Your silhoutte'

I totally hate e feeling of lacking in sense of security. N since when i starting losing confidence in myself? This is so not me. But no doubt you've cleared my doubts n uncertainties(:

Trust in you(:

Btw, Mo did an extremely gd job for our sakae trip's photo!! Damn cute la(: She secretly took so many lol. Anyway, i'm gonna upload when i've gt e time to! Back to econs essay. Siansation~ tell me how m i gonna survive 4.5 hrs of econs... omg omg omg omg! This is INSANE!

This is life@

10:04 PM

♥Thursday, May 29, 2008

This song has been in my mind for countless times since i've heard it from like 19/5. Lol nice song((:

The way I do-Marcos Hernandez
Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

*Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

**Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide. *

I always thought
I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done**

I love you
I need you
I want you
the way I do[x2]

This is life@

1:07 AM

♥Sunday, May 25, 2008

Sakae Sushi yesterday! OISHI((: the table of food was so omg nice! e only spoiler though nt really spoiler but still spoiler, is e LAST piece of WATERMELON i ate TASTE OF ONION! What the zzz! But OVERALL, we're still full n satisfied n happy after that lol((: I noe we're all full lol! Took PICS! But nt posting up today, coz i'm lazy. LOL another day((: E 1-hour waiting time was nothing compared to e satisfaction lol(we tot buffet starting at 2pm, but its 3pm) E most impt thingy is that everyone is there(: Lol n i recalled yesterday when jess was kidding abt somethings but was looking so serious. I knew she was kidding, but just couldn't control e feeling inside somehow lol! Anyway nth serious((: U noe i'll still be there when u nid me girl((: LOL hahahaha does it sounds right? lol but u noe wat i mean la! ((: lol applies to everyone i love! U ppl noe who u are((:

Lol i left my com on while i'm outside XD

Tonight is another sweet night((:

This is life@

10:23 PM

♥Saturday, May 24, 2008

SWEET SWEET SONG((:

LOVE LIKE THIS-Natasha Bedingfield featuring Sean Kingston

Oh…Never find a love like this
Oh…Never find a love like this

We go back so far,
swingin in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.

*That’s why you keep on runninin and out of my mind.
As the years they’ll roll by,
Baby, now I know why
I keep comin back to you.

**You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this

Well this life tried to keep us apart
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
aren’t you glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.

All the guys tried to take me,
you’re the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I’ll go if you take me home and lent to sacrifice.*

May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
that still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair and I wish
for you not to leave me now.
My friends they always told me
not to make you my wifey,
man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rollin,
me and you, we strollin,
they don’t wanna come around. **

This is life@

12:04 AM

♥Friday, May 23, 2008

Life is overall not bad, though bad in someway, academically esp. Ms Poh ask me to go n see her weekly. Like omg weeklyXD sigh, i'm sick n tired of econs. Its totally nt my thing. N its my H2. I'm so dead. Of coz if something is bad there'll be something gd ((: lol JESS I'VE UPDATED((:

N e something gd is really great. LOL. anyway, today went to pizza hut with shuxin, we tok like crazy n its like non-stop hits when we had a lot of things to say! lol esp with recent events hor shuxin? lol((: N tmr sakae with jess, mel, ding, la, mo, zhi((: anticipation((: shop n eat lol shall be our heavenly duty tmr. hahaha. E recent weeks has been beautiful lol, n i hope it'll continue to be so((: Somehow, something in me just know that I believe in us((: haha with u, its so u-know-what((:

I realised that this upcoming june vacation is my last june vacation out of my 12 yrs of education since pri sch till now. N i always slack my june vacation away. This last one, i hope i can make gd use n dun waste it. Its either i survive or i die. Whatever. I'll just try my best, chiong this one month, pass mye, dun be late, be a gd girl! LOL WHATEVER! Doesn't really sound like me. N i haven been in exam mood since last yr. But hope ling will really transform into a better student after this one month. N A lvl is really ending soon lol! time flies u see.

Anyway, tmr is GP paper. GD LUCK EVERYONE(:

This is life@

11:41 PM

♥Thursday, May 22, 2008

post #265!

6th of May((: No stars, but there's him, since that day onwards((:
N i feel bliss n safe with him ard((:

**Take my hand, for as long as possible<3

This is life@

8:44 PM

♥Sunday, May 11, 2008

I should be getting my phone back tmr after sch. (BUT i've lost all my contacts already, all kind souls outta there pls give me ur no. again!!) Or after econs extra lesson, actually i dunno wat's e purpose of extra lesson for econs anyway, since test isn't on tues. N tues got maths test, n oh i just realised again i don't have much time again! Like my complex no. is still untouched>< N i finally got to use com((: Its been such a long long time ever since i last typed on my keyboard. Though i noe i should just print those stuff n get lost. Momentum comes n goes, comes n goes, like a certain horse on e carousel. You see it this moment n its gone again zzz. Its such a vicious cycle. Sigh. Why can't I just...

This is life@

8:30 PM

♥Sunday, May 04, 2008