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It had been days since i'm back. Juz feeling a little lazy to update. Lazy to do this, lazy to do that. N jess is so right, i've got so much time, yet nothing is done. Seriously speaking i dunno wat i had been doing. Audi-ing my holiday away. Just awhile ago, i'm forced by my grandma to clear those newspapers that had been stacking up on my table. Juz as she was taking them down a little by little, e newspapers lost their balance n e chair with them on it fell over. Luckily my grandma dint hit her toes. Then i was left in my rm, to arrange them properly n in correct order coz i think i nid them for econs. It then struck me that, e time i've wasted is equivalent to this stack of mess in front of me, they come everyday but i dun cherish them. I'm lost, i dunno how to start packing them together. I noe i can't arrange time back in order juz as i arrange those newspapers. Last two weeks of holidays, dint even flip open my notes, let alone holiday assignments. Sick of myself. I want to pick myself up, but i can't find e right way to do it. I wasted so much time, n indeed wat i've got back in return is a weak foundation. 2 more weeks, 1 whole yr of foundation, n a whole lot of assignments waiting for me. Constantly reminding myself, i've gt to start studying, today maybe. 2 weeks. I'm glad i'm getting sick of e computer, but e television is such a big temptation too. I dun seem to be getting a conclusion for myself. Many thoughts had been so contradicting this yr. I'm trying to get it right.



This is life@
3:09 PM
♥Monday, December 17, 2007