I FINALLY GT THE CHANCE TO BLOG :D BUT STUPID BLOGGER DUN ALLOW ME TO UPLOAD PHOTOS! Then i gotta go photobucket ):
I wanted to blog like two days ago! Haha but due to the fact that I really couldn't take it anymore n keep falling aslp! So yea finally that I'm fully awake today I can blog!! YAY! :D
25th June was my last day of work(for month of june) in mango! So I had a five-days-in-a-row break from 26th-30th! For which today was the last day! First three days was outings n outings! :D
Sunday went to amk library to accompany mel baby to study(: Ate e sandwich, n two buckets of potato wedges(: SUPER NICE:D I srsly missed e days of being a student ): Anyhow BABY JIAYOU:D After that went back tpy interchange to meet up with e girls to pass them some stuff!
CLIQUE MEET UP ON FRI:D
Can imagine how thrilled n high I was feeling when the outing this time rd was like 10ppl! :D Except e few usual ppl like aa,jerm,joyce n ger, mimi(back from melbourne:D), AL, david n even kitty was here :D A sad thing that day was rah darling gotta study! N i dint get to meet them on sat night! Hope her papers end fast so that I can meet her! I miss e super cute girl(: N yea hr nt able to come due to NS ): SO AL! Nxt time e outings all u organise k! :P
MANGO GIRLS:D ALL E MEIMEIS!
23rd-TPY(: AMABELLE, SHARON T, SHARON MM, YIXIN
26th-SHARON MM came n slpover :D
27th-TOPONE with SHARON MM, JOEY, AMABELLE(AKA LING) haha
Had tons of fun with all of them, srsly(: Though they're still young n all, we can click(: They're super crazy when having fun:D N super love that! Will continue to keep in contact even though mango job had ended for them n sch's started! That's for sure(: N yupp study sessions, take-a-breather-after-studying sessions in e future, esply after their exams=FUN! Definitely:D Right now they all nid to work really hard this yr! JIAYOU MEIMEIS(:
23rd KBOX WITH YISHAN :D
(SUPER BELATED BD CELEBRATION FOR HER) :D
Met up for subway at tpy! After that went mango to help shuxin with some stuff, she-knows-what(: Then K happy that day at cine kbox(: 2-7 but we stayed longer than 7(: They're so nice lol! Super fun(: My primary sch buddy! :D
20th ECP WITH MAY, LENNON N HANRONG :D
Was quite late w.r.t mayy XD She had alr been cycling for 2 hrs when we arrivedXD PS! After that we cycled all e way to the route opposite changi airport's runway! Had fun:D Exercising n all was great! :D N i had a great time taking photos that day too(ask may n all, they knows haha)! With e nice scences for me to take! Haha :D
20th DINNER WITH FAMILY:D
I'm supposed to work full that day! Aunt made me cancelled e work! Haha but doesn't matter alr, coz time is precious too with family :D Esply since we don't really get much time tgt ): I miss e times where aunt will always bring us to eat tgt!
I'm finally done with all e outing updates :D I haven upload to facebook! Lol dun chase me for photos first! I'll try asap! :D
N ytd! May was here to borrow my internet, really internet only coz she brought her own lappy! :D Then she ate maggie mee+campbellsoup+her baked beans! haha after that we slacked in my rm n I searched for songs:D
N chanced upon this girl called sibel! She had a super duper nice voice! Wide range, versatile n all! Omg la! N majority of her songs are SUPERB to me(: So yea i heard e whole album alr! THUMBS UP!:D 5stars! N so i super love my blogsongs now:D N another song called never gonna be alone by nickelback was super nice too! :D
LOOKING FORWARDS
>>LAY, DIA N MAY THIS SUN:D
>>PAYDAY!!
>>SENTOSA WITH JC CLIQUE! (N it seems a little impossible with class too T_T)
>>MOVIE WITH JC CLIQUE IF ITS ON:D (we really haven been meeting up for a long long while alrT_T)
>>MEIMEIS, JERM N GANG, ACTUALLY FRIENDS WHO WANNA MEET UP(:
>>FINDING MY WAY OUT FOR MY FUTURE!
>N anymore ongoings that will happen for which i dunno yet! :D Hopefully they're e goods of coz!
This is life@
1:35 PM
♥Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I dunno why so many words managed to come out from me. Its sort of the first time that I managed to really dig out everything in me n say it directly to someone. I think a person grows when he went thru certain stuff. When faced with similar senarios, he knows what he should do. That's what I think that happened to me. I can no longer, bear the impact n pain of drifting apart from another impt one! So I'm glad, I finally did two right things today!
Maturity now I believe, doesn't grow with age! It grows with experiences. All of us went thru stuff, some more srs than others. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. How true right! Everyone has the responsibility to takkaire of urself, to protect urself from certain things n all. But when others become ur responsibility, it may be a different thing alr. Coz each has different viewpts!
Life is constantly changing, everything changes, can be in the gd or bad way. But it totally depends on how u deal with things. Make e effort to keep n maintain things/relationships that you find it worthy to! Things can be a lot easier, when all e matters get laid out on the table n then u piece it back bit by bit(:
This is life@
2:39 AM
♥Friday, June 26, 2009
Wooo!!! Tok to shuxin today n realised I haven been blogging for a gd 10days! Haha
Its either I'm too free that I blogged almost everyday! Or its like now whereby I'm SO BUSY that I dun even have time to blog! Haha so well just a quick quick update! :D
13th was first day of work! Dint do anything actually, except sticking price tags! Haha 16th was a little more busy, coz we were preparing for sales on 17th! So pinned sensor tags, hung up e clothes n all! I tot job will be as easy n simple until first day of sales!
17th was hell! Srsly HELL!!!! Ask anyone man! Be it shuxin or wanting whoever that was working on that day!! IT WAS HELL! Super chaotic! N had a super hard time during closing! We knocked off ard 11 plus pm! I was really shocked when i saw those crazy women n their behaviours!! It totally seemed that their eyes can only see clothes n were super oblivious to their surroundings!
After that I started going home with amabelle n sharon tan(surname reason being there's another sharon haha!) Lol, working at mango was really really tiring! But it was not that bad coz I have ppl that I knew long ago like shuxin,wt,ding n jess(e latter two seldom work actually), plus I have click-able new ppl that I've met, like amabelle, sharon tan, sharon hoo n more:D That clique of ppl luh actually! Haha its actually kinda amazing that a few days can totally change strangers to good friends! ((: Srsly, its e frequency that matters! They're all very nice girls! Despite e fact that they're younger than me! Still, i find it really nice to hang out with them! :D
N when i was home today! I saw my library books n realised they're overdue for 4 days alr! Like omg sian ): Means i nid to pay fine which is so zzz! ): Whatever it is! Now its time to slp! Tmr full day! Oh my god! Today's work was boring enough! Zzzz except e occasional trips downstairs to play with amabelle, sharon n joey (:
Haha n pictures soon, including those outings that I had when I have off days!!! :D GOODNIGHT! Oh sharon.h taught me just now! GOODNIGHT IS OYASUMI NASAI! (: Lol
N i decidate this song to ppl who are hurt by love or whatever it is!
dry your eyes-梁文音
当你又等待 另一天就这样过去
夜里又醒来 觉得被全世界遗弃
当你不明白 为何爱会突然离去
沉默的呐喊 听见的却只有自己
而当某天某人陪着曾是你的爱
一种莫名的痛蓦然侵入揉碎你的心
Baby dry your eyes
虽然爱情让你哭
也还放不开 已经失去的幸福
没有了期待 却突然更明白
眼前还有必须继续的未来
Baby dry your eyes
纵然爱情真的苦
心中的悲哀 相信有天会结束
没有了依赖 却看得更明白
已经太疲惫的自己 还是要坚强的自己
如此脆弱却又真实的存在
This is life@
2:39 AM
♥Thursday, June 25, 2009
风筝都已断了线
怎么你还没察觉
为何还握着那唯一的关联
即使你不肯放手
它也只会随着风
越飘越远、消失不见
不可能再回到你身边
我和你们的关系
就像那风筝断了线
距离只会被时间拉得更遥远
我和他们之间的距离，是我自己拉开的。
我和他们之间的友谊，是我自己毁掉的。
I have no more excuses, no more reasons to save myself from all the regrets and guilt. It struck me so hard that I think I'm too ashamed to face them again. Even though I really miss them a lot, miss being part of them a lot. N why do i sound so self pitying now. I feel like laughing at myself. How pathetic.
This is life@
3:34 AM
♥Sunday, June 14, 2009
I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WHAT M I DOING HERE AT THIS HOUR!
For goodness sake, my clock is like damn screwed these few days again. I woke up at ard 5:45pm ytd, n 4pm today coz i gotta do shan's present! If nt i'm not gonna wake up i guess! N i dunno what time will i wake up tmr! Blah! But i got tuition at 7:30pm! Like finally after dunno how long! Wish this girl will be able to make it for her Os! XD
I think after bullshitting here I'll try to get some slp! I think i'm too bored or smth like that. I'm officially half sianned of fb! Actually i'm glad work's starting soon, so i can tune my biological clock back! Weeks are passing by, much faster than a tsunami would sweep across the ocean. Just that the aftermath of that is invisible, at least nt seen by naked eyes. N here I m, wasting my precious time! With not much thoughts in my mind! I think if i were a third party looking at my current life, I'll just shake my head n discredit this person to the max. What a life u've got girl! Can't u just get a life! Roar!
This is life@
5:09 AM
♥Friday, June 12, 2009
CO CHALET!! (:
Ytd went to took pay with sx, ky n wt! Whee, this is a super super happy thing! $_$ Nt that i'm that money face, but i'm getting wat i deserved after working hard right! (: haha went to pass qing e tys-es n met sookhan at dhoby ghaut coz we going to ECP for co chalet! Yay! After we reached, we met up with shumin! We tried teaching sookhan how to cycle! Lol, halfway then tricia came. Eventually they decided to walk there, so i cycled there! Met weijian, huifang n dominic also. After that played volleyball awhile, then went in to eat! Wheee!! (: Beehoon was really nice! Dint get to eat a lot during bbq coz cycled to arcade with wj n hf! Spent quite a lot, regretted immediately coz its really unnecessary! sigh! halfway in e arcard hf's friend, winston joined us!
It was always fun hanging out with them(: So in the end i decided to stay overnight! Haha! Then we finally decided to go back to e chalet after drinking and chatting under some pavilion. After we've got enough rest, we decided to cycle all e way down to siglap, some bedok place which i forgot, for prata! heh heh! (: It was i wouldn't say a long way, but long enough to really make me so freaking CMI! Plus all e upslope n all its madness! N e cars beside are kinda scary too at first. Haha luckily e traffic is nt that heavy at that pt of time, n i slowly got used to e sound of cars going passed me. It was alr 1/2 plus am! haha n we cycled all e way till we reached a kinda steep slope(siglap slope we call it haha) n we nid to go down! It was damn nice! But at first i was kinda scared! haha n awhile later after that we reached e prata shop! YUMMY! (: We were so unwilling to stand up n head back to e stand! Truth to be told, i can't even stand properly alr, coz my thighs are like super tense n aching like mad! But had to cycle back no choice! haha n we were constantly reminded of jessly luh! Like when we saw cats n blah blah blah! So sad she dint come XD
Saw zhiwen n gang on our way back just outside e chalet! Haha zhiwen they all cycled to esplanade there lol! So all of us were like damn shagged luh lol! N went back to e rm, some of them went to bath n all! In e rm, deanna n gang were alr there! haha its so cool to know that they cycled to changi village(they saw trans lol)! Like we all went to different places haha! So everybody was like squeezing on e bed lol! At one pt i think there were 10plus ppl, 8 n e bed n e rest on e floor! haha, the juniors went for breakfast at 6/7plus am! So we had e bed to ourselves lol! So four of us were like slping there haha! Oh yea, n my contact lens is still inside my eyes! Haha i dint bring box n solution so can't take it out! But to my surprise it feels alright! haha we slpt till 10am, went to return bikes! Very shagged! So i took cab home! only 8 plus still okay lol! so yea, bt when i reached home there's no electricity in e whole building coz of maintenance! i was like zzz! So had to bath in cold water, bt my thighs srsly feels much btr after i'm out from shower! Went to buy lunch for my grandma, n went to slp despite it was really warm n still!
SO YUP! My first night cycling! (:
This is life@
11:21 PM
♥Tuesday, June 09, 2009
This is really smth from my heart. To those friendships I've lost. To those friends who i still care n love though we're no longer the same as before. Chrysan, i think this song is e result of us keep toking abt smths! Ytd night i came up with a small part n today its e whole song! First time i completed a song within a day! Every word is like gushing out right from the heart.
曾经的我们
多少人在你生命中，来了又走
多少友情经不起风波
又有多少段爱情随着时光溜走
人与人之间的感情
难道就这样脆弱
有些回忆难免会忘记
有些人注定要失去
我却不想遗憾散落满地
要学会珍惜
很多时候大家都有错，都需要改过
重点是有没有弥补的行动
就算于事无补了
至少你尝试过
然后好好展开新生活
虽然真的非常怀念过去
但是已无法再回头
只能被时间拖着走
有些回忆难免会忘记
有些人注定要失去
我却不想遗憾散落满地
要学会珍惜
有些回忆已变成烙印
有些人永远在心里
常常想起一起度过的
每一寸光阴
谢谢你们丰富过我生命
铭心刻骨
曾经的我们
笑得多开心
This is life@
3:46 AM
♥Sunday, June 07, 2009
Was supposed to accompany mel to study today! But helped grandma with smth! So eventually dint go ):
I dun think i mentioned before but i really admired this guy for his courage n all! There's this show called Man Vs. Wild on discovery channel. This adventurer, Bear Grylls, endures the wild, showing you how to survive. The first time i watched it i was seriously in awe! N definitely very shocked, coz he eats stuff in the wild that u can nv imagine, to keep him going and survive! I learnt a lot from the show! But i definitely hope I wun be stuck in the middle of nowhere lol. I think I'll surely die thereXD
He is definitely adventurous, courageous n very knowledgeable! N actually he's kinda gd looking when he was younger and still looking good and handsome for a middle aged! haha! Today's episode was him n his cameraman, Will, at hells canyon and snake river! It was really really beautiful and spectacular, i mean the scenery n all! But it's gonna be lethal if you're there yourselfXD
I seriously feel that man is so insignificant compared to nature!
so yea, this is the man! (:
This is life@
10:12 PM
♥Saturday, June 06, 2009
Junxiang came over today at ard 12:30pm! I was eating n preparing to go out alr! So sad ): So i only spent like 1/2 hr with him, coz i gotta go n meet sx, wt, ding n jess at orchard mrt stationXD Shuxin came over to tpy first, n we went to look for e deodourant she wanted! N we dint managed to find it in the endXD After that went to meet the rest, and off we go for registration(: It was nice going back isetan, at least, nice seeing e very friendly ppl there(:
After that went to taka to eat, n we spent quite some time chatting abt uni stuff also. Sigh, such a sickening thing! Now what we can do is pray hard that NUS will accept all our appeals! Then we all went our separate ways, I hanged ard in borders while waiting for joyce n ger! (:
Shopped ard with them, n then went to take bus! There was this very weird guy sitting beside me, singing out loud as if we dun exist, n I'm glad I had my earpiece plugged into my ear! While ger n joyce were making faces all e way till we reached thomson plaza and they can finally complain abt him openly. So went to meet jerm n aa who were alr waiting for us there! Lol, had dinner at pizza hut! (: I'm happy! Coz i haven been to pizza hut for like 1394839583 yrsXD N we chatted there n all, till 10pm haha!
Reached home ard 11pm, went to bath, while thinking abt should i change to computing. I dunno where did that courage come from, to decide to stick to sci. Though i noe i dun really stand a high chance, shuxin n i srsly had long talks abt this. Now all i can do is, wait. So yes i will wait, with a hope not too high. Okay or should i say, i dun even dare to hope XD Whatever, n i just got an email from some education consultant from the School of Applied Studies, the psychology course kinda interest me! Maybe i can go there, if i dint managed to get into ntu/nus. Or James Cook like what ding says. Money is a BIG PROBLEM! Definitely, no matter where i go it is a big stone in front of me. Sigh, shall see how thing goes.
Oh n when i got online today, yishan asked me to help her with LJ cut! Haha after dunno how many umpteen tries, we finally did wat she wanna do! Like WHEEE! (: So now i had a btr understanding abt how LJ works! But its like not easy still XD
This is life@
2:00 AM
♥Thursday, June 04, 2009
Sunday went to visit junxiang as planned(: N HE IS AWESOME(: SO CUTE! Tell me where can u find such a cute boy nowadays! Haha lol okay i know babies are all cute, maybe coz blood related then he seemed EXCEPTIONALLY CUTE! But isn't he cute? Hahaha he is!!! Though he's only like 2months plus plus plus, still he is like growing so fast n all! Its just amazing haha(: He's a chubby little boy now! haha n i bet he noes how to pose than most of e babies ard the same age! Haha
So here it goes(: His photos!! Wheee!! (:
Such a charming little boy! hahaha
Monday was boring, stayed at home for e whole day, but i manged to finish my book! Haha so practically i watched tv e whole day n all! So yea nth much. blah life is boring now! I was so bored ytd that i took an evening nap at 4plus till 7plus pm haha! Pig i know!
Today went to e library, coz wt said now is double ur loan period! Haha, so now i've got many many books to read, n they'll most likely keep me company, help me kill time n blah blah blah! Yea whatever, haha but i'm gonna watch my hk drama now! So yea byebye! haha
N oh ya, tmr gonna go register for new job(: With shuxin, wt, ky(: Too bad ding ding cannot make it tmr!! ): N i can't wait for 8th to come! yay!! (: N oh, so reminder for all ppl who worked during e isetan PS, rmb to take ur pay on that day! haha (: 3-5pm! (:
This is life@
2:49 PM
♥Tuesday, June 02, 2009