It had been days since i'm back. Juz feeling a little lazy to update. Lazy to do this, lazy to do that. N jess is so right, i've got so much time, yet nothing is done. Seriously speaking i dunno wat i had been doing. Audi-ing my holiday away. Just awhile ago, i'm forced by my grandma to clear those newspapers that had been stacking up on my table. Juz as she was taking them down a little by little, e newspapers lost their balance n e chair with them on it fell over. Luckily my grandma dint hit her toes. Then i was left in my rm, to arrange them properly n in correct order coz i think i nid them for econs. It then struck me that, e time i've wasted is equivalent to this stack of mess in front of me, they come everyday but i dun cherish them. I'm lost, i dunno how to start packing them together. I noe i can't arrange time back in order juz as i arrange those newspapers. Last two weeks of holidays, dint even flip open my notes, let alone holiday assignments. Sick of myself. I want to pick myself up, but i can't find e right way to do it. I wasted so much time, n indeed wat i've got back in return is a weak foundation. 2 more weeks, 1 whole yr of foundation, n a whole lot of assignments waiting for me. Constantly reminding myself, i've gt to start studying, today maybe. 2 weeks. I'm glad i'm getting sick of e computer, but e television is such a big temptation too. I dun seem to be getting a conclusion for myself. Many thoughts had been so contradicting this yr. I'm trying to get it right.
This is life@
3:09 PM
♥Monday, December 17, 2007
I'M LEAVING FOR CRUISE TMR!! or abt 19 hours later today, its leaving sg water ard 7pm. I should still be able to msg before 7:30pm(: I'LL MISS ALL OF U!!!
Anyway, CIP yesterday. Before CIP i've co practice, late for e practice, n in the end i missed e chance of seeing jessT_T N u dun be lazy le okay, faster copy n study back everything!!! Dun be like mi haha slacking all e way. I was thinking of starting after my birthday, but well i slacked till i'm leaving for cruise. Shall see wat can i do when i'm back anyway. Really haven been writing for long. haha. After CO, sunyu jiejie came, n pass me my present(: Pillow(: N slack ard wif weijian n huifang, co ended at 12pm that day lol. Then met suan awhile, got jellies from her(: Then she delivered e present to my house while i'm on my way to amk, or after i've reached there bah. It's a huge doggy(: thank you girl(: Then went to amk to meet up with shuxin n wanting(: It was raining while we walked to e central stage. N three of us walked blindly without noticing we had walked past e pathway wif e shelter haha. Indeed it was tiring, but i guess we all had fun, and a lot of souvenirs. haha.
Woke up at ard 10 plus today, i usually wake up early on sundays, i can't figure out why! Hm then did a little packing, after that went to meet up wif mimi n sarah(: EMILIA HALIM IS FINALLY FINALLY BACK IN SG!!!!! Walked ard citylink, marina square n suntec city(: Met them at ard 2 plus n we went home ard 6:30pm. I enjoyed shopping wif them, talking to them, listening to their dumb dumb stories, haha. Love them all(: Then wasn't sure whether there was dinner at home or nt, sarah darling had dinner wif shrek, mimi had her sushi, n in e end i ate dinner wif yulin(: N joyce wait for me to be back okay(: then i accompany u to get ur stuff(: Oh ya takkaire of ur ears too okay(:
OKAY I'M GONNA PLAY MY LAST FEW RDS OF AUDITION NOW(: I HAVEN BEEN PLAYING AUDI FOR LIKE DAYS!! N sometimes I really think that i muz stop this addiction of mine, if not its juz a matter of time before i dieXD
This is life@
12:02 AM
♥Monday, December 10, 2007
Time flies indeed! 5th dec is already ending soon!! N i finally got to use e com(:
3rd Dec(:
Its our class bbq day(: There was only 15 ppl who came for it. Lesser than e 18 the other time!! N some of them left quite early!!! E fire was weaker than we thought, so in e end quite a lot of food was uncooked. Though we tried to finish cooking all, we failed to do soXD Luckily we had shuxin, yuda n stella to bring them home(: Took some pics b4 leaving!! I love group photograph(: Then shuxin, wanting, stella n yuda cabbed home, yenleng n I too, luckily it was nt that expensive(: I dunno when will e nxt class outing/gathering will be haha, we shall see ><>
(wanting nice blockXD)
Arranged in order of timing(:
Watched enchanted wif shuxin, kayan and wanting(: dun forget our dinner date girls(:
OVERALL(: THANKS EVERYONE WHO SENT ME THEIR BLESSINGS(:
1st time ever(:
Some coincidences ><
-Lay n Mel messaged me consecutively too, 11:58pm n 11:59pm, a little more to 5th dec(: N with e same reasons that they wanna be e last coz its more special(:
E furthest blessings
There are a lot of changes this yr, some i found myself unable to accept that it actually happened. I'm moving on physically, but its like i'm being dragged in e opposite direction as i'm moving. Its really tiring. But i want us to be able to get over this. I hope that one day, i'll see u looking into my eyes again.
and THANKS shuxin, kayan, wanting, yenleng, winnie, theresa, jess n mel for e present(: I love e torto(: They are really cute(: N e album is still stuck inside its coverXD i dun dare to pull any moreXD
So this is it(: Its really a long one, 2 hours on this post aloneXD
Some random shots(:
(wanting nice blockXD)
(dunno wat is yuda doing><)
(I think he's really drunkXD)
SHUXIN(: WANTING'S UNGLAM ONES WILL BE LEFT TO U HEH HEH!! She's gonna call us evil againXD
4th Dec((:
Thanks to all e following ppl who said happy birthday to me(: By messaging, leaving a comment in friendster, tagging my tagboard, verbally(: THANKS^^
Arranged in order of timing(:
Jessly(as early as 1st dec haha)
Lisuan
Gerlynn
SunYu
Gerlynn
SunYu
ChunHern
Tingyong
Yulin
Kayan
Yenleng
Shuxin (hey girl u're no. 10, ur fav no. haha so qiao^^)
Shuxin (hey girl u're no. 10, ur fav no. haha so qiao^^)
Wanting
Priscilla
Yixin meimei (forced by me to say de zzz)
Shiqing
Shiqing
Stella
Shuxin x2(:
Fabian
Jeraldine
Jeremy
Mimi
Lisuan x2(:
Clement gorgor
Alicia Ang
Simin
Simon
Huixin
Sookhan
Wanling
Huifang
Serene jiejie
Cheryl
Charmaine
Yishan
Chrysan
Shixuan
Kayan x2 (:
Shuxin x3 ((:
Shuxin x4(((:
Kayan x3 ((:
Soomay
Yulin x2(:
Peishan
Suzan
Ruxiang
Yulin x2(:
Peishan
Suzan
Ruxiang
Joyce
Shuxin X5 ((((:
Veron
Fran
SunYu x2(:
Shipei
Monica
Lester
Shuxia
Wanting x2 with her 'happybirthday(X1000000000000)' haha i count it as 1 okay haha(:
Miaoying
Shuxin X6 (((((:
Lydia
Shuxin x7 ((((((: ( i juz saw her blog^^)
Saylay
Melissa (weird calling u by ur full name hahaXD)
--belated--
HsunHao (he said he was busy singing juz nowXD)
Yuda (haha e first sentence of e msg is, eh sia lah, i miss the last min of your birthday)
Crystal
Yixin meimei x2 (her belated one^^)
Watched enchanted wif shuxin, kayan and wanting(: dun forget our dinner date girls(:
OVERALL(: THANKS EVERYONE WHO SENT ME THEIR BLESSINGS(:
1st time ever(:
-Shuxin created e highest record by saying SIX happy birthdays to me juz in a short span of 24 hours(: thank u girl(:
correction!! SEVEN TIMES NOW(: coz i juz went to her blog haha^^ THANK YOU(:
Some coincidences ><
-Shuxin and Wanting messaged me consecutively, n they both said sorry coz they were showering juz now, haha they're so cute(:
-Lay n Mel messaged me consecutively too, 11:58pm n 11:59pm, a little more to 5th dec(: N with e same reasons that they wanna be e last coz its more special(:
E furthest blessings
-Mimi sent me a msg from australia(: love u lots girl(:
-N momo is such a sotong, she sent a msg from indo but forgot to state who she is!! luckily she can receieve my reply, n i'm lucky enough to guess that its her alright(:
(oh n i juz discovered that both of their names are m_m_)
There are a lot of changes this yr, some i found myself unable to accept that it actually happened. I'm moving on physically, but its like i'm being dragged in e opposite direction as i'm moving. Its really tiring. But i want us to be able to get over this. I hope that one day, i'll see u looking into my eyes again.
and THANKS shuxin, kayan, wanting, yenleng, winnie, theresa, jess n mel for e present(: I love e torto(: They are really cute(: N e album is still stuck inside its coverXD i dun dare to pull any moreXD
So this is it(: Its really a long one, 2 hours on this post aloneXD
This is life@
10:47 PM
♥Wednesday, December 05, 2007
I can't bring back time, i've missed too many things in my life. 17 yrs of age, with some regrets here n there.
I'm sorry, suan.
I'm sorry, lay, dia and may.
Its me who do nt noe how to handle my friendships. I'm learning still. Looking back, i guess only memories are left behind. Its impossible to turn back time to when i want it to be.
This is life@
1:36 AM
♥Tuesday, December 04, 2007