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Haven been updating throughout e holiday. Dun think that i'm so hardworking that i stopped myself from using e com. Conclusion for this one week holiday is unproductive. Haiz throughout all my past years of education my holidays had been unproductive. But i noe this yr is different, coz i really had a lot of catching up to do. I noe i nid to study, but i juz can't find e motivation to. What the hell is going on. I'm supposed to do pw reflection log now, already so last min le, yet i'm sitll not able to concentrate, i can't sit still n think, so i came here to take a breather.

I dunno what is going to happen to me. This yr had been such a bad yr. I had been unfocused, unable to stay attentive during lecture times, tutorials left undone. I dun even noe whether it is my problem or not. More or less i guess. I feel that there are suddenly a lot of problems to deal with. I'm worry for myself, yet i'm not doing anithing. Saying all these are bullshit, but yet they are e truth. I dunno when i'll come to my senses. Feel e serious need to, but...

I had harboured e thought of giving myself my more chance by retaining. But i noe if i got retained i'll disappoint a lot of ppl. 10/12 i'll be going on cruise, i hope that i'll be going there with a happy mood. I'll try my best really to try to stay focus for this 14 days... 2 weeks, i hope my luck stays with me. I noe its impractical to depend on it. But i've no choice. Haiz... I'll go back to pw, if not i can forgo my sleep tonight!



This is life@
2:04 AM
♥Monday, September 10, 2007