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Met up wif YISHAN on fri(: FINALLY(: Like how to say, we haven meet up even once since we graudated! N its nt like we graduated from e same sec sch, is from e same PRI sch! Counting back its like we haven meet up for like 5 YEARS! like OMG 5 YRS! OMG! N i dun get to see her often in e streets, dun msg her often. E only time we will get to see each other is at e bus stop near her hse(coz bty's near there). N is that kind i board e same bus that she alighted from at e same bus stop(e no. of times we met like this can be counted using three fingers). Sometimes i'm really wondering what is it that is keeping our friendship going. I mean we dun really talk to each other that frequently, dun even meet up. But once we start talking its gonna be at least an one hour plus plus plus thing. N is really can tok kind of friend. Feel very comfortable toking to her, i noe i can just pour everything out to her(: [n i can do this to jess too(: mel n shuxin at times(:]Its amazing that she's not like other pri sch friends. N truth to be told, I dun rmb many of them. N some are now just friends whereby we msg each other during festivals those u noe festive msges. So haha i've known her for 8 yrs, but actually it feels more than that. Others may nt be able to feel what i'm feeling, but i noe she can. lol. N i realised e only thing that had been increasing with my age is the no. of times i cried. I dun cry in pri sch, a little in sec sch, n see wat now in jc i'm like a crybaby. I must learn to be stronger, i mean how can i get more vulnerable as i get along in my life. So yup haha here is my eternal friend(:


After meeting up wif her, went back to co for practice. Its kinda weird when everyone is in sch's attire n i'm like some alien walking past. Lol yea coz it was a last min practice too. But its okay. Haha J1s are enthu ppl(: Though our session is nt say very productive yesterday, jiayou ppl(:

Then sports carnival today. I cannot stand e hot weather esp after e frisbee game. Perhaps coz e night before slept at 3 plus, dint eat breakfast n ya all n all. When I'm on my way back it just feels like that day i'm heading home from chalet where we tonned. So yea, kinda drained. Slept for like 2 hours n woke up at 2:30pm. N i'm aching. I think its really lack of exercise lol. I'm gonna die for napfa><

Lessons resuming on monday. Nt sure whether we'll get our scripts back or wat, but seriously this block test, i pin no hope so whatever. E thing is, after e 4 papers for e first week of block test. I had been in holiday mood. I'm trying to get it tuned back to e right channel. I had nv been in e right form i'm supposed to be. So maybe i'm gonna do some maths later if i gt e mood. I'm still feeling rather sleepy n tired. Gd luck for e rest taking back block test results(:

Byebye(:



This is life@
5:55 PM
Saturday, March 29, 2008