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Hmmm haven been blogging for like 4 days... Hahaz.. dun really noe wat to say though... Holidays really very sianz lo! I wanna watch gui ah gui ah, dong hai zhan, still got lots lots lots!!! Have not study... N look tmr or now is sunday le... hahaz think i'm damn gd at slacking!! Coz i've a lot of things that i dun understand... So i think i've got to start soon le bahz!!!


All of a sudden, I miss sec 4 life a lot! Though JC life n sec 4 life is abt e same?? but i got different ppls wif mi... JC friends are gd too... But i can't help but to think back of the past, friends in e past... I rather have one very close friend, then to have a lot of friends... haiz... I really feel very sad to see that things are all different now... If i can turn back time... If i can stop time there... But i noe... yea... all abt ppl muz move on... So we can juz keep moving n moving... Friends... friends... i'm starting to cry soon i think.... I miss u... Seeing u being tired out by projects... Seeing u so late then offline coz u're doing projects... Haiz... So mani new things to handle for u... How i wish things are still like in e past... At least i can constantly tell u to hang on... Can tell u to jiayou, can be ur support... Or rather... I really need ur support now... I nid a real friend... Nid someone like u who noes mi so much... Nid someone like u who can allow mi to confide in no matter which issue... Now we seldom tok=( dunno wat to say even when we see each other... Things are getting tougher... For me... N for u bahz... How i wish one fine day we can juz tok like b4... I miss everything in e past... this yr past too fast that i dun even find that last yr is that faraway... Though real numbers show that really man... 6 months had past le... But i dun feel that long u noe... Last yr's memories are still as fresh as they can be in my head... Flashbacks juz come to my mind as they like... I can't control... Ur jiayou i think... can really make mi feel a lot better bahz... I can't express myself now... Can't tell wat i really wanna tell to anione outta there... I really dint realised in e past... But now i do... i really do... It was mi, who is dependent on u...


Yiling sounds so weird, sounds so far n distant... though its my name... I wish for the day... Where there are no more awkwardness between us... Where we can really chat like before... where we can really... really... leave it to destiny... takkaire my dear friend...


*I'll always be ur friend* [you'll be in my heart]



This is life@
12:57 AM
♥Sunday, June 10, 2007