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Today had pe, my arms are aching after volleyball, right now my left hand's muscle felt so tight... Like muscle cram like that, felt so crippled for my left hand now hahaz... Luckily right hand still not so bad...

Chem n maths paper were given back today. It was a disaster. When i noe chem mcq's result yesterday... I noe i'm dead! So yea... Things were expected, i flunk my chem. Then after pe is maths lesson. Mr Tam giving back maths paper... Waited quite awhile then i got mine. He said, "dint do well, try harder nxt time." N i saw my 39%... My goodness... The pain i felt was immediate. I noe i cannot compare O lvl am & em with H2 maths now... Actually i tot i can get an E or something.. which is like 45%... I nv expected anithing like that... Much as i dun want to... My tears dun obey me... They juz came as they like... Haiz... Thanks Shuxin!! I noe u tried hard to comfort me. Thanks yenleng n wanting, for helping mi to search out that 1 mark so that my grade become S instead of U now.. really thanks a lot!! Still gt everyone outta there who tried to comfort me. I really thank all of u... I think i'll need sometime to overcome this... Coz its maths... Maths... I'll work hard for promos de... I noe no pt brooding over this... Though i can't control myself now... I'll still try my very best... Econs, physics, gp n chinese not given back yet. I can imagine econs n physics how le... XD I really dun hav the face to give my aunt e result slip... I really dunno what's wrong wif me... I definitely hope that I'm able to pick myself up... I'm really not as strong... I'm starting to lose my way since the start of sch. I'm losing everything, i dunno what has gone wrong...

Sometimes i really feel very tire... I'm losing my energy bit by bit... Almost drained... Ling is losing her smiles, losing herself... Can u lend me ur hands? Can u guide me back? Give me the strength to carry on...



This is life@
10:03 PM
♥Wednesday, July 04, 2007