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Life in jc is really nt easy! Catching up wif knowledge, tutorials and a lot a lot more... Sometimes i really feel very fed up wif jc life... maybe its not jc life... is my present life... How i wish things will get better for mi... I really dunno how to keep myself going...


family... i dunno wat's going on... but things juz can't seem to work out, not onli wif the adults, even wif my sister... i sick and tire of the naggings everyday... even when they are not supposed to be nagging at mi they nagged at mi... haiz... i dun like life at home... it make mi feel worse!


Sometimes i pondered on whether or not i'm a gd friend. Be it u see the noisy side of mi, or the really emo side of mi... no matter which side... What i appear as in others' minds? i wonder... No one is really able to make everyone ard them to like u... But seriously... i dun really care wat are in the minds of ppl not so close to mi... What i care abt is the thoughts of the ppl who are really close to mi... Simple words they say are already enouf to touch me, harsh words they say to me will definitely hurt mi... Good thing is whenever the sad part comes to an end, i'll forget all abt the hurt part... *Love like u've nv been hurt before* how true! Juz that i might lose some courage, but i noe this courage will come back to me... Friends are damn impt to me... let alone those very close ones... and i really have a very close friend. I noe how impt she is to me deep in my heart.


At this age, i noe who m i supposed to cherish, i noe i'm supposed to treat who with wat kind of manner. Its difficult for mi to treat everybody wif equality... i suppose it happens to all. The measure of closeness makes a difference in how u treat a person. Favouritism? i dunno... but everyone will definitely meet someone who makes a difference in their lives. It might not be friends... But for my case... it is. This someone is very impt to me! My mood changes relatively to how things are going on between us... its amazing how a person can affect another. I noe things might not be the same, but memories flow back whenever a similar scene is seen, i really miss life in the past... I am the real cheerful self... I'm so unable to adapt to changes... I'm so dependent...



This is life@
10:13 PM
♥Monday, April 16, 2007