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Went to orchard wif my cousin earlier on, with the intention to buy new clothes. We combed e place but can't find anithing that suits us. Should be going again nxt week i supposed.

Celebrated Alex n Theresa's bd today. Glad that things turned out to be alright.

Sch is as boring as usual. I'm lagging behind still, for every subject. Tutorials piling up. I dint really used e com like last yr, whereby i'll just stick to e com till i sleep from e min i reached home. No com, yet still not productive. Well, shall see how things proceed. Very soon it'll be block test. For tonight, i'm taking a rest. Tmr CO, 8:30am...

Everyday seems to be so standardised. The same procedures are repeating everyday. Wake up, go to sch, lectures, tutorials, cca, go home, do work/watchtv, go to bed n wake up, go to sch... Its such an awful cycle ): Having sundays alone doesn't help much also. I hope i can survive this no life yr. I have to, sometimes some ppl do not hav much choices.

I have to move on. I can't go back. Forward is e only direction.



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11:36 PM
♥Friday, January 25, 2008





I took 13 days to update my blog haha. Lack of time. This week is a test week. N its nt really over yet, still got online econs mcq test n nxt week's vector test. N luckily econs test is cancelled, though we dint know anything about it. Its a gd news. Anyway, i tried to study for e tests this week. But everytime was a failure. I still fall asleep n when i woke up its too late to do anything. Last min work is nv e way to do things. I noe e theory, but i can't help. J2 is such a no life yr. Looking at e no. of times i switched on my com from sch started till now compared to last yr, n its really due to lack of time. N e system is contradicting. I will surely roam ard e net whenever i on e com, so its a mistake to let us d/l our notes online. I mean at least for ppl like me, who dun hav self-discipline.

Anyway i was sort of wrong abt e maths teacher n so i've got to depend on myself for maths again. N econs teacher isn't as bad as wat i've heard. Shall see(: I miss my com seriously, recently i'm here only for printing notes. I dun have time of my own. So no life that i dun even noe wat to say now because everyday is sch n sch work. Sian should be e most appropriate word to describe my life now.



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7:09 PM
♥Friday, January 18, 2008





2008 is here(:

Though its a bit late now, still HAPPY NEW YEAR ppl(:

School had already started. For 3 days. Lectures n tutorials have resumed. Econs n Maths teachers changed to two ladies. Mr Ong n Mr Chong are e only guys teacher teaching us now. GP is as boring as ever. I see better future now for my maths, i guess she will have e ability to push us further. I really nid someone to start pushing me before i can really get down to work. I stopped myself from using e com for e last week of the holidays till now. But i still dint managed to finish up my holiday assignment coz the tv is really a big temptation. Mo had been saying abt mi watching bu lao chuan shuo. Haha dunno why she gets so high when she's reminded of this 4 words>< Well, coz my body clock nowadays is a little messed up, i slept at 5am or 6am in e morning for the last week of e holiday. N it started off with that show starting from 4am to 5am. I went to sch for e first day of sch without sleeping, e first time starting e first day of sch like this. N today morning i also went to sleep at ard 4 plus am. Its gd to end early on friday seriously. I slept for a full 8 hours today till 12am. CO tmr at 8:30am. Hopefully i can wake up.

A brand new yr. A brand new start. A brand new yiling.

Last yr is a torture for me. I started to sway away from work, started to play n slack almost everyday. At least in sec sch days, i tried to finish up my homework n stuff. Last yr i dun even care. The period when promos is coming is really stressful, held the hope of being promoted, yet doing nothing on my part. Struggling all e way last yr. N i think its sheer luck that i got to be promoted this yr. I dun want to continue this way. My rate of doing things have to be increased such that I had to be even faster than the time that slips away. Hope that this yr will be a better yr, in terms of studies or whatever.

Friends come n go last yr. O1, PAE, O2 and finally JAE. Most of them now are just hi n bye friends. E last ones standing are e shonarians that got into 21, n the rest of e 21 ppl. These three days due to orientation, the OGLs are nt with us. There's quite a lot of work for them i guess, holiday assignments, new lecture notes n blah blah blah. But not to worry, i'm quite positive most of our class ppl will help each other out(: Finally they're joining us back on Monday. Woot! Welcome back ppl(: Life without shuxin in class is kinda weird. I seriously feel like something is missing. Kayan came for e sec day. Without e both of them in class is .... shuxin u noe how it feels like>< Wanting dun say i'm biased, I seriously hope that u're wif us coz we nid our utensils keeper haha=P

Things between u n i doesn't seem to get better. Seriously i hope it does. 1 yr already. I feel alone without u in my life. We shall see how things goes.

Mr Quek showed us e no. of days to block test, midyr, prelim, A lvls on e first day of sch. A total of 265 days to A lvls, now 262 days i guess. He said excluding festive holidays, birthdays. Welcome back tests mostly on e third week. Maths n Econs teachers' briefly talked abt it, but i can feel e stress ahead already. This yr is definitely nt gonna be an easy one. Jiayou lo everybody(:



This is life@
2:31 AM
♥Saturday, January 05, 2008