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Today is an awful day for mi, I m sorri but i didn't noe that u dint like ppl to... okiez sori aniwae....

*EnErGy 4EvEr*



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7:13 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005





Wonder why i didn't post for these few days?? coz I got test on yesterday and today.... Monday need to study for physics, and yesterday studying for chem!! The test is going to continue tomolo, tomolo is compre test!!! Alamak!! my life is filled wif test this week!! The compulsory reading book, The Cay, i didn't even touch the third chpT!!! Then nxt week got alot of tests also, there are 3 tests juz on nxt wednesday!! I need a break man!!! Tests are driving mi crazy, esp when i dunno how to do!!! This is da worst lo!! Tomolo going to whitley's investiture!! Leaving the classroom straight after the compre test!! Argh!! Tomolo also got ting xie!!! arhx... so stress arh...... I noe i cannot slack animore le, muz be more hardworking and blah blah blah..... but i juz cannot stop my slacking mode overnight!! hahaz.... I love to do last min work... and ended up all in a mess!! Hope i can pass my physics and chemistry.... aniwae.... my sci suks!!!! Somehow felt very funnie.... my sci suks but i ended up in pure sci stream, my geo suks but i ended up in pure geo class... heaven is making a fool of mi sia.... haiz..... TOday went to KFC wif lay, may, dia!! After we finished eating, we went to popular and CD-rama. Then we went home separately lo... hahaz, very tire day

*eNeRgY 4eVeR*



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7:44 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005





Guess wat? Today I did 60 push-ups in one go!!! That's da punishment of da sec 3 councillors!!! We actualli accumulated 60 push-ups!! My hand is still suffering from da pain!!! After doing the 60push-ups, i went out of the coucil room and called lay. After knowing that they were in tpc interchange popular, i walked faster than normal to the bus stop, for fear that any delay will let us end up late for our CCA! Later I met Sherry, Shi pei and their friends. They pon-tank again for co!!! ehhhz..... Aniwae... i borrowed Sherry's hp and called lay, got to know that they wanna eat pizza and told mi to meet them straight in pizza hut. When i reached pizaa hut, they had already taken their order and were about to take the soup. I sat down and took my order too. We estimate that we had onli 10 mins to finish the pizaa if we wanted to reach school punctually for co hahaz.... and lay realli can eat fast man.... she finished hers in less than 10mins.... *EnViEs* hahaz....=_= Partially becoz of my ulcer, i can't realli cheong to finish the food!! But am abit faster than my normal speed hahaz.. When dia was eating her last piece, lay offered to help her pour the cheese and of coz she let lay does it.... Suprisingly, the cover of the cheese was loosen and opened, leaving the content(cheese) inside the bottle to be all over dia's pizza, it was like a mini size mountain... hahaz=,= We cannot stop laughing, lay even thought of ways to "settle" the cheese on dia's pizza! hahaz... Firstly, dia take her pizza out of the mountain of cheese then using the "ladle" to scoop the pizaa up, she scoop up the cheese and place it on the empty plate using to hold the pizza! Whenever someone walk past, lay will be faking to be eating or drinking.... Hahaz, our laughters were in a "uncontrollable" mode hahaz! Anione walk past us we will laugh..... hahaz!! Too bad may not wif us!! T_T EhhZ, aniwae..... after we went back sch... the people there were much much much fewer than normal days.... is like, the whole of pipa pon-tank as usual.... the zhong ruan grp left onli sookhan, huixin and meichee.... tan po yue look so patheic todayT_T I think it was becoz of the sports heat... and alot of ppl participated, the other reason is becoz of Zhao Lao Shi bahz.... alot of ppl dun like him!! Aniwae... dun wanna say much le=)

*eNeRgY 4EvEr*



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8:37 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005





hahaz.... today is chu 4!! Mi went to zhou's hse!! He lived in that kinda ulu ulu place.... Madeline, huiquan,lisuan,sookhan,huixin and mi met at the toa payoh mrt station in the later morning! Huiquan was late lo..... hahaz.... aniwae... we took mrt to da city hall, then we walk to raffles hotel!! weeee so grand!! after then we walked to a bus stop which is supposed to hav bus no. 14, when we reached the bus stop, it dun hav no. 14!! Then we had to walk back!! ekks.... when we were alighting, we saw two gals and later found out that they were also looking for zhou's hse... then thxs to the bus uncle, or we will alighted the wrong stop!! Hahaz.... aniwae, the location of his hse is so ulu de.... Finalli we found his house!!! Yeah!! when we stepped into the house, the no. of ppl in his house is like so mani... they were gambling in his house!!! Hmmmz.... the six of us sat quietly in one corner hahaz... later on we left his house... then we went to hav our lunch at ps!! After that i went home... then went to gary's house to bai nian!! ahaz... after that wenyao, mingyu, huiyi, ngai ming, zhonghua, yulin and gary came to my house, lay was waiting for us at that time!! hahaz... they went to my room, we played dai di there hahaz.. today is quite fun actualli!! ahaz=) after that they went home at 8pm and i went to hav dinner also!! ahhaz today i had my favourite food finally!!! SHARK FIN!!! Omg, the taste is juz so heavenly.... ehhhzzz i cannot resist!!!! WOwz.... will do anithing for da sake of shark fin?? ahhaz=,= then went home.... cannot tok much now coz my eyelids are getting heavier and heavier=) buaiz=)



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1:08 AM
Sunday, February 13, 2005





Hmmz i shall start from chu 1! the first day of lunar new year. My first ang bao is from my grandmother and her eldest son. I spent my day at bishan! I went to watch seoul raiders wif my cousins, my aunt and her bf. Woow... it was a nice show, very funnie!! Highly recommended!!! I shall not elaborate on the story hahaz=)After that we went to take neoprint!!! hahaz i will scan and post in some other day hahaz.... I m currently playing uno stacko wif lay and may!! Arhx.... Chu 2, which is today, they come to my house to bai nian!!! hahaz... Life without dia is so funnie... the feeling is juz not right... no one to bulli maybe... hahaz=,= sounds so bad! (sorri dia)but we are now so quiet... if dia is here she will be very noisy and make da atmosphere better de!!! DIA I TUI RAN HEN XIANG NI!!! hahaz... Aniwae... the stacko is making all da noise hahaz.... the two gals are making their nails.... hahaz.... They yue da yue ai mei lo.... hohoho!! tomolo wun see dia dia in sch also...=( she might be back onli on sat and sun!!! hahaz.... Too bad... she cannot come my house and pai nian!! weeee.... my aunt heaven come back lehz.... so sianz... nth to do... hahaz... nth much to say le... buaiz buaiz=)

*enErGy 4EvEr*



This is life@
4:09 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005






missing my friends suddenly

winnie the pooh, piglet, tigger and eeyore have special meaning for ling lay dia may=)



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1:46 AM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005





Hahaz... mi got stage fright indeed!!! Though it seems steady to the audiences, but i noe myself!! When I am playing bai nian, i forget to play a part and is the same part... so i miss abit!!! Bad lehz... so sad, dint practice!! Then is like the second song "jin she kuang wu" we played alot better lo... hahaz though we are rushing like dunno wat when we started playing!! hahaz=,= It seems so long but everything ended fast!! Hahaz... Dunno wat to say nehz... but hmmz.... everyone did fairly for da performance today, but i tink if zhou is da conductor we will be better!! hehez=) (sori benjamin)..... Aniwae... i enjoyed the rest of the concert!! The ppl up there are juz so "power" sia... Jing Dian part is da wushu ppl!!! Alicia Tan u macho sia... so man dE!! Weee... the chinese dance's music sounded sorrow.... hahaz=,= Later lay, dia and mi go to eat macdonald for breakfast... on our way we met yiling and shixuan and the guys playing bball........ hahaz lay told them i was giving a treat!!! hahaz... then i dun want to defy lay so i say wat u both wanna eat.... ahhaz=,= They very kind to mi!! Shixuan onli eat hushbrown, yiling brought her drinks herself!! Hmmz... they helped the bois to buy drinks.... later on when they met alicia lee and eileen they intend to join da bois... juz as they were walking out of macdonald, the bois came in!! hahaz.... so they finished up the drink sx bought for them and went off!! hahaz... finalli had peace after they were gone(jokin) hahaz.... then went home.... play wif my cousins, eat reunion dinner and etc. hahaz!! Tat's all btz it... till now still heaven sleep kanna scolded by aunt hahaz=,=



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1:30 AM






eg new hairstyle=)



This is life@
1:29 AM





I wished upon a shooting star,
Falling to it's death.
My wish came true ,
It brought me to you,
But only to show me,
Share with me,
What I can't have.
I am like a starFlickering in the night,
One minute you make me feel so right,
The next second I run away,
Afraid of being happy.
I am an angel with a broken wing,
I hide it with a mask.
I have so many deep wounds,
I have been scared,
It is not my fault ,
I am this way,
He did it to me.
He cut me so deep,
So much hurt inside.
I have hidden it well,
But my heart has been torn,
I feel like Hell.
Please heal my wounds,
Help me to love you,
Though I already do.
Help me to stay by your side,
Before I fall to my lonely death,
Just like the star that brought me to you.



This is life@
1:27 PM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005





ohohohohoho.... tomolo is new year eve..... firstly i want to wish all my friends a very happy chinese new year! Will my family be eating reunion dinner tomolo?? perhaps.... hahaz... but aniwae.... tomolo need to reach sch by 6:30am man.... i alredi not enouf sleep le.... ZzZzZ...... still need to wake up so the early because the Chinese Orchestra got a performance tomolo and is on the first item.... I need to tune my yang qin coz da Vincent say my yang qin super not in tune.... my new yang qin keep zhou ying!! btw... i tot of practising my yang qin today when i reached home, but i forget to bring my score and yang qin zhu back!! hahaz... cannot practise le... hope nothing will go wrong tomolo!!! I always got stage fright. When i get nervous b4 the performance, nothing will go wrong. But if i get nervous during the performance something will sure go wrong... hahz.... I m very tire this few days because I am busying doing homework or studying for exams and stuff like that..... school life is so tire!!! *ARghZ* I am going to break down le.... especially when i see him everyday!!!!!!! THiNGS got Worst!!!! I am tire of unable to forget those past memories.... but i cannot control myself, i cannot forget realli.... How m i supposed to forget someone when i saw that someone everyday!!!! I dunno whether i dun wan to forget or cannot forget.... i onli noe that the more i try to forget, the more i remember, flashes of the past came back without my knowing!! I nid someone to kai dao mi, i nid someone to guide mi back to my right path. Almost 9 months already!! I duno why i cannot forget.... I REALLI DUNNO!!!!! I felt like scolding myself, i m so the silly!! I juz dunno why... i m at a total lost... someone help!!!!!!!!!

*EnErGy EvEr*



This is life@
7:32 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005





Wa... one month have pass again.... for this one month... i hav been trying to cope wif stress, taking tests, going to workshops, attending meetings, go out wif friends, doing homework, chinese orchestra training.... and i have pass one month juz like that... seems so fast.... it will be the common test week soon by the end of February. I will be busying studying like siao.... my class is a competitive class... everyone seems so clever.... i felt inferior compared to my new classmates..... tat's why i had been trying very hard to catch up wif my studies.... especially my english.... hahaz.... I m now doing my physics homework.... then i will change my blogskin when i had the time... i found a nicer blogskin then the present one... hehez....=) ermz... i will come again as i had not much time to tok now.... buaiz=)

*EnErGy 4EvEr*



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9:23 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005