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I just finished watching 籃球火 on wed!! OMG (: damn nice!! Though e ending is a bit hard to understand, i still love it (: E match is so damn exciting alright (: N its e only show that i followed all e way recently lol, i think since i'm so free now i should watch more shows! (:




(this post is supposed to be up on wed, but blogger can't put photosXD so until now then i post it)

Anyway!! I just finished watching changeling!! It was an awesome movie!! N wat impressed me most is its a true story! It was really terrible(i mean wat happen to e ppl in e movie), but was really nice!! N its a real thriller, though its quite long like 2 hrs plus like TCCOBB, i dint yawned at any part! I think it's great (: Should watch if u guys have e chance to (:



This is life@
6:31 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009





This is my new addiction (: SO NICE (:

Never Ever-Ciara

[Talking: Ciara]
YeaListen
If he don't love you by now
He ain't gon never love you
Let's Go

[Hook: Polow da Don]
Throw yo' hands up in the air
If ya know he love ya
Tell the DJ play this song right here
If ya know he love ya
Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step
If ya know he love ya
It don't matter if you by yourself
If ya know he love ya

[Chorus: Ciara]
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

[Verse 1:]
I know you think that I just be trippin' on ya
Boy you see, this ain't how I normally be
But I can't help this jealousy
Ooh it's taking over me, ooh I'm falling way to deep
Without you by my side I feel like I can't eat or sleep

[Pre-Chorus:]
But I, got to come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I don't wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

[Chorus:]
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

[Verse 2:]
Baby, I can't help but fantasize
Wondering what it might be like
You and I sound so right
But I'ma let it go tonight,
Ain't nothin' coverin' my eyes
Ain't gonna see it more than twice I get it,
I got it
Baby, baby

[Pre-Chorus:]
But I, got to come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I don't wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

[Chorus:]
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

[Verse 3: Young Jeezy]
Alright, alright, alright, okay...
I see ya point, I must admit
I grind, I grind, I grind all day
This paper's what I'm tryna get
Now normally when I'm paper chasing, I be having tunnel vision
And if it's really like that lady, just turn on ya television
And there go Young, I said there go Young, you tryna get it did
Just know I gets it done,
she love the I cheat
She love the way I move, I sha, I show up to her shows 'bout a 100 goons
Its blacks this, black that, black car, black flags
I really hope that's money that ya'll got off in them black bags
808's & heartbreaks, states who puts in interstates
Giving me a bad vibe, guess I'm just a bad guy

[Hook: Ciara (Young Jeezy)]
Throw yo' hands up in the air
(If ya know he love ya)
Tell the DJ play this song right here
(If ya know he love ya)
Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step
(If ya know he love ya)
It don't matter if you by yourself
(If ya know he love ya)

[Ad libs][Ciara:]
If ya know he love ya
Let me see you 2-step
If ya know he love ya
Don't matter if you by yourself
If ya know he love ya
Id that boy don't love you by now,
He will never ever, never ever love you.



This is life@
1:57 PM





ROAR!!!

-I'm down with chicken pox!
-Fighting hard, TRYING MY BEST nt to scratch!! AHHH!!!
-But actually its okay, i rather it comes earlier than later so HR no worries n dun guilty k(:
-N was just toking to may that our ppl getting sick one by oneXD
-But e most suay thing is i can't work my last two days )): Means $40 is gone )):
-I'm so sian, n feeling not gd coz i can't have a gd bath!
-N i can only eat porridge n soda biscuit that i dun like!! )):
-PLS recover soon ling!
-I wan to go out! N now i gotta find another job alr )):



This is life@
1:18 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009





Lol its only my 295th post even though my history goes a long way back to 2005.

Haha anyway, tues(i mean last tues) met up with ky,wt,yl n 3sa. Sx n winnie can't come due to some personal things! We're supposed to meet at 12pm, n i wake at 12pm. Lol i think i'm just so awesome, haha i wonder when is my resolution gonna come true. Lol anyway after that met up with sx awhile to get e present she gives us(: Sweet girl, isn't she((: Can't join us but still make it a pt to pass us gift(: This is wat i call sincere(: some should really learn from her. Lol anyway, Ky, wt, yl n I watched the curious case of benjamin buttons. Lol Ky n I was like yawning at some part. But i think overall it was quite nice la, except i dun really understand some part. N brad pitt looks freaking handsome when he become e young man. After that 3sa met us n we went to astons for dinner, while walking there saw this familiar long n skinny guy called Huimian. Lol i keep seeing him la, once at ps food court, then another time when i was at tpy walking to interchange, n then while i was walking to astons. Haha, n its amazing that he shot up to 190++ from his sec 1 ht. Lol anyway, luckily queue at astons wasn't that long at all, considering it was 6 plus even hm asked us to man man pai lol. So n e waiter is super funny la. Lol so we order n eat. Lol after that went to play foosball! I played it while with may n gang when we went to astons too lol! I seriously think foosball's a great fun game (: While going home stopped at mrt station arcade, went to play bball machine with ky! Lol it was hell exciting okay. We were so ARGH when we keep cannot pass stage 3!! Then finally at e last attempt(coz no more credit), we went all e way to stage 4 n created a gd nice score, my personal best of 300plus! Lol, cool isn't it!! haha we went home after that lol.


Nxt day met up with mel baby in sch first, lol wanted to give her a surprise gift but she's smart to guess wat it was so okay too bad ling, try harder nxt time haha. N this poor girl was with all e bug bites!!! ALL BUGS PLS STAY AWAY FROM HER! We only met up awhile, n we decided to eat carles juniors lol! Okay it was my first try(: N i think yea, e fries is just like what i heard, DAMN NICE (: Then i bought my liquor chocolate, it was all weijian's fault! He gave me my first liquor chocolate!! I bought 2 at 30 at cocoa tree!! Omg damn nice de lehs! I had alr finished one box n 2 more just now! Gave mel one, lol but she dun quite like leh! After that went to find yishan, haha, she's studying at cathay with her two very funny friends (: Kexian n lilin(if i nv rmb wrongly) lol, they're quite cute n fun ppl ((: Gave two liquor chocolates to each of them((: N ys ((: Lol but she said hers not nice haha! Study hard girl!! Jiayou((:


Work at isetan on 13th, last day there. Lol n four of us were on duty that day ((: Darn cool (: N there's overlapping here n there, so i got to accompany ppl n got accompanied by e ppl too(: lol, it was seriously boring doing it alone la. N it was finally a day with may n we recorded e first 600plus sales record, like yay finally a btr looking figure((: Eileen were saying how much she'll miss me after this lol coz i treat her very well! I'll miss working with her too (: Hell lot of fun to tok to her, n she's so super entertaining! Like to disturb her also la! Anyway, i'll be visiting both her n may someday on 21/22 or both?? haha i shall see how! 13th night was busy when i rch home, gotta do things for my new loves(: N i've decided to fold flowers n give to random ppl on e street! Though i nv finish giving them out, it was such a new exp n breakthru lol. Vday there's work, lol both may n i were working e same shift at isetan n taka respectively la, easy for us to meet up(: Then after that hr joined us at food republic. N we went to minds cafe when we meet up with lennon, first time there, hell lot of fun(: We screamed so much that we had immediate sore throat(may n i) lol dunno abt e guys. N e waiter there are very nice n friendly (: Patient to help u with all e games! Lol after that may n i roam e streets, town is still quite lively at 11 plus, 12 plus, perhaps coz its vday! Haha, we decided to walk all e way to cineleisure! Lol with our awfully painful legs(with e heels). Think we're superb la! Wanna watched movie but no suitable movie or timing lol forget it. Haha we went to play bball machine! LOL i think i'm in love with bball machine since a long long time ago(: FUN!! I like e fun n all occupying my mind is just throw e ball that comes nxt, playing it makes me happy, take my mind off other stuff. But a very sickening thing is that e balls keep getting stuck!! Lol but its insignificant comparing to e fun we had(: N i love that bball machine! I nid not tiptoe! haha after that she came over to my hse to slpover(: Chat almost thru e night till 3 plus 4 plus am then we decided to watch tv, lol coz we're intending to nt slp, tmr i gotta work n she gotta go home in e morning too! Oh n i'm on morning shift lol! That's madness i noe haha. Wanna tune my body clock by doing that actually. E sun wu kong show makes both of us KO-ed! Lol esp may! Haha, i think coz she's on e sofa n with e cozy cushions haha. 6am went back rm coz e show ended. Lol tok awhile n we just knocked out without knowing la, n may love my super huge doggy lol. I love it too, it was a great comfort when i was sad n all. Thanks to e person who gave it to me, though a lot had change, i still regard u as a very gd friend. Maybe once, but it was all enough for me to rmb. So woke up early morning, i went work n may went home((: hahaha, pei fu her la still got energy to go online n blog! Lol, while i almost KO-ed during work.

It was bored working alone at e taka big counter lor )): Eileen came at 2, supposed to brief her abt some things, then can knock off. Lol but i decided to pei her for awhile(: Lol n it was a gd 2.5hrs(: Free labour leh me lol, but i like it when working with friends, i feel like i'm nt working. haha. Anyway, it was e last day we got to work tgt )): Was all tired n sleepy when i reached home, but i can't slp, i wanna tune my body clock so i played audi! ahaa, audi is so cool now (: But i almost fell aslp when i played, n i did nap awhile. Anyway, may, lennon n i discussed abt our plan for today. But things are going slow n we keep sidetracking lol. Plus Lennon com a bit screwed, haha though mine is no better! May noes it bestXD Anyway, may n i are crazy, we still slpt at ard 2/3am i guess so? haha, coz we offline at ard 2am.

Today went bowling with may at kovan first, lol prepared for ache tmr alrXD I do miss bowling la!! I can't rmb when's e last time i played, but i'm so sure i dint play for e whole of 2008! After that lennon joined us, but he dint play. Lol we played 3 games n got drained. Haha went to play e bishi bashi thingy, lol dunno if its spelt like that. Anyway, got KO-ed when there's still 8 games to go haha. N sad thing there's no bball machine there ): N after that went sr gardens. Today i wore nyco tee, fbt, sandals, n my sch bag (: I do miss going to sch. I miss all those times. Though it was intense, draining n all n all, but i miss e feeling of a student. So i'm happy to be in this outfit today lol, n we went to sr gardens to check out e yogurt shop, frolicks! Yummy la, though a gd $6 was gone for me. I just can't resist food! Maybe that's e reason for my two big ulcers now )): Uber painful, awful, dun like! HATE ULCERS!! It was my first time walking ard sr gardens, i mean really walk thru every shop n all. Sr gardens is really a gd chill out place!! Went to icecube after that! haha, i ate waffle with icecream. Waffle nt as nice as gelato, but nvm(: I like e cozy feeling, i sat at e exact same place when i went there e first time with shuxin. We left there ard 8pm, lol, really sit there till we forgot e time laXD See how nice it was there^^ Lol after that went home in 73, accompanied may to buy some stuff, n wait for her parents to come n fetch her. Went to e library to borrow 2 books! Should be more de, but e sec lvl was closed alr when i got there, so no chinese novels for me )): After that walked home.

When i was walking home, suddenly a lot of tots came into my mind, though i was with my earpiece listening to songs. E feeling came even stronger when i was rching my hse, i saw e playgrd, saw e place outside e lift n blah blah blah .... They're all very special, n held many many memories. Though its nt e first time i walked back home, i guessed e tots came today coz i'm nt walking home with a weary body, tired mind n i'm with emo songs. Sometimes when i tot i've let go of certain things, why does those memories come back? So have i truly? Why m i e only one going thru pain, why when i tot life is back to normal, it hasn't. Isn't it just a short 4 months, why iszit a painful n long aftermath? I think part of me has let go, there are still some more i guess. I noe i will one day, when its no longer regretful n painful...



This is life@
1:07 AM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009





我不是你想像那麼勇敢 -梁文音

有時候太堅強

笑容卻填不滿眼眶

越是想要隱藏 

歌聲就唱的更響亮

直到入到心底最深處

你不要追問我 

還缺了些什麼

每個人都有夢 

幸福總站在最遠方

心中越是渴望 

越是不敢伸手擁抱

誰的心是我最後一站

我強問我自己 

現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢

多想讓你保護能流淚一場

讓我放下武裝

像個孩子一樣

單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像總是扮演堅強

多想讓你知道我也要個伴

放下討厭武裝 

像個孩子一樣

單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢




This is life@
2:40 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009





THIS LONG TIME NO SEE MONITOR OF MINE FINALLY BECOME NORMAL AGAIN ((:


Okay my com is spoilt for like 1 week! Though i had no com, work n outings filled my days.



My aunt bought a new phone for me! It totally looked similar to my old phone, n its slim one too!


Lol okay nvm. But e thing is when i wanna upload stuff into e phone, my com screwed n it just recovered ytd!


After e overnight K on 1/2(sunday) with may, lennon, hr n cw, we had steamboat at hr's place. Everyone was there that day ((: so we've got huimin, pearlyn n emily with us tgt ((: But kai si de shopping spree causes us to split into two paths first that night lol, may, lennon n i went shopping like crazy la! I swear i'm not so crazy before! lol, then i think we reached hr's place at ard 9, then e rest are full alr. N emily gtg! So we took grp photos, n then started steamboat for e 3 of us! lol bt e rest are nice to see ard us n help us cook lol ((: We went home ard 1 plus am(previous day overnight k went home at 3 plus am)


Then 3rd is orientation for work. I SWEAR I HATE RULES N REGULATIONS!! They so so so troublesome! Life is much easier at yangyang! N pay is much better, n i've got may they all to tok to! But some prestat chocolates are really nice, i think i'll spoil myself with chocolates at e end of work, hope e chocolates i wanna buy will still have stocks after e fair! PLS! Back to 3rd, after orientation went shopping with mayy! Lol actually e guys supposed to come join us too, but hr was sick n the other two are still suffering e aftermath from lack of slp lol. But i still had a great great time shopping with may ((: N we both bought stuff ((:


I really spent a lot a lot during this short period of one month! Sigh, i think now with e california fitness thingy, it breaks thru 400. Sigh, it pains me seriously to see e figure. ROARS!!! I nv nv nv nv nv spend so much in my life time before!!! 4th first day of work, sales like shit. 2nd day also like shit. But it became much better when shuk han n may took over for e other 2 days ((: N i'm happy coz today is not bad too((: But tmr will be difficult, mon. DEADXD


Anyway, for e 2 days that i dint work, i dint slack at home ((: I went out catching up((: Friday's intial plan was to go isetan scotts to visit may as its her first day! Then after that meet up with shuxin at parkway/kallang. Jess's call changed e plan haha but its okay i get to see the girls that i haven seen for like a long long long long time! Jess n I went back ny to wait for mel n mo to finish sch, while zhiyi's on her way. We saw wu lao shi, seriously i dunno wat happen, but i hope she'll gain her wt back soon ((: It was great seeing them, n jess looked like some jap woman now. We went jack's place n mel bought e library's wedges there ((: Lol it became our fav food when we're studying in amk library((: N it is seriously very worth it! Nice, gd amt of wedges at reasonable price ((: E only thing that made me sad is i dint get to see Estelli )): After that coz it was too late, so i can't go n visit mayy!! So sorry girl ): After that met up with SHUXIN at parkway. Lol n i m such a noob la!! I really dunno where is e mall! Then she had to come all e way to bring me over ( i let her wait for an hr alr neh) I'm so guilty seriously! Then we walked for like dunno how many rds ard e mall lol coz we dunno wat to eat! Then i suddenly recall i had a craving for kfc! Lol so i had kfc, she's still full then so she dint eat! But i had a great time toking to her la, we'll nv run out of topics de seriously, lol catched up((: n gossiped like usual ((: lol but mostly is catch up! N when u say catch up with a friend, pls mean it, e other party can feel it one, haha that's part of our conversation too! We tok till ard 9pm then went home ((: took 31 tgt!! Miss e girl! U noe, she had been there with me almost everyday for almost two yrs. Really played a very very big part in my jc life, not only she's there with me, she's there for me too (: love this girl^^


Saturday i met up with another love^^ LOL THAT'S MY BABY((: Lol its a very wonderful thing to become so close with her. She's someone that very nice to tok to, nice to listen to(coz she's always with funny stories n funny expressions) N we have a lot of common loves, one of them is chocolate lol! We went to shop ard ps first, then went vivo. We're stuck at the cocoa tress in PS for damn long lol! She's so in love with e she-knows-what thingy n while i'm so in love with the dark chocolate with liquor! She bought many many stuff lol, it was like that few days when i'm on shopping spree(hope chris dint scold her!). We just shop n shop n shop!! She's a damn gd shopping partner!! (may, lennon n gang too^^) Lol after that we CAM WHORE ((: lol that's wat we do everytime lol! I think out of all e photos with my friend, more than half is hers lo! Out of those we had very nice n stupid ones haha. N i think recently the other half come from e may n gang lol! All thanks to may's cam ((: Yea, after that mel n i decided to meet up again on wed ((: hehehe SO YEA WED ^^



Then i went to town to meet may for dinner! I seriously will work on my time management! My another new resolution is to stop being late! E guys joined us later, n we accompanied may back to work ((: after awhile left to go hr's place. We watched tv n cooked pasta there. Okay very weird right, cooking with three guys. Like nt a very guy activity lol, e world has changed i guess((: But seriously, e pasta with e cheese n mushroom n cheese hotdog is very nice leh, at least i think not bad! Lol went back at ard 11plus pm, took cab. I'm so lazy for bus. Actually i was running after 153 when i saw it came, but someone called my name n i stopped to see HsunHao n Nicholas. Lol i think its so cool la! Like so so so qiao! N we chatted till hh's train is coming. N btw all e poly friends of mine, jiayou for exams((: Went home n go online at once, coz com was alright n i was too excited to use it((: So in e end i iron uniform at 3 plus am, eat my grandma's food at 4 plus am, my dinner become breakfast zzz. I'm gonna burn those fats gained during all those food i've eaten since i started to slp late. Its very bad, i get hungry fast n just keep eating!!! Anyway went gym with may, hr n cw today. Lennon joined us after his dance. I dint expect emily to tok to them for so long that i was late for work for 12mins. Sigh. But i really think emily is a good consultant. At least for now that's wat i think. N i think i'm gonna ache like shit tmr.



Anyway, i'm also gonna meet e clique(sx, ky, wt, yl n 3sa on tues^^)


Omg this is such a long post, now its time for photos((:


























SHUXIN!! WE DINT TAKE PHOTOS )):










This is life@
1:37 AM
Monday, February 09, 2009