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Juz shouted at my sister again. Many n many times, whenever i found that my things are lost, i tried to comfort myself saying that maybe i misplaced it or watsoever, i always try my best to make sure i cannot find it then i'll go ask her abt it. But it always ended up the both of us having to quarrel again. Over things that are already so obvious, but she juz dun wanna admit it. She took them yet she dun wanna admit, still find all sorts of stupid reasons even a 3 yr old kid will not believe to tell mi that she dint take. How to believe her. I really cannot stand her anymore. I muz have done something real bad in my previous life. Its MY THINGS!!! What right has she to take them and still come n tell mi u cannot find ur problem lar. When already so OBVIOUS IS SHE TOOK IT DE!!! I'm trying hard to suppress my anger now.

When i asked her where is my things, she said u cannot find ur things is ur problem lar. When its not the first time they are lost, and the previous time it was found in her cupboard, i juz took it back n nv say anithing. This time rd, she left the box in my cupboard but she happily took e content. What the hell lar. She still can say, if u can find u find lar. I really dun understand why she still can be so overbearing when it was her who is in the wrong. I'm PISSED OFF by HER! I asked my grandma for my rm keys, no matter wat i said she dun wanna give mi. Ended up i keep finding my stuff to be missing. So as the days increased, all my impt stuff ended up with her. N i also dunno whether she used them to give to her friends or wat... I REALLY DUNNO WAT TO DO WITH HER.

I dun wanna be at home, i'm already very tired, n ended up finding things missing, lost. I only want her to give me back my stuff. Everything she took meant something to me. Why can't she juz understand that she have to respect my privacy, have to respect my feelings, n not juz take watever she wants n give to whoever she wants. N still can so li zhi qi zhuang de tell mi IF U CAN FIND THEN COME LAR! ALL SHE CAN SAY IS IF U BU SHUANG DA WO LA!! I really dun wanna be at home, i wanna take all MY belongings n juz leave.



This is life@
10:58 PM
♥Monday, July 23, 2007