTED! :D Though i told her before I am working at shaw mango now, she forgot! N the amazing thing was, she forgot n yet she still went there to shop, n i was right there at the fitting room, seemingly to wait for her appearance lol!
After all these yrs, dia dint really change much! Hair grew longer, look prettier but still standing at the same height! Haha she's so gonna kill me if she see this haha! So as dia was trying out her clothes, I was toking to her, crapping n all like last time :D Super miss those days ): N then she n her mum went to walk another round ard mango, n then came to tok to me when they were abt to go! So as I was toking to them, ANOTHER SURPRISE CAME! SHARON MM SUDDENLY APPEARED NXT TO ME! And after which amabelle n sharon tan showed up nxt! LOL LIKE OMG CAN! I GOT ANOTHER SHOCK OF MY LIFE! So the whole story was, amabelle was telling sharon mm to give me a surprise visit, but she said she was coming n at this pt of time i asked abt CCA, so she just went ahead with me n said she rmbed there's vb practice! Srsly, was super happy when i saw them :D Their appearance made e whole atmosphere lively again! Nt only i can feel, even e perm stuff n the other adhocs also were more hyper as they go ard toking to everyone! Haha:D After awhile they went to eat, n then came back! haha, amabelle was in her uniform attending to a customer! So cute right haha, old habits die hard! Esply when it was wat u're doing all along! N the main pt was, I WAS SUPER HIGH+HAPPY all the while they were there:D I miss working with them ard ):
Was kinda sad when it was time for them to goXD Like e whole place suddenly super quiet. But thankfully auntie rozitta they all were there! Made time past even faster while crapping n talking with them :D At night when i finally had a chance to go to first floor, the jeans i liked was gone ): Totally gone! I saw it in the morning ): Super regret nt keeping it! That pair was now selling at 29!! ROAR ):
ANYHOW, TMR SX IS DOWN FOR WORK, SAME SHIFT SOMEMORE!!! :D WT N JESS TOO:D So tmr will most probably be gd n fun if they're somewhere near me, esply sx, coz i got super many stuff to tell her :D If like the other time they all first floor i sec floor i'm so gonna sian diao ):
LONG ONE! :D Detailed day that I want myself to rmb also! I think one should note down as much details as u can rmb, coz for a week, a month or even yrs later, all these detailed memories will really lift ur spirits n all(HAPPY ONES OF COZ). U'll be surprised that it happened! Really :D
GOODNIGHT!
This is life@
1:11 AM
♥Thursday, July 02, 2009