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This is the present i get from suan!! Adorable right??

It has already become friends wif my tortoise family=) look how happy they are!!















The doggy with me















I'm teaching the doggy how to play yangqin=) it look serious and engross right? hahaz... I guess i m crazy...



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3:33 AM
Sunday, December 25, 2005








YangQin is my life.... It accompanies me no matter wat is my mood.... no matter how i feel... as long as i hear its sound... i feel exceptionally comfortable... thanks for this great invention=) And for ppl who dunno... the second photo is the sticks that are used to play the yangqin... without it yangqin will lose its soul!! hahaz.... ppl if u dunno wat is yangqin... take a gd look on top^^ =)



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3:26 AM









I suppose everyone can guess who is that in the picture... doing all those stupid actions... and for those who dunno.... the person is AHLAY!! she looks so horrible in the mask hoho.... that's wat i feel...



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3:18 AM





After a few days of persistance.... i finally gave up... i cannot live without touching the com.... oh yar... my persistance is to not touch the com until i finish all my homework.... but i still got dozens of homework to finish.... life is so stressful(quote from mimi)..... i can feel that.... hmmz... got some photos muz show u guys.... later on u all will see....

On the 21st of Dec.... CO finally resumed... and a few seniors like yimin and gwenny came back la.... then horz... gwenny ask veron to pass mi her exam papers... then is like after that i dunno anithing... then veron pass to huiting... huiting say veron say pass to me... but i blur blur de coz inside got bio paper.... then i ask ht again confirm is mine? she say dunno is give lisuan or mi... then i was so sure that is give suan de loz.... coz got bio paper... and i dunno this involve gwenny... i so stupid la... then juz now chat wif her found out that that's for mi!! OMG!! then i think i will be getting them back on nxt Fri... hahaz.... muz thanks GWENNY here!! i got a gd senior=] dar dar senior=)

We practice a new song.... maybe using that piece for new yr... hmm... mention of new yr i will get jelly legs.... or hands..... coz i will be playing my dear yangqin..... omg... i cannot imagine that... i alone on the stage.... wif 1000plus ppl below.... all schmates somemore!! I SCARE LA!!! aiya.... dunno wat will happen again.... haiz.... Nxt fri i think we will be practicing two new songs again... they are kuai(4) ma(3) jia(1) bian(1) and jiang(1) jun(1) ling(4) hoho.... waiting for new songs to come!! wahahaha!! co roxs!! CO orientation i heaven plan finish yet... aiyaya.... oh yar... cca orientation nxt yr will be on the 14th of Jan... its a saturday!! I think is evening time.... not very sure abt that though.... Hope we will manage to hav enouf ppl zhou wants... he wants at least 41 ppl!!! HOWHOWHOW??? i damn headache arh... its impossible de.... haiz... especially when the cca cut off point is no longer in use... more ppl wun want a ccaT_T aniwae... i m not even sure whether our batch will hav the cut off point anot.... and we dun hav first three monthsT_T

Hmmmz.... its 3:15am now... but i dun feel like sleeping.... i wanna chiong my homework.... its already not burning the midnight oil... already is dawn oil le... haiz.... Oh YAR!! nxt yr A maths reassesment will be taken by everybody... not onli ppl who failed... it will be counted as CA marks also... so ppl jia you le!! binomial and stuffs also included... if i dint remember wrongly it should be on the 19th of January!! I go do homework le... cannot glue to com!! buaiz buaiz=] gd nitez.....

[love is like a maze and in this love of maze.... where is it taking me to?] <



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3:00 AM





Oh yehz!!! so happy... we managed to finish the co banner within a few hrs.... this is the first time i had even complete a banner so fast...... well.... things really work better wif planning i suppose... hmmmz.... 19 and 20 is the stockchecking..... muz remind all my main com again... haiz... aniwae.... to every CO members, 21, 29 and 30 got practice and is 9 to 12am.... pls remember to report 1/2 hr earlier which is 8:30am!! thank you!! my blog seems to become a website for our co.... dotz....

I was watching rainbow connection juz now, and the outcome i not wat i wanted.... though can guess it..... does that stupid jianyi even noe who he likes?? he juz goes for whoever who nids him more..... dotz.... Is life always like that? u muz lose something in order to gain something?? haiz... one muz really be sure of wat u want so that u wun live to regret it.... hahaz....

Hmmmz..... lay give mi my present today finally le.... the cup is like so classic... so cute loz... hehez.... nxt time i take photo then load into the com!! or later?? hmm.... then still got another present.... dotz..... that one cannot describe is wat..... but is some kind of toy... my sister and i were realli playing wif it juz now... dotz......

now my life is so filled up.... got so mani things going on ard mi.... so stressful.... co learning new songs, council got to plan for agm, my tys heaven touch!!! Today is already 16 for goodness sake.... why can't i juz get myself sit down in front of my study table and do my work.... i don't hav much time.... aiya..... forget it.... hope everything will be better after nxt yr's old lvl=)

[when there is gain, there will be loss]
[when there is love, there will be pain]
[when u think u are reaching, in fact u are not....]
[live life not to regret it, be sure of wat u want....]



This is life@
10:11 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005





wow.... got nth to do now..... suppose to update my visit to chinatown two days ago bahz.... but i dint get to use the com until now... so i suppose... its too late.. hahaz.. go and see lay's blog if wanna noe wat's happening hahaz..... i m so tired..... keep sleeping at 2 or 3 am in the morning.... haiyo..... hope i dun hav panda eyes... hahaz.... and pimples!! nonono!! u better dun come.... i punch u.....

well.... got nth to say nehz... hahaz... dunno wat's on my mind..... hmmmz... drifting dunno where le.... see sandcastles in the air.... aiyaya.... dunno wat is happening to me nehz.... my hse is so quiet loz... haiyayaya...... so mani things now cannot mention on my blog.... sianz....

mi go do my homework le... cannot leave them unattended.... muz get myself something to do.... buaiz buaiz ppl.....



This is life@
1:02 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005





OMG!!! its already 8th.... and and... my homework is like.... stilll a mountain... trying to finish it by nxt nxt wk.... at least leave one week for mi to do other stuffs.... omg omg.... wasted a lot of time again le... and my tys... omg... so long dint post again..... coz recently not much things had been happening to me.... my life is not as exciting as saylay yar... hahaz.. she got so mani things to say loz.. hoho....

Aniwae..... i still heaven go and make my ic... i m so lazy loz... hahaz.... but have to find one day le... coz the date due is on the 19/12.... christmas is coming... nid to prepare christmas present mahz?? i scare prepare le i will go broke... hahaz.... so not much ppl will receive my present hoho....

Busy thinking abt how sec 1 orientation nxt yr should go abt... then i heaven practice my nice piece yet... co ppl better take note... those who heaven got their scores for the taiwan zui xiang qu... inform mi.. i try to find a way of getting for u guys k!! yapz... pls spread the msg co members..... tomolo we will be having a meeting too 10am to 11:30am... think the latest is 12pm bahz... yapz... pls get ur designs for the banner to be ready... we will be choosing it.... and the painting day will be another day... so got anithing juz call mi or see mi online also can ask... call my house is 24 hours can call... (guarantee i m at home), if not call my hp... but after 7 pm then can call thanks!! hope everything will go well...

Hmmmz... read lay's blog and suddenly felt very fortunate yar? coz i own my yang qin.... life will be so miserable without it... laylay no worries sia.... where got ppl use weird look at u when see u playing that instrument?? even if they did u hav prove them wrong wif ur duet wif veron arh!! if they dunno wat instrument is that is becoz they dun hav knowledge mahz... so dun mind them la... hehez... $2000.... huge sum also..... ask lao zhou help u buy then u installment give him back loz... i think can work out also la... hehez.. he's a nice guy.... u got the same idea as mi too.. i hope i can get into rjc too(coz i wanna be under the same instructor too), if changed to other instructor i will be so bu xi guan tooo.... yapyap....

Mi wanna go do homework le.... buaiz buaiz.... TakkAire ppl.... gorgor* also muz takkaire=] MiSS yaR tooO!!! yapyap!!

[Life is not always wat u think of]
[One might not led a very exciting life, but as long as u live ur life to the fullest that's enouf]



This is life@
3:19 PM
Thursday, December 08, 2005





Hmmmz..... my bd today nehz.... went to watch chicken little hahaz.... a cute show..... i think chicken little realli very cute lehz... hehez.... hmmz.... a lot of ppl wish mi happy bd nehz... this is the first time... so mani.... then some of them let mi quite shocked also.....

Early in the morning 9:15am.... Suan sent my present to my house wif sookie.... so paiseh sia... guess she realli spent of lot of money.... thank u orhz... and sookie.... thanks for helping her to carry the present hhaz.....

Hmmmz.... watched star awards today also... hahaz.... so sad loz..... zhong qin nv get ani award nehz... so sadT_T hope nxt yr can get something bahz... hahaz..... i went to touch my homework yesterday liao orhz... finalli arh.... hahaz...... Mi wanna go play game now liao orhz.. hhaz... buaiz buaiz....



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11:30 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005





i went to east coast park wif sookhan, huixin, meichiee and lisuan.... we celebrated my bd ther.... we meet at red circle at first... but then later changed to popular... then waiting for hx to reach loz... hahz... then we go buy tibits and drinks...... finalli we reached east coast..... then we went to the rocks and sat down.... hmm... the sea was so nice and calm... when it is abt time for sunset... the sky was so beautiful... though we dint manage to see sunset..... we sat there and ate the cake.... it was the first time i celebrate my bd in this manner... it was realli special... and is wif them=] hehez.... they sang the bd song so loudly.... hahaz... but no one look at us.... so that's still not too bad hahaz.... make three wishes before i blew the candles... hahz secret wishes cannot say out de... hahaz.... we continue looking at the sea..... until... until.... a few roaches came and disrupt our peace loz.... stupid sia... so scary... then we were like all screaming.... hahaz.... then we had to shift place!! we chat at the other place... then drank finish the f&n zapple(did i spelled it correctly??) i supposed suan love that drink bahz hahaz.... then we went home loz.....

i went to toa payoh to buy fries for my sister.... i think i m realli a gd sister... hahaz..... abit bhb... but ppl... that's true k... hahaz..... hmm.... then i reached home like about 1 hr plus ago... then 20 more mins is my bd already!! i supposed those who suppose to prepare their present for mi had prepared already hahaz..... so now i shall wait to collect them hoho....

hmmm... chatting wif a lot of ppl now... hahaz... then mi wanna play game le... then i go count down my bd.... left 15 mins more!! hoho happy bd to mi, happy bd to mi, happy bd to yiling, happy bd to mi!!!! last but not least.... i wanna thanks sookhan, huixin, meichiee and suan suan for everything!!! realli thanks!! i m HAPPY, VERY happy tonight!!!



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11:25 PM
Saturday, December 03, 2005





hmmz... today the ite performance finalli ended!! and we had established a certain lvl of relationship wif the students there.... onli the co la..... i think we will definately meet again... nxt yr perhaps hahaz.... when they hav another performance.... but this time i wanna be the audience.... i think they can do it if they wanna practice nehz.... so let's all jia you together bahz!! hahaz....

mi going out wif sookhan, huixin, meichiee, lisuan tomolo nehz.. to celebrate my bd!! later at 4:15pm we will meet then go east coast... i am sure it will be a nice one!! hahaz... first yr bd not wif lay, may and dia... dia going back to malaysia... hmm... kinda weird though.... so sad lay cannot go tomolo nehz.. hmm...

My eyes cannot be opened animore... so i shall keep this short!! hehez... gd nitez everyone!! buaiz buaiz!!!

[one muz learn to adapt to new environment]
[life is nv one way....... there are a lot of paths for u to walk, but u hav to choose it urself!!]



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1:07 AM