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Sometimes i think i fail terribly as a friend. Sorry.

Life is e same. So i've got nth to say. Sian is e word.

Hate my life now, i nv expected it to be this way when i first stepped into the college. Not only academically wise. There's other aspect that makes me feel that i'm inferior in a way or another. Nt trying to be better, i just want to fulfill e expectations i had for myself. I get e mood to do work at times, n sometimes i'll just slack my day off. Consistent is nv my kind of thing. That's why i'm suffering now. Mr Ong always ask, "when are u going to sit down and start studying?" if i could i would not be in this state today. He asked Ms Tan when i'm gonna quit CO... I dun wan him to bug her. Its really a nuisance. I'm like bringing trouble to everybody beside me.

I need some where and some time for myself. Its like 2 more weeks to block test. And i dun think its gonna be smooth. Hard time ahead. I really feel like ponning sch n to put aside all my responsibilities for just one day. It may just be a turning point for me.



This is life@
9:15 PM
♥Wednesday, February 27, 2008