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Juz got back from shuxin's blog. After reading her post, an undescribable feeling juz flows in me. Well, friends are definitely an important part of everyone's life i supposed. We sort of grow together, go through lots of things together, juz that at different phase of our lifes, we have different people to go through different things with us.

As they enter n leave ur lifes, some left an impact so huge that its unforgettable, no matter its gd or bad. Some are just like wind, they just pass by u only once. U might rmb or u might not these ppl, but an undeniable fact is that they were once part of ur life.

For me, i'm grateful to say that the people who i've met are mostly nice ppl. Everyone plays a part in my life, some more significant, while some aren't. From primary school, secondary school, till now, this has been a fact that is unchanged. U juz click well with some people n dun click well with some. Naturally, u tend to always be with the people u clicked well with. However, whenever u got used to someone, u'll eventually be separated with the person. P6 graduation, sec 4 graduation, i nv get to be with these people who i regard as best friends. N eventually, everyone of us then proceed with life, n we all got another new life to lead.

The sad part of all these is the strong bonds between us eventually gets weaker n weaker. We all have new friends, new environment, where everything has to be readapted n readjusted. U tend to drift further from ur used-to-be-close pals. This hurts the most seriously- seeing close friends not as close as before. I always tot that e education system is a "very cruel thing". They allow us to get used to our friends n environment which we all have to leave one day.

In the new environment we had to get use to new friends n everything. U would tend to think of ur old friends, the place where u were so used to it. When ur new environment n new friends is a better change for u, u might not feel very strongly for the past though. However i'm sure that there are friends who u missed no matter wat. When things does not work in ur favour, u'll think back especially.

At certain part of my life, i really dreaded the thought of going to a totally new environment, meeting n having to know a total batch of new people. N this thought of mine began as early as primary 2. When i had to transfer to another primary sch without any notice on a tuesday n i'm still attending my previous sch on monday. I feel totally lost in e new environment at that time. After those yrs in e primary sch, with so many strong bonds forged with so many of ur friends. Look who is left now. At least for me, those who were once close were like strangers now after these yrs. Luckily there are still some whom really remembered clearly e strong bonds shared, though are not as strong now, at least there's still a bond between.

Same thing for secondary sch, i totally miss my bestie, class n class clique after graduated from beatty. The main point is juz i feel the pain when things are not as it used to be like.

As for my new life, everything was juz not like before, even sch work seems to be so much heavier. However, friends really helped(: Its nice to see everyone encouraging one another, nice to see u have someone sharing e same idea, same thought as u. From total strangers to friends with a certain amount of mo(4) qi(4) within each other. Its really sweet to noe that u have people supporting u, encouraging u(: and i believe u guys deserved a big THANK U(:

THANKS SHUXIN-for being so encouraging, for being so thoughtful, for being there with me to face Mr Ong no matter during tutorials or when we have to show him e summaries done(:
THANKS KAYAN-for juz e simple words of u're happy for me when u've learnt from Mr ong that i've passed chem paper 2 n 3(:
THANKS WANTING- i rmb how u said jiayou to me too(:
THANKS YENLENG- for listening to my crap on the way home(:
THANKS WINNIE- for trying to make me understand when i dun(:
THANKS THERESA- for always telling me not to give up(:
THANKS MEL n JESS-for e constant encouragement given to me too(:

All of u are the strength that pulled me through promos n during my down period this yr(:
no matter i did mention u or not, u're important to me(: thanks for being my friend, thanks for everything.
and also hopefully 0721 will be able to promote as one(:



This is life@
3:03 AM
♥Thursday, October 04, 2007