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ANGEL
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh
beautiful release memorys seep through my veins
let me be empty oh and weightless then
maybe I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference escape one last time



This is life@
11:56 PM
♥Saturday, March 25, 2006





WOW!!! let's count... ppl count wif mi... it had been 16 days since i blogged. Had a lot of things on my mind... but i dunno how to start and wat to start wif. TOday is a saturday... yeah... and i had 5 tests nxt week... ppl watch mi die... and all is abt memorising... let's see below:

Monday: Geo Test
Tuesday: Chem Test
Wednesday: History Test
Friday: SS test + Chinese Test
Mr Chan say that this week is hell week for us... and he is very kind to let us hand up our assignment late... but i m sure that physics test is on its way too... Hmmm.... going to step down from council s0oon... i m already down for CO!!! but i m still not totally excused from both... life has been tedious and tiring for the previous yr and the first 3 months of this new yr... Juz hope that the last month will be a smooth one.... RIght now i had a few plans... getting my yang qin juniors MOTIVATED!!!! still feeling like a failure... juz can't motivate them... how do i start influencing them?? DUN BE LAZY GALS!!! U GALS CAN DO IT... M i suppose to tell them that?? will they listen... they will juz nod their head and carry on wif their jokes... wat is this man... juz work hard for once iszit very difficult for u all... haiz...
I still believe that u need to be interested in somethings, so that u will hav the passion... and passion make everything goes on... it act as a catalyst... it speed up reaction... reaction in here means between urself and the things that u are interested in... without the catalyst... maybe the reaction will still occur... but the feeling is juz not there... and sometimes it might not even work... so i say: PPL!!!! watever things u do... follow ur HEART!!!!! dun do things for the sake of doing... it will nv work...
I believe that everybody had their own way of thinking and their own set of goals... but there is nv 100% gaurantee that u will get wat u want... life is not obliged to give u everything u want... u need to hav the right attitude for it... u nid to work hard for it.... and let mi tell u... if u dun hav the right attitude, no matter how hard u work it is only wasting ur own effort!!! So wat if u did not get wat u want?? dun ever give up man... is that still ur passion?? is that still worth it for u to work hard?? if u give up at this moment, then ur attitude seriously got problem... if a-z is represented by 1-26... let's see!!

A + T + T + I + T + U + D + E = 1 + 20 + 20 + 9 + 20 + 21 + 4 + 5

CAN ANIONE TELL MI WAT IS THE ANS???
Let mi tell u ppl... IT IS EQUAL TO 100!!! do u understand wat i mean??? i hope u guys do understand and remember it always... it is ur attitude that is determining whether ur life will be a success or it will be a failure... so ppl if u hav the right attitude, continue having it.... if u hav the wrong attitude... get it right.. or u will nv succeed in life=) PLS REMEMBER!!!



This is life@
10:45 PM
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How long ago was my last post? some weeks ago i supposed! anyway, i had an english tuition now, its on friday, 7:30 to 9 pm... suan and lay too!!! Muz buck up on my english... minimise my usuage of singlish!! I believe i can do that... at least a B4!!! but i hope will get B3!! Both my sciences got C5... and though i know i had passed, but this is still not up to expectation. I think i nid to find out wat is wrong with me!! It is already too late for me to drop to combine sci le...

Mid year is on its way, coming in 2 months time... 28/4 is mother tongue paper for mid yr and 29/5 is mother paper for o lvl!! it is very very very fast... i lost track of time, in another world, in that world, ling is not ling, she is not herself, she has to face a lot of pressure, she has a lot of work to finish, and she is perplexed, she does not know whether she could do well, could manage anot. She wants to return to a world of her own, where there are no stress, no work to face and to do. Can she?

Life is not the way i want it to be, i definately understand that ones can live in a world of their own, but only when nobody is ard, once there is someone ard, they will be back to square one. When i m in the world of my own, i m free, gaining the freedom that i wanted badly. Saggis love freedom!!! O lvl... paper clashes wif each other and i juz feel like dying coz i feel that i can't cope.... I really hope i can do well... so i muz start planning wat i m suppose to do le...

Msn keep having error... so sianz... dun wanna go back lE!! still got a lot of undone work!!!

*StrEsS*



This is life@
11:15 PM
♥Friday, March 10, 2006