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Heaven been blogging like for a week. Sort of lazy and nth to tok abt. Coz my life is so the same. Wake up in the morning, go sch, lectures/tutorials, after sch, hang out awhile, go home, use com/do homework, sleep. And then wake up again and..... Wed hav co practice. From nxt week onwards, there will be added practices on friday. Sat morning hav practice too. Wed co practices start at 3pm n end at 7.30pm(not exact n i hav pe), fri co practices start at 6pm end at 9pm (pe, last lesson ends at 5pm) n sat practices start at 9am and end at 5pm. Its like i'm working lolz.

^Wooo... look at the schedule... ^

Sometimes i dunno whether is i think too much or watever, i feel that time is passing even faster this yr. Last yr i can understand when i feel that time is passing faster. But this yr, its like passing even faster. Things after o lvl still seem so so so damn clear, but look at ur calender, its like 5/4 now... I wonder if the earth starts to rotate faster. A stupid question that i had been pondering on. Well...

Today spent half a day at the void deck of block 232A, somewhere near NY. We went to paint the wall. Mural painting to be exact. Oh, and i think ours is so difficult to paint la!! So flowery, and coz some parts are very small, so its hard to paint. Then the class painting at the other wall juz beside our class, had done their job quite nicely. At least better than ours? i'm so scared that we'll be called to make up for that wall when they go and check. LOLZ let's cross our fingers! But overall, not so bad bahz. However i still feel that those painting buildings, anithing that are big enouf and squarish or rectangle-ish enouf? watever... are so much easier to paint la... Lol... and the paintbrushes are not of very small sizes... Some of us juz sat down there after change of shifts and started to play wif the graphic calculator la... lolz I used wanting's one! If its gonna get low batt at ani moment, it might be my doing. Lolz... i'm sorry wt! i'm a serious game addict!

Life sort of goes on, i noe that u've moving on too, 48 more days to ur bd. Heard from others abt u, but they are very vague information. How i wish i could turn back time. Pointless statement, dumb wish, i noe its not gonna happen, but i'm juz so stupid. I hate myself. Wat's gonna happen in e future? neither of us noes. But i'm nt gonna giv up on us. I'll try everything i could juz to salvage our friendship. I noe that u definitely understand how much our friendship meant to mi. N how much i value it. But my not giving up doesn't mean that i'm going to do things forcefully or wat, Let nature takes its course? but sometimes, some fighting is necessary. All e best my dear! I believe u'll get wat u want one day de. I always believe in u!

I'm getting emo. BuaizBuaiz!



This is life@
9:52 PM
♥Thursday, April 05, 2007