Your silhoutte'

Adults are arrogant ppl who think they are always right and will nv be wrong.... stupid ppl!! HUMPH!! realli dun understand why they behave in this manner sia... juz now my mum ask mi help her burn disc... then the stupid burner suddenly very very slow... then she scolded mi.... say wat i play game(i always did this when i burned my discs)then slowed down the process of the burning... then my aunt say to my mum yesterday when i helped them burned their disc it is very fast.... then my mum keep saying and saying... then as if i can control that burner.... they are so so so unreasonable la!! Hate it man... i got nth to say to them sia... i tell them i cannot control the burner..... then they keep saying and saying.... stupid la... the disc now heaven burn finish lo.... dunno wat's wrong sia... haiz...

I went back to school to take my black court shoes and to clean the council room this morning... stayed there till 5pm.... wif chrysan... hmmm suddenly become better wif her hahaz... SHIQING ARH!!! our bd coming le nehz... hahaz... let's tok abt happy things bahz... hmmz... u better prepare my present!! 6 more days orhz!! qing... i realli dunno wat to buy for yar nehz.. hmm... elmo?? hmm... penguin can mahz?? hahaz... tomolo going to bugis to shop ... let mi see wat can i get bahz....

Hmmm... now mi going to check that stupid burner.... and i cannot tok much lo.... buaiz buaiz ppl!! update again nxt time!! gd nitez

[when u dun feel like toking juz dun tok]
[being urself is the most important reason why u are here=)]
[everyone is different, even if the other person is ur clone....]

This is life@

9:58 PM

♥Monday, November 28, 2005

Second rehearsal in simei ite!! Today went there for rehearsal... it is suppose to be full dress... but it turn out in the end... we wore normal clothes up stage.. hmm... i think kinda funnie at there.... coz the music everything is different from beatty!! muz learn to adapt to different conductor and different group of ppl... coz i will not be meeting a conductor that are so detailed like lao zhou again liao le bahz.. hahaz... unless i got into RJC?? but if that's possible i give u guys my head? hahaz!! Today abit different too... coz got lay..... hmmz... yep... hahaz... so kinda of a lot of jokes today hahaz....

I think the ppl there realli not bad not bad!!! they are nice bunch of ppl... but maybe they met wif something that changed and turned their life into like that yap?? hahaz... met peishan( the guzheng playing there) she got the same bd as mi!! again!! hahaz... so mani ppl born on 4/12!! hahaz.. 8 more days 8 more days!! still got time to buy my present!! no worries ppl!! hahz... peishan is a nice gal... and her guzheng also not bad sia.... so COOL!!!

Hmm... today i lost my dear turtle... i drop it when i m transfering train from city hall to the tanah merah bahz... haiz... I SO SAD LA!!! then i went to orchard to join my cousin and my aunt in their shopping after the ITE practice/rehearsal ended... yap yap.... then receieved the msg from laylay that suan had bought another turtle for mi!! HMM!!! though its not the same one... but still thanks her very much for her thoughtfulness...... remember ask mi pay u back orhz suan suan... yapz!! hahaz... turtle is so cute sia... hahaz... turtle simply rocks!! HOHO!! as cute as yiling... hmm... hahaz abit bhb mahz?? nvm la... i think xi guan jiu hao le!! HOHO...

tire le... i very lazy to continue typing.... but i love typing... now mi go chat wif ppl le.. and play game!! hahaz.. tomolo is 6th month anniversary... congrats? hmm... k la.. congrats bahz... hmmm aniwae... looking forward to my bd la... hahaz!! 4/12 rocks too yeah!! ahaz.... hmmz... this month my sms bao liao... super li hai.. so ppl... dun sms mi too much unless got realli important urgent things to say!! thanks thanks!! gotta go!! buaiz buaiz!!NiTEz.....

[life is nv the same after i met u*]
[whether is a form of bliss or misfortune, i dunno....]
[are u still the one for mi??]
[i m perplexed and confused once more]

This is life@

10:50 PM

♥Saturday, November 26, 2005

hahaz... listening to S.H.E's new album now... the songs... hmmz... so cute hahaz.... Back from council camp in the morning... sleep till 5pm.... so piggy!! ~~OinK~~ but no choice... too tire liao orhz... hahaz... monday still nid to go back sch for publicity week duty arh... aiyaya..... i in the afternoon shift sia... muz spent my time in sch... so sian!! omg!!

The camp is fun but tiring arh... now mi whole body ache sia... from head to toe hahaz.... hmm... miss my computer... life without computer i realli cannot take it sia.. hahaz.... i wanna say one more thing!! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING IS 9 DAYS TIME!! hoho!! hav u guys prepare ur presents? i noe i very fan la... but... birthday is my ren sheng da shi hoho!! wait for shooo long then come lehz... hahaz...

hmmm..... recently not much things happening to me too..... so boring sia..... hope got something to spice up my life... hahaz.... i dun wanna be bored for so long!! nid to start planning for co sec 1 orientation le.. hmm.. design of banner heaven think yet arh!! omg!! one day muz call for co main com meeting!! getting busier... better start revising my work lo!! hahaz... had been slacking for almost half of the holiday liao!! arh... ppl the homework dunno do till where liao!!

[i realli hope there is one day that i dun nid to worry abt us....]
[guys nid to learn wat is initiative]

This is life@

7:33 PM

♥Friday, November 25, 2005

Hmmmz.... bd present remember to prepare it!! hahaz u guys got 12 days more!! hmmz... juz went for campus superstar audition... hmmz... kanna dant!! dint get in arh.. but nvm la.... its a gd exp!! now left AA and jojo whom i think got hope of entering top 24!! both of them muz jia you liao!! hmmm!!

Now my new target is to prepare for my reassesment nxt yr!! muz jia you for that one too yeah!! hahaz.... O LVL!! i m going to eat up the BIG O too like Gwen!! hahaz... Nxt yr is coming soon orhz orhz..... hahaz...

got to go to council camp tomolo... thus i cannot update liao loz... hmm... after the camp bahz.. ahhaz... got anithing still can sms mi de.... my hp will be wif mi!! yeah? hahaz... so bb ppl... mi go and play liao hahaz bb

[i wun lose hope because i failed]
[shi bai shi cheng gong de pi jing zhi lu]

This is life@

6:55 PM

♥Tuesday, November 22, 2005

hmmz next sunday is 6th month anniversary wif him.... half a yr le... and after that is my birthday arh... hehez... ppl pls prepare my present orhz!!! hahaz.... aniwae...... i m very confused by him nehz... he sometimes can be very gd... but sometimes can totally dun care... i realli dunno why.... i m trying not to be wilful, trying to be understanding..... trying this and trying that... but why can't things juz work out.... each time i wanna give him up i tell myself dun... i still muz hold on... still want to see how things proceed.... CAN'T U JUZ TREAT ME BETTER??!!! qi si wo le...I hate it.... i dun like u behaving like that.... hope u can see this one.... u nid to understand wat i wants... haiz.... u are important... but i m getting realli tire... realli.....

hmm... today i went to ite east college, to help out in the co.... zhou lao shi ask us to go and help coz the ppl there cannot make it arh... but i think if they wanna practice they can do it de la.... juz attitude problem bahz... hmm... the gu zheng realli is not bad.... but a bit po la lahz... hahaz.... but i think they are all nice ppl bahz...

time is passing on so fast and i m proceeding to nxt yr's 4e2... i had bought all my books... but i m not realli ready for sec 4... i m afraid.... i m scare that i wun do well... esp in my pure geo and pure scis..... sometimes i will wonder that whether i nid to drop A maths anot... coz nxt yr's chpt is not going to be easy le... haiz... I wanna hav fun during this holiday... i still heaven prepare for my reassesment nxt yr!! i m going to die le la... haiz.. so stress sia...

i dunno wat i want... wat to do wif him... or wat to do wif us.... hoho... got one more problem now... shall i go to campus superstar?? can anione give mi idea...... hahaz....

[when i make up my mind... nth can be changed]

This is life@

8:39 PM

♥Saturday, November 19, 2005

hmmz... co camp juz ended yesterday... think my group members still very active... still keeping in contact... we going out on sunday too hehez... to catch a movie and go arcade right? ahaz... hmmm..... mi juz came back home about 1/2 hour ago.... lay,dia,may and me went to marina bay.... to eat dinner... coz today is may's bd.... so we go celebrate loz... hehez.... after that we went bowling.... so nice... i very long dint play le... hehez....

Zhou lao shi called mi and say that we will nid to go to the ite for the rehearsal on sat... hmm... wonder how to ppl there are.... hope they will be kind to us hehez.... hope we can have fun there too hehez.... Think they gd ppl bahz hehez...

Hmmm.... my days are all filled up... no time to study .... so poor thing.. dunno how to do the reassesment for physics and chem after school reopen..... life is so stressful... haiz.... aniwae... my bd is juz 16 days away hoho..... those who wanna give mi present i wun mind la... hehez... muz tell mi then i can collect themm.... hoho... abit bhb liao.... stop that hehez.... cannot stop.... nvm... hehez....

Hmmmz.... its rather late now le... mi gtg le... lazy to type more... tomolo still nid to go back sch do physics practical and A maths... so early.. haiz.... sianz.... but no choice... buaiz buaiz... gd nitez

[ones nid to go through sharpening to be a better person]
[juz carry on walking no matter wat obstables u met with and u will reach ur destination one day]
[ones nid to hav determination to succeed]

This is life@

11:46 PM

♥Thursday, November 17, 2005

today i went to attend the co camp... hmmz... kinda fun.... today we went to may adventure camp... not that boring yet... but tomolo will be shoooo boring.... i think lectures throughout lehz.. haiz... sianz.... aniwae... met a lot of ppl.... who had the same interest as me.... and played to same instrument as mi too... seldom able to gather like tat.. i think that's a gd activity... should continue... but muz hav more outdoor... and more tedious activity... the games and instructors are nice.... but not realli like a camp.... so slack.... hehez....

we had to do a grp project.. and that's the reason why i updated my blog at such wee hours... hahaz... hmm... i realli meet enthu ppl.... and i think they are great.... recently i think jay chou's new songs not bad... hmmz... onli some not bad... some is realli bad... hmmz... those better one i think is ye qu, fa ru xue, hei se mao yi, feng and the san hu hai.... hehz... then he got one song not in singapore and taiwan version is called xia tian de wei dao... i think also not bad.. quite nice... hahaz.... then the rest... hmmz... should understand hahaz....

hmmz... its getting late... i hav to go to co camp tomolo too... and meet sookhan at 7:30 at her house bus stop hehez... mi gtg liao orhz... buaiz buaiz....

[a leader is someone who is able to lead to serve and serve to lead]
[service should be the first thing that come to a leader's mind]

This is life@

11:11 PM

♥Monday, November 14, 2005

hmmz.... today went to east coast park... wif sookhan, huixin, meichiee and lisuan... we went to rent roller blade... hehez... onli meichiee dint... hmmz... it was fun... i vowed i will practice it whenever i had a chance... though i almost fall down for sometimes... but it is worth it.. hehez..... one muz learn from experience... hehez.. and mistake.. hmmz... today i realli had fun with them arh... the gals are realli great hoho.... (whoever see this dun get proud hahaz)!! aniwae.... our purpose of going east coast was to go to Ms Suah's bbq arhz... her ladies night b4 she get married on 4/12... hehz... gd day to choose for wedding... coz its my birthday hahaz.... nvm... ahaz... we went to butok jetty... it was very very windy there... and a long ride(on bicycle)!! hmmz... its worth it... very very very nice.... so cooLL.... i will go there nxt time hehez....

During the night we bbq loz.. hahaz.. the teacher was great... her friends too... quite humorous.. hahaz..... but i tink we better la.. hahaz... hmmz.. muz drink more water... i m feeling kinda pain in my throat... tomolo still got co camp... i think i might be dehydrated... hahaz.... after today i muz study le.... nid to prepare for nxt yr's physics and chem reassesment.... jia you arh.... WHEN U TELL URSELF U CAN DO IT.... U CAN DO IT!! hooz... sounds lame... but got fact inside.. i always tell myself that whenever i feel down for something that i cannot do... hehez... muz be self-motivated....

Haiz.... Realli dun understand why my sci so lousy.... all my pure pure subjects.... all so lousy... realli loss of words... the more i think the more sad i m... haiz... its getting late arh.... i have to wake up by 6 tomolo!! meeting sookhan at 7am!! hahaz... i scare today too tire... later leg too suan le... cannot play tomolo.... tomolo is outdoor activity... hahaz.... so hmmm buaiz buaiz.. mi gtg le...

[motivate urself whenever u nid it... give urself a push]
[everyone nids encouragement, so juz help friends around u if they nid yours]
[one muz learn to get use to life... and environment... coz its everchanging....]
[today might not be the same as tomolo, everything can change within a sec]

This is life@

12:08 AM

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Hmmmz...... time is flying..... i cannot catch it..... tuesday is coming soon... very very soon.... and i m scare... realli.... scare..... i m realli worried about my solo..... i dunno why..... juz hope i wun stop suddenly... i realli very scare i will do that... almost become my habit le.... haiz.... dunno why.... my hands will da jie de!!! PLS LET MI SUCCEED!!! i m still practising now..... I still dunno how to walk lehz... hehez....

Aniwae..... today went to payar lebar kovan community club.... and practise there.... hmmmz.... i think each grp are improving.... fast.... but i think i kinda slow... plus i very nervous.... i realli dunno why i get nervous so easily.... haiz.... jiu ming arh!!! Hmm.... i enjoy playing yang qin... i dun wanna let myself be so tense up... i wanna enjoy my music.... but i think my left hand very useless...... my left hand is a burden to my yangqin.... but... i will work on it.... i working on 3 yrs le... still no use... dunno why... hw i wish my reaction of my left hand can be faster.... the best is can be same as my right hand... haiz... so sad arh......
Me now practising in processs.... shan't tok much too!! BUAIZ BUAIZ!!

[time is running out for me, but i juz couldn't catch it]
[when i believe i can do it, i realli hope i can]
[nothing is 100% guarantee, juz hope miracle will happen on tuesday]
[i only can tell myself to jia you.......]

This is life@

10:22 PM

♥Sunday, November 06, 2005

CO CONCERT!!!! 5 MORE DAYS TO TUESDAY!!! IS MY DOOM COMING??? arh.... i realli very very very scare lehz..... so scare i will do something wrong on stage during my solo.... i realli scare that i will play play play then stop... i always do that!!! omg omg!!! worries worries..... muz jia you jia you jia you!!! LING U CAN DO IT!!!! kinda crazy hoho..... but no ban fa.... my first time on stage(i mean 1 person).....

ArH.... though its holiday now... bt i still nid to go back to sch frequently lehz... aiyoh yoh.... dunno why... especially the first week.... other than the tuesday and thursday(public holiday) i dint go to sch... the rest of the days i went!!! like any normal school day but reporting time is lateer onli... hoho.... aniwae.... mi still wun turn into holiday mood so fast de!!! and i dun think this time can turn into holiday mood arh... nid to study very very hard le... haiz... dun wanna wait till nxt yr then die....

O'lvl.... sound so far but i noe its so near..... 7 or 8 months more to chinese o'lvl paper arh.... and time passes so fast.... haiz.... now muz first focus on my music.... after 8th i think i will study like siao lehz... ehehz... SCARE LA!!!! Hmmm... i wanna go and play game arh... hehez.... buaiz buaiz ppl!!!

[when life is too stress, u noe u nid to take a break]

This is life@

8:22 PM

♥Friday, November 04, 2005