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E boy's mum called at 12:30pm to tell me to go down for tuition at 1:30pm. Good job right she. Luckily I'm living very near tpy! Lol, but still i was slping soundly at 12:30pmXD Then after that i worked overtime man!

Went library after that, borrowed books(: Went to pasar malam, bought a lot of food back, spent ard $13.90! Can eat two astons meal manXD But well, i wasn't that happy today afternoon, so maybe that's why i suddenly bought more than wat i will buy usually. But its okay, since today is last day of e pasar malam.

And I shouted at my grandma just now. I know i shouldn't, and i feel really bad. But i really couldn't help it. I dunno why i get so flustered n impatient when she started telling me or asking me abt my sister. Then she shouted too, then after she left the room i just started crying. What the hell, i dun like feeling this feeling. I dunno how to be a sister, dunno how to be a granddaughter, dunno how to be a daughter, dunno how to be who i should be. Dunno how to be gd at home, dunno wat to do. How come other families can live tgt in harmony while mine can't. The divorce was alr bad enough. How come I just had no way to help my sis to turn her life ard. WHY! Grandma n aunt going to genting tmr, how i wish i can go too. But i can't ): That means i had to look after the hse, n blah blah blah. Everyone is worried abt my sis, why can't she just let ppl stop worrying abt her! N i think my temper is really bad, it shouldn't be so too. Why must I behave like that, esp towards my grandma. I shouldn't. Roar, slap myself!



This is life@
12:37 AM
♥Monday, May 11, 2009