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Hmmm.... yestserday is the cca orientation.... i guess everyone had fun bahz... this yr got someone wif yangqin background, i m happy!!! yang qin wun be without ppl le... juz hope now the two of them will buck up bahz... hmm... shall elaborate more on cca orientation.... for the first performance, lay and veron duet + cai yue zhui yue, i think it was kinda not bad bahz... luckily the members noe how to play when sookie gave the cue... For the sec performance, benjamin finally agreed to conduct for the jin she kuang wu le... it was really help from heaven sia.. or else i dun think the song will end up wif this kinda effect!! THANKS BENJAMIN!! I am really really glad that things turn out well... Sometimes stress might not be the only way out, i guess the boat will really become straight when it reaches the harbour? hahaz...

Went to payar lebar cc again le... help lao shi for the last time bahz... then 4/2 got performance in their own hall... after new yr le then perform kinda weird... hmm a lot a lot of songs to play... guess i hav to practice real hard after the A maths reassessment... hope i can do well for the reassessment bahz... haiz... nv really prepare for it... for the nxt four days.... my life will be full of A maths then... ( still doing geo homework now), i guessed human geo really more difficult as physical geo... ARH!!! i juz cannot do geo.... haiz... i really hope i can do well in it... but studying is not the only way out...

Juz found out that guo meimei got one album out in taiwan!! and she is under hua na... omg... her album is not like singapore de... got the bu pa bu pa... but still got other songs... finally got one normal album le... hahaz... do u think she will become popular in taiwan?? no one noes aniwae... even nicholas zhang also can become so popular in taiwan...

Life is always full of surprises, when u had expectation for something, things might not turn out the way u wanted, but when u nv pay attention to somethings, nv expect much, things might become different... it might even be better than... i m still as lazy as ever.... and i dun want it to... i m onli hardworking in terms of practicing yangqin... i can sit there for few hours but when it comes to studying... muz see which subject though... but i wun sit there straight for hours... i will still walk ard... so i shall expect much of myself le... juz let fate do wat it wants bahz... yapz...



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10:13 PM
♥Sunday, January 15, 2006





Juz can't believe that i am already sec 4... time realli fly till dunno where le.... i guess one day i would not be able to catch up wif time... I guess i realli nid to speed up le.... especially when o'lvl seems to appear "so far yet so near"!! My cousin that time prepared 3 months earlier b4 o'lvl... i guess i got to prepare much earlier... but i scare i forget everything sia... hmmz.... had been kind of stress recently.... Council and CO... now still got studies le... still got a lot of other small small things... but they seem to be problems aniwae....

Nid to choose new ex-co for council, the procedure is quite tough too, guess everyone of us will be stress up again... and muz think of new ways for the classes to get into the hall during assembly.... all this requires thinking... but my mind are not working... no ideas... juz hope to do my job well until step down so that the new com can handle more easily!!

Now i nid to study for my A maths le... got A maths reassesment on 19th Jan.... jia you jia you jia you!! i heard that other classes are not compulsory for those who are not failures to take the test... if it is this way how come our class nid... aniwae... i think it is a gd thing for us too... can revise and got the motivation to revise... muz do my best!! If can do well for this paper, i suppose half of the A maths syllabus are considered revised.... juz nid to do a few more questions when olvl coming and can focus on new topics le!!

New resolutions for new year:
- Muz choose a very strong main com for co coz they will be very stress as syf is coming too....
- O lvl L1R5 muz be less than 15 (work hard for mid yr and prelim first)
- Chinese will be the first paper, hope can get at least an A2 and i dun nid to retake it le=)
- Try my very very best to get in NYJC!!! (my first targetted JC)
- Cannot slack like last yr le, muz do daily revision cannot do last minute work.
- Dun use com so much le, muz focus on important things

That's all for now... maybe if still hav i will add in de.... this will act as a reminder to myself wat m i suppose to do because i cannot plan everything as i m a person who doesn't plan and even if i plan i wun follow... putting stress on myself is very bad, but i muz... i seriously lack of motivation now... juz bear wif it for awhile, after o lvl i can do watever i want le.... For ppl sitting for o lvl this yr also hope that they will jia you bahz... gogogo!!! mi go do homework liao... buaiz buaiz... guess my nxt entry will be weeks later?? hmm...



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8:09 PM
♥Thursday, January 05, 2006





sch is going to reopen tomolo le... kind of excited though... meeting new sec ones tomolo also.... hope desmond chan still our form teacher... but i think he still is la... hahaz.... aniwae... nid to bring pe attire tomolo?? weird weird.... wat he wanna do to us... hahaz...

hehez... heaven finish my homework.... but seems like everybody heaven... so not so worry already.. hahaz... dunno wat to bring to sch tomolo... going to pack bag le... hoho... haiya... cannot bring hp to sch... so sad sia.... suddenly like that... hmmz... going to step down from council le!! YEAH!!!! happy happy happy!!! i suppose all of the ex-cos think that way too bahz... hahaz...

co co.... should be resumed by thurs.. but not confirmed yet lehz... hahaz... the nypoly concert comfirm on fri night.... should not be of a problem... yapz... aiya.... dunno wat to say le nehz.. hahaz.. but i m not afraid of hamster le!! hahaz... they are cute creatures... hahaz... buaiz buaiz... go pack bag...



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10:33 PM
♥Monday, January 02, 2006