Iszit so difficult for you to look into my eyes? haiz...
This is life@
6:06 PM
♥Friday, November 30, 2007
"If Everyone Cared" -nickelback
From underneath the trees,
we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are,
we're here tonight
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
And I'm singingAmen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world
they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
Singing Amen, I, I'm aliveSinging Amen, I, I'm alive(I'm alive)
[Chorus x2]
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...
[Chorus]
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died
I juz think that e chorus is meaningful(:
This is life@
3:06 AM
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Juz feel like being random(:
The song in my blog now is titled 书信. The other time i was searching for it, because i dint have the chinese language bar, i can only search in han yu ping ying. N i was like typing shu xin. Then suddenly i realised that this set of alphabets is so familiar can(: haha n its so funny to search for ur gd friendXD
haha k end of my randomness.
Juz managed to climb out of my bed. Was aching all overXD Yesterday met up wif e clique. After tests n exam, finally promos were over and results were all known, even after we started our holidays and finished my holiday lectures. We FINALLY met up! Okie main purpose was to celebrate hr and ger's bd. BBQ. I think i'll be having a lot of BBQ sessions this holidays. N my throat has been a little painful since yesterday night after i reached home. I went to sch in the morning to help with the senior's souvenir for their farewell. Left at 11 plus plus to meet up wif joyce, aa and jerm. 58 was really long, while they're in e food court having their lunch, i'm starving at the bus stopT_T After i reached PS, i went up. Finally reached the lvl where the food court is located. Then i saw one familiar figure standing up at one of the tables. It was joyce. Okie seriously, looking from far though i would still be able to recognise her, she's really way too skinny now. NO DAR!! u hav to eat okie!!! I wonder who could survive for almost 6 months living on fruits n nuts, somemore with regular training, jogging. I swear that that girl is crazy. U better eat!! We're worried!! Anyway after that i went to buy my finger food coz they had already finished eating and the table was already cleared. Then we went to carrefour to buy food for bbq later. We walked n walked n walked ard carrefour coz we had too much time to spend while waiting for ger. Anyway I want to buy FBT, they had a lot of colours(: Gotten all our things, n we went ard PS with the huge trolley. Feel weird though. Met yulin, hsun hao, huimian, nicholas, yiling and shixuan. I think i dint left out anyoneXD Anyway, it was really coincidentally(: Haven seen them for a long long time, except tham and sx who are in ny. Chatted with them for awhile(: N hh u better cut ur hair, it makes ur already huge head even larger! Then after that derek appeared. Then we went to the mrt n saw david. It was like a mini 4e2 gathering, kinda cool(: Well hope that they'll be able to book e chalet on 26 n 27 dec(: Then we waited for ger there, that gal's phone is flat! N thank godness she remembered jerm's no. If nt it would be a disaster. Anyway, another thing is she dunno her way n got out from the wrong exit. N ger, wif ur standard of eng, how can u describe road as "u noe roads that cars drive by" haha. Funny girl. She was speaking so loudly when she finally saw us at the mrt station. I had to ask her to lower downXD Finally the train reached serangoon, n we walked to aa's house. 4:20pm by then, i think i met them at 12:45pm. Really long. Went up to aa's house, played wif snoob a little while, he is still as cute as ever!! I want a dog too, small one(: Then we went down to the bbq pit. Wenyao n Samantha arrived shortly. Wanted to start fire, the coal was burning initially, but the fire put off for dunno what reason. N the lighter ran out of fuel! zzZ. Then we can only wait for hr, who still had the time to take a bathe, buy durian puff. haha, i think sometimes our clique need to have a little time management skillsXD Hm i dunno whether is wy n sam unfamiliar wif us or wat, they juz sat in front of the lappy n started watching their gossip girls. Even until we started cooking n till the first set of food is rdy for consumption. They're still watching. We continued cooking, they continued watching n eating. K they did cook too at a point of time. Jerm, joyce, ger, aa, hr and i had a gd time taking photos too(: Played at e swing there, AA's place is really peaceful at night. I like it there.
It was e washing up that i was really unhappy abt. Initially, the 6 of us was cleaning up the place, mopping, sweeping, picking up litters, clearing tables n all. The 2 of them juz sat there n watched their gossip girls. Then after that the cake came, then we stopped work awhile n sang birthday song. AA n I went back to clean up e place. N e rest ate e cake, its okie coz the rest(jerm, joyce, ger n hr) did some work initially. Finally after cleaning up e whole place, AA n I spent decades trying to shove e broom, mop everything back to the small storage place. When we tot that it will stay there obediently n let us close the door, the mop will slip down again. It was really tiring. Though we still did it eventually. Then after that we went back to AA's place to take our belongings n settle e money thing. I was walking real fast, feeling rather pissed off. Ger came up, n i'm shocked at my own words when i told her "yea i am angry" coz its unlike mi. Anyway i guess i'm really pissed. I mean if everyone do the cleaning together, maybe we'll hav more fun or watever, rather than wat it was like yesterday. I may sound petty, but u guys will nt like it too. N the deposit for e place is $200 dollars, n if anithing goes wrong AA will get into trouble, its nt a small sum yea.
I'm looking forward to 21's bbq session now(: Most likely it'll be on e 3rd. The votes are so well balanced, that i can't come to a decision. But i guess e 3rd will be leading by 1 vote after ken cast his votes. Cya all by then ppl(:
This is life@
12:12 PM
♥Saturday, November 24, 2007
I woke up at 3:15pm today. Haha coz i slept at 5 plus am last night!! Spent my night watching tree in heaven on youtube. The drama is really nice(: Though its very sad at the same time, i was watching and crying at the same time. Luckily my aunt was asleep, if not she'll really thought that i've gone crazy. Anyway, i managed to finish watching it today(: Yay!! I haven been watching korean dramas for a long time(:
Its a sad, touching story i would say. But of coz there are funny n sweet times(: N snow is really beautiful^^
This is life@
8:45 PM
♥Sunday, November 18, 2007
I juz spent like 1 n a half hours reading though my blog archives. From the first post all e way till here. N it seems like i'm seeing my own life story. I had my childish, stubborn n unreasonable times. I also realised that co and yangqin are somethings that i had been mentioning in my sec 3 n sec 4 posts. These few days i did spend some time on practising, figuring out notes for songs. I seemed to be able to see the passionate yiling, the girl who used to love spending hours wif her yangqin, the girl who loved playing it so much. But right now, i seldom mentioned abt co, or yangqin. I really missed those times back then. Those times whereby i was ranting abt the whole btyco's improvement, n a gd thing is most of my best friends are in co n also in e com, back then everyone helps each other and are always encouraging one another, counselling juniors with either suan or lay or sookie, complaining that my juniors are not hardworking enouf, crapping wif lao zhou(conductor), n really playing when practicing. Those times whereby everyone is so cooperative and committed, we worked together for the same goal, no matter is cca orientation or wat. Hitting the gong like crazy as we walked ard e sch promoting our cca. Busy introducing those instruments to ppl who came into our rm. Practicing hard juz for a small small performance. Today, though i hold e same position in nyco. But i dun see all these things occurring. I noe btyco is nt as gd as some of those prestigous ones like some of u came from. N i had to agree that our exposure is really little as compared to some of u. I dun mind if u guys tell us abt e things that we had been doing wrongly, n guide us back to the right path. No matter what we are now in e same orchestra, no one is perfect. We are still constantly learning n stuff. But pls dun speak to us in a nt so nice tone. We need ur feedbacks to really improve ourselves, but its juz e way some of u tok to us that made it hard to continue listening. Even if u are right, i mean, mind ur attitude pls. We'll listen, i promise.
N i wonder to myself, where has all my passion gone to? Or rather, did i join co again juz for e sake of joining?? I'm actually quite sure at the start that i still have my passion wif me. N yup i do agree wif jess that in JC, ppl will definitely chose studies over cca. Sometimes even myself dun practice at home. But whenever i started playing my yangqin, i noe it myself that i still have it wif me, even up till now. N now i dunno wat i'm doing. I dun even noe whether i'm worth being placed in this position. Being disappointed in urself is nv a gd feeling. N so i'm nt feeling very gd now. I juz hope that for e rest of these few months, the whole committee can come n work together. Whereby everyone is equal, no stereotyping, n the difference of whether u're from xxx sec sch or yyy sec sch doesn't exist. We're now here in NYCO, as a big family. So i hope that we can work together, at least treat each other wif respect. Start to think of solutions instead of purely juz complaining. I'm sure we'll be able to work something out, n dun give up so easily shall we?
This is life@
8:25 PM
♥Saturday, November 17, 2007
Juz came back from audi wif lay n jess. Haha kinda weird these two ppl will get linked together haha^^ but juz as well(: its gd to noe more ppl!! haha gd nitez ppl
-n i noe, the things n ppl that i've missed in my life will nv gonna be back again-
This is life@
1:18 AM
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Life has been so boring nowadays. I've practically got nth to do. Well actually have things to do, lots of holiday assignments, lots of catching up to do... But nah totally nt in the mood to do so. N recently all i had been seeing are those quarrelings n shoutings going about in my family. Sometimes its really great to be at home alone, my ears are much more peaceful that way. My mum n sis, who are supposed to be my closest kin, are always at loggerheads... There will always be something happening between them. N both of them did not realised that they resembles each other to a very very large extent. They've gt equally bad tempers, equally stubborn character, always having their own i-am-not-the-one-in-the-wrong mindset. Thus with these characteristics, whenever they started quarreling, it will nv end. N whenever it happens, the one who is supposedly nt involved but being dragged into the picture will be my grandma n my aunt. I really feel very sorry for them. They need nt endure all these crap, the two of them can actually enjoy life if without us. Lesser things to worry abt, lesser bills to pay, lesser burden. N hello, who says when u're unhappy wif ur mum u can shout at ur grandma n juz leave the house as n when u like. N even worse, who says when u're unhappy wif ur daughter u can shout at ur mum, n also juz leave the house. Dun u even noe that the one who had been helping u raising ur kids, tending to their daily needs is ur mum and ur sister!!! If without them i dun think we'll be what we are now. So pls be grateful instead of venting all ur anger and frustrations on them. ROAR!!! What the hell. N what i can do, pretending nt to hear any of these, always in my own world. Dun always say that i dun smile whenever i see u all, i can't find anything for me to smile at. I dunno wat to do wif them, i dun even know how can i start doing that, neither of them will listen. N i'm seriously getting sick of always being between them. As a sister? As a daughter? I'm juz a useless person. Hoping that both of them will become sensible overnight?? haha dream on. N seriously i dun blame my sister. Coz sometimes its really nt her fault. But she had been like these all along, no amt of words will get into her. N i dunno when will she be able to change her character n attitude. If she's willing to take in whatever i say to her, i'm willing to say it over n over again as long as she changes. She's way too deeply affected.
If i can, i really dun wanna get troubled by all these. N yea, i noe i'm supposed to study hard, so that i can provide for them in the future. yup i noe we're really very indebted to my aunt n grandma. But look at me now, i dun even find myself being able to do maths, being able to understand maths. It had been e subject i had been most confident of throughout my education. N wat is going to become of me? Getting demoted back to J1 after sch reopens? I dun even noe what the future holds. I can't even guarantee anything for myself now. Let alone providing for e family? I dun want to disappoint them, but i dunno why i am like that. I'm really lost whenever i'm in the lecture hall listening to the lecturer. I can't help but i seriously dun understand a single shit. Sometimes i think i'm really retarded, i understand things too slowly, such a slow rate that eventually i dun understand anything when everything started coming together.... Even if i managed to cross e hurdles, nt banished back to J1, i might not do well in As. I dun think i'm prepared for J2 now!! Hopefully i'll be able to sit down n do something for myself. My future.
This is life@
7:06 PM
♥Friday, November 16, 2007
N i juz transferred pics to my com n songs to my phone(: So here are e pics for thurs n fri^^
Win too focused on her cube(:
So shoe n I decided nt to disturb her first haha
Out of all e rides only ferris wheel allow us to take photos(: Our first time on it!
Shuxin & winnie. A bit blur thoughXD psps
I tried to took it by stretching my arms as far as possible
but still onli can see their hands-.-"
This is the furthest i can go hahaXD
E reward for our indoor games(: It was really cute^^
Our sec time on e ferris wheel(:
Shuxin & Yiling(: Nt forgetting e crayon(: haha
yuda n ty juz came back from their wet n wild rideXD while we're still in e ferris wheel(:
Our CT rep^^ n chunhern is behind him!
yuda looks like he is washing his hands haha
dinner at ajisen(:
I guess too little pics were takenT_T but i noe we all had fun(: Waiting for class bbq now(:
Zhiyi trying to balance herself
Jess got injured though...
BEDOK JETTY IS FOREVER WINDY(: BUT I LOVE IT THERE^^
0721(:
This is life@
8:57 PM
♥Sunday, November 11, 2007
I believe those who had seen my tagboard had already seen wanting's tag abt whether we had bought her bd present!!! N here she goes again asking mi on msn!
wan-ting says:
eh have you all bought my bdae present?
wan-ting says:
haha
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
ee chem gt new notes?
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
lol
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
why u so kan cheong de
wan-ting says:
nope
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
i say its nt for u to noe de lo
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
haha
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
then wat we doing tmr?
wan-ting says:
huh?
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
u gt training tmr?
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
i mean chem
wan-ting says:
the periodicity you haven print?
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
oh ya haven
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
shyt
wan-ting says:
-.-
wan-ting says:
my bdae on wed leh
wan-ting says:
faster buy can
wan-ting says:
haha
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
u noe mel's bd tmr right
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
haha WAH LAU
wan-ting says:
ya tmr got training
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
CANNOT STAND U
wan-ting says:
i know
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
WHERE GOT PPL LIKE THAT ONE
wan-ting says:
tmr got HEROES also
wan-ting says:
WHY NOT
¥¤º«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥¥«§Yì‡LíÑg§»º¤¥ says:
hahaha
wan-ting says:
YOU ARE TALKING TO ONE
wan-ting says:
HAHAHA
wanting pls wait patiently!! haha if nt i dunno whether u'll receieve ur present or not hahaha=P
This is life@
8:40 PM
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Went out for e whole day for thurs n fri.
THURS:
Kan n Kong collaborated n decided to celebrated their birthdays together. So we made plans for thurs, to meet up in amk in the morning for breakfast, then set off for escape n finally dinner at marina bay. But kayan n wanting were sickXD hope that both of them are better already!!! Met up wif shuxin, winnie, kenneth, tingyong, yuda and chunhern first. Tingyong n Yuda ate subway. Then yenleng met us at pasir ris coz she had to repair her phone. It was a really long journey thereXD Then the girls took 354 to escape while the guys wanna walk there. They want to see who will reach there first. Then shuxin receieved a msg that e guys reached already! lol we got a shock can. (we juz board e bus nt long ago) lol, then after that we saw the guys walking towards downtown east. They saw us on e bus n started running haha. We finally reached escape after a few more stops. We waited awhile for e guys. Haven been to escape for a really really long time, missed it(: Too bad pirate ship is under maintainenceT_T Aniwae we had dinner at Ajisen in tm. I really love prawns(: haha when i upload e pics le then add in bah. A bit lazy!
FRI:
Jess came over to my house in e morning. Created another new record, 53 miss calls from her. Well i'm really dead when i'm asleep. Then met up wif stella, went to ecp's mac to met up wif zhiyi. She wanna learn how to cycle, n she mastered it already! Mo joined us at abt 3 plus, then we started cycling to bedok jetty. It was really nice there(: WINDY!!! den we cycled back. After that went bowling. Then went to hawker to have our dinner. N then home sweet home(:
TODAY:
I woke up at 3 plus. Well i really can sleep for very very very longXD i dun rmb wat time i slept yesterday, but should be 12 or 1 plus. Finally bought energy's album!! woohoo!! E sec album i've bought this yr if i dint rmb wrongly(:
Juz now was audi-ing. Met a guy who is 17 yrs old too. He said he not schooling animore. Then i asked if he's working, he's nt too. Then he suddenly said no point coz he's dying soon. I got a shock seriously. He said he got lung cancer and his doc says he got 5 more months to live. Felt really sad when i heard that. He is supposed to enjoy what we have now. 17 eh, still very young. Can't help but to think, what if i'm in his shoes. What if i've 5 more months to live? Still had a lot to do. Life is short like people always said. Esp for him, its even shorter. Felt that lifes are really fragile. Haiz... Thus we really muz live life to the fullest, dun let our lives be filled with any regrets, finish doing what u wanna do, let e ppl u love noe that u love them. U'll nv noe wat'll be happening tmr. Or whether is there a tmr. N when i checked my mail, jasmine sent mi a poem written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.
Here it goes...
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask
How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done !
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.
Takkaire ppl(: Cherish ur life n everything u have, everybody that enter ur life, no matter they are juz a passerby or someone really important.
This is life@
1:25 AM
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Went back sch for Maths n Chem lecture today. Lessons ended at 10am. That's kind of early bah. Tmr also will be e same, but tmr's lesson is Physics first then Econs. Sian. Anyway, after sch went for mac breakfast at J8 with shuxin, wanting and winnie. Yenleng went back beatty to help out for council camp^^ I think i'm nt as committed as b4 le bah. I even got e feeling of not wanting to go back beatty. Haiz. Back to e point, we went to J8 wif e intention of catching stardust(: I nv heard abt it b4, but its nice(: I think e movies we had been watching are all quite heartwarming. Funny n sweet at e same time(: Nowadays even audi seems to be boring. Should be doing more constructive things, but i juz feel like slacking. hmm i'll end here bah, dun hav much to blog abt! (: takkaire ppl^^
This is life@
7:49 PM
♥Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Last yr ard this period of time, everyone was busy mugging for our Os. Time really flies. 6/11/07, sch will be resuming. With lectures n stuffXD ahhh, feel so sian... Nt feeling well todayXD I seem to be exceptionally weak this yr. Haiz... Life isn't the same anymore, even though u'll still be having exam, but everything is different from last yr. Its juz a short span of one yr, why did so many things happen? I really nv expect things to be like this this yr. Haiz... Things can change really fast too. N till today, i think i still do not noe wat's bothering u. I'm kind of useless i guess. I always say i understand, but i dun hav a single idea wat's going on. If this is an obstacle, we're stucked here for too long. If this is destined, i also dunno wat i can do. The only constant thing in life is changes. It sounds so true now... It struck me unprepared. I'm a failure. Not fit to be a friend.
This is life@
1:33 AM
♥Monday, November 05, 2007
一眼瞬间-张惠妹/萧敬腾
#(女)白茫茫的星光
洒在长长路上
想念的冰凉
你知道吗
你浅浅的微笑
深似海的眼光
都能掀起我
滔天的巨浪
(男)你相信吗
这是命吗
这次我们放弃抵抗
哪怕拥抱
在身上
画下深深的伤
*(合)只要看你一眼一瞬间
哪怕是最后画面
我的世界因为爱过而完美
谁都不该离太远
只要看你一眼一瞬间
足够我熬过千年
我不后悔
爱若让末日提前
我们要一起
好好迎接那句点#
(女)如果相爱是错
(男)错过又算什么
(合)这一次我们
宁死不放手
往彼此的心里跳
跳过天荒地老
repeat chorus*
This is life@
9:22 PM
♥Saturday, November 03, 2007
You dint lose anibody, i dun blame u for anithing u noe. I'm still there for you. Dun bottle everything inside urself. It hurts to see u like this. Life is tough, but u have to continue. Jiayou(:
This is life@
11:49 PM
♥Friday, November 02, 2007
I really dint expect blogging to be our way of communication. But i'm glad at least there's still some way of letting me noe how u feel. I dun want us to regret in e future. I noe its kind of impossible for us to go back to before. I noe u care a lot, n of coz i do care too. It had been so long n yet nth had been solved yet. No matter wat, i still play a part in it. Sorry is nt e word animore i guess, it cannot bring out the feelings within me. Past memories are really wonderful. Nth in this world beats having a gd friend who noes everything like u. I dunno... if one day we'll be fine, or whether will we continue like that.
No matter past, present or future. Even though i can't be there wif u, i'll be there for u. I hope u understand(: I miss olden days too, just like u. We've moved on physically, not spiritually... We'll only be able to do this when we trash everything out.
当时光交缠在一起成说不清的思绪
我却只要那段最美的回忆
This is life@
1:09 AM
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TODAY, 1st NOV, MARKED THE START OF NOV N THE END OF PW(:
Turning back time to two days ago(:
Every grp in our class came back to do pw. The classrm we occupied is 04-60. That day quite slack for our grp i guessXD 30th is Cherie's bd n 31st is Hazel's, thus we celebrated for both of them(: N then we went ard taking photos, in e end everyone is tired. But not by doing pw, but because it was tiring taking those photos^^
^^This is the poor birthday gal hazel, who had to light her candles herself!! N cherie is laughing at her!! *badbad*
After several attempts, our dear MO~~ offerred her help(: well, she really looks mature AT TIMES(:
FINALLY ALL IS LIGHTED(: SINGING~~~
They are supposed to take turns to blow an equal no. of candles
However, Cherie blown almost all, actually she only left 1 for hazel
Hazel^^ after blowing her only candleXD
N they cut e cake together(: GENTLY!! Like wat shuxin had mentioned, totally opposite from e three august babiesXD haha
Aniwae, after that is cam whoring session haha(:
Mo, ur unglamness will be spread all over our blogs=P
They are actually looking at sx's cam(:
serious presenters(:
After that is shuxin's show haha(:
magazine too flatXD retake>>>
she couldn't control her laughters haha, retake>>>
wif specs this time(:
*punches n kicks*
mo looks really happy(: haha
Mel aka BABY(:
SHUXIN(:
Three of us tried to lure yan to look at e cam, but she's way too focusedXD
We did have a period of "sian" time while at e atrium...
We went to playgrd after all e walking throughout e long stretch of e pasar malam!!
(:
Then for 31st, we continued to do pw in sch, rm 4-53 this time rd, but nv really take a lot of photos. Sx left wif mo first to print her script.
E first thing i saw after i reached J8, it was huge(: Thank you jess^^ for accompanying mi awhile
Met up wif sx n mo outside subway, lol two of them are really funnie(:
Aniwae!! E person gave sx lots of vegetable for her breadXD
N she broke her strawXD It was really hard i guess haha
OP DAY!!
I think everyone turned up early today(: at ard 7:30, we went to our respective classrms. Being e third grp, i guess we had time to really calm ourselves down, but when u really step to the front, the nervousness comes back all again! But i'm happy that our presentation did nt screwed up today(: PW is officially over, when jess's QNA is finished. I feel like its really a big load being thrown away. Thinking back for e past 1 yr, we really had been rather slacked compared to e rest. Actually we had all learnt and gain a lot i guess. But pw is seriously tedious work. After many pis, many gpps, eoms, inrs. We're finally done wif our OP. N for e J2 life nxt yr, its gonna be more work, n i seriously hope that this yr's bad habit does not surfaced animore. It maybe up to me, but sometimes i'm juz controlled by my mind.
Aniwae, after OP we went to J8 food court to have our lunch(:
Watched THE GAME PLAN wif shuxin, kayan, wanting, yenleng, yuda, kenneth, tingyong and ch. The show is really nice n heartwarming. There's sad part of coz. N I suddenly had that kind of thinking that actually it might be a gd feeling to have a dad caring for u n stuff. Guarantee that he's such a dad.
Thanks a lot for ur patience if u've managed to come all e way here(: i noe its really longXD
This is life@
8:58 PM
♥Thursday, November 01, 2007