Its graduation day today! E teachers from all department deserved a huge applause for making the videos, super creative n innovative la! Though 2 are not present, we still managed to take class photos. Its amazing how time flies. N to quote Mr quek, by typing this post i've wasted like dunno how many hrs again. Lol but its gd sometimes, to finalise something, give a conclusion and just move on.

Throughout these two yrs, there are laughters and tears. I can't believe that i actually got through promos n m here now. Now e real thing is As but somehow, i dun think i'll be that lucky ever again. I can't rmb when's e last time i really sit down to really think for myself, this few weeks, e focus is not on my studies nor myself too but something else. I can't focus no matter how badly i want to. But now, i noe i have to. Force also must force myself to focus, i noe how impt this is gonna be. Ard 20 days left. I totally have no idea how i'm supposed to go abt doing it, just go forward also must have a direction. I shouldn't have time to think abt all those not supposed to think abt de matters. I know i've wasted my time since i first stepped into jc. Should have wake up really long ago. But everytime i tot i've woke up, i fall back to slp again. N at a certain pt of time, the dream is beautiful, now it has sort of ended, i have no reason to slp again.

I'm thankful for all who accompanied me throughout this journey. Shuxin, jess, mel..... e list goes on n on n on... Mostly are ppl from these two cliques la n some others of coz, they'll know who they are i hope. Laughters, tears no matter wat they're beautiful memories among this hideous education system. We're actually just pawns for e ctry to break into international mkt. Its e reality, if u're of no use to e players, there u go, u're out of this game. Ppl strived hard to be involved in this game, some showed their really bad side while gaining this right to stay, while some showed their virtues. There are a million different type of ppl in this world anyway, i'm sure we'll be exposed to more once we step outside this so called protected environment.

I really dunno how my future will be like, so bleak still at this pt of time. Hope e first light of e day will come soon, this before-dawn is really dark. Real vague. Its scary to be without a goal.

Nevertheless, haha its just 38 more days to end of As. I hope everyone will be able to make it, jiayou(:

Haven been putting photos for a long long time(: There goes(: