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well, today is a sunday! obviously! but i sort of cannot differentiate my days already! Went back to school at 10:30am today coz leyying smsed us in the early morning and said reporting time had been changed to 10:30am! When i reached there, there were not many people okie, n the door is not even opened! I really dunno whether to be punctual or not! Its so damn contradicting can! After the door is opened, the few of us went in, and i meddled wif my yang qin. Its the thing that cheered mi up whenever i'm in co, the onli thing that make mi feel that's still something worth it for mi to go for co practices. Though i can mingle with some of the co ppl, i really feel that something is juz different. Its different from the feeling i've got when i'm wif my ct. I feel better when i'm wif my ct. Today went back to school its because we have to go to Singapore Conference Hall to rehearsal! haiz... i've gt no time for school work... So dead! 2 may, submission of pw, chem test. SO DEAD! i'm quite sure i flunked my econs on friday! And every test counts! okie.. tuesday gonna mug whole day! labour day... INDEED IT IS!

I really can't wait for SYF to finish! then my schedule will loosen up.. and things will be better already! I NEED TIME!!! even a 25th hour will not be enouf for mi okie! My life now is school stuff onli... I dun even hav time for my personal stuff already! 24days more to suan's bd! Hmmm hope i can get to see her that day! She's real busy too! well... Its a special day! once in a yr onli... No matter how late! Gonna pass to u on that day darling! Okie, getting late, should get going already! gdbye!



This is life@
11:39 PM
♥Sunday, April 29, 2007





Nice lyrics!!
I'll be your friend!
When every moment gets too hard
The end of the road can feel so far
No matter how much time we'll part
I m always near you
I'll be the shelter in your rain
Help you find your smile again
I'll make you laugh if you have a broken heart
Wherever you are


[Chorus:]
Cuz I m never gonna walk away
If the walls come down some day
All along when you feel the pain
I'll be there when you call my name
You can always depend on me
I believe until forever ends
I will be your friend


[Verse 2:]
So many people come and go
Nothing can change the you I know
You'll never be just a face in the crowd
And time will show
Through the seasons and the years
I will always hold you dear
Never you fear
Cuz I m never gonna walk away
If the walls come down some day
All along when you feel the pain
I'll be there when you call my name
You can always depend on me
I believe until forever ends
I will be your friend


[Bridge:]
I'll be around when every candle burns down low
And I want you to know...
Cuz I m never gonna walk away
If the walls come down some day
All along when you feel the pain
I'll be there when you call my name
You can always depend on me
I believe until forever ends
I will be your friend

*dedicated to my dearest friend*




This is life@
11:18 PM
♥Tuesday, April 24, 2007





SYF is coming soon... co practices has been so intensive nowadays... I'm always so tired when i reach home and i really felt very turn off by work... Haiz... i wonder wat's gonna happen after syf... I'll lost so much of information already... I hope i'll be able really, to plan my time well. Today the conductor said that practice will be on on Friday... I was still hoping that Friday will be a rest day.... Saturday and Sunday full days nehz... Friday still 1 to 5... PLUS FRIDAY EARLY RELEASE FOR EVERYONE! ahhhh =( feel really down juz now when i heard that leyying (tan po sectional leader) intend to call the section down for practice tmr... Dunno why... juz felt down... Maybe joyce is right, co is taking too much of my time... But they said after syf will hav a long break.. but hav to study for exam right.. haiz.. wat's the point there... Nvm.. work hard for syf... Hope there'll be gd result! at least let mi feel that its worth all the work! PLS!

Monday, i'll reach home ard 9:30pm
Wednesday, i'll reach home ard 9:30pm
Friday, i'll reach home ard 10:15pm (gaurantee that co ends punctually on 9pm)
Saturday, from 9am to 5pm

Busy schedule, but... i muz learn... to balance it well! OKIE JIAYOU LING!! EVERYONE HAS TO JIAYOU!!! =)

*wishing u'll be well every moment! my dear friend, jiayou!*



This is life@
10:09 PM
♥Monday, April 23, 2007





woooo.... its not a very long day today! but its kind of sianz! Chinese lesson first(i guess our chinese teacher is the most entertaining one out of all), half an hour break, econs lecture, half an hour break, econs tutorial, maths lecture, pw tutorial, physics lecture! okie... everything was alright till physics... I seriously lost all interest in physics!! How i hope i'll hav the mood to sit down one really fine day and start reading through all the physics stuff and get my physics knowledge back!! oh man... i dun really hav much physics knowledge in the beginning!


Actually poly life is not really as free as we thought it were. It depends on which course u are taking and stuff yea. The time of their dismissal actually is abt the same as us. Though there are ppl who are much earlier of coz. Okie but if i'm given a chance to try out poly life for one day i would want to! If i could i really wanna take psychology + music and audio technology! Haiz... But no matter wat... Since one is already stuck wif something, its better to really try all ur best to do well. As long as u attempted to, it doesn't matter wat's the outcome.


Working on english and knowledge. Hopefully by reading newsweek and strait times it'll help!! Hope i'll be able to get out of the holiday mood soon! I still get sleepy easily during lecture time! Wat a bad habit!! How to keep myself awake? that's quite an issue worth thinking over! I'm off to do econs tutorial! Bye.



This is life@
7:48 PM
♥Tuesday, April 17, 2007





Life in jc is really nt easy! Catching up wif knowledge, tutorials and a lot a lot more... Sometimes i really feel very fed up wif jc life... maybe its not jc life... is my present life... How i wish things will get better for mi... I really dunno how to keep myself going...


family... i dunno wat's going on... but things juz can't seem to work out, not onli wif the adults, even wif my sister... i sick and tire of the naggings everyday... even when they are not supposed to be nagging at mi they nagged at mi... haiz... i dun like life at home... it make mi feel worse!


Sometimes i pondered on whether or not i'm a gd friend. Be it u see the noisy side of mi, or the really emo side of mi... no matter which side... What i appear as in others' minds? i wonder... No one is really able to make everyone ard them to like u... But seriously... i dun really care wat are in the minds of ppl not so close to mi... What i care abt is the thoughts of the ppl who are really close to mi... Simple words they say are already enouf to touch me, harsh words they say to me will definitely hurt mi... Good thing is whenever the sad part comes to an end, i'll forget all abt the hurt part... *Love like u've nv been hurt before* how true! Juz that i might lose some courage, but i noe this courage will come back to me... Friends are damn impt to me... let alone those very close ones... and i really have a very close friend. I noe how impt she is to me deep in my heart.


At this age, i noe who m i supposed to cherish, i noe i'm supposed to treat who with wat kind of manner. Its difficult for mi to treat everybody wif equality... i suppose it happens to all. The measure of closeness makes a difference in how u treat a person. Favouritism? i dunno... but everyone will definitely meet someone who makes a difference in their lives. It might not be friends... But for my case... it is. This someone is very impt to me! My mood changes relatively to how things are going on between us... its amazing how a person can affect another. I noe things might not be the same, but memories flow back whenever a similar scene is seen, i really miss life in the past... I am the real cheerful self... I'm so unable to adapt to changes... I'm so dependent...



This is life@
10:13 PM
♥Monday, April 16, 2007





As
Daylight
Fades
Into
Moonlight,
Keep
Ur
Worries
Out of
Sight.
No matter
How tough
The going
May
Seem,
U still
Deserve
The
Sweetest
Dreams.
Gdnitez n Take care!

Everything is worth it with the above words. TONIGHT IS SUCH A GREAT NIGHT!! suppose to be black friday today? lolz BUT I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!! ITS MY NIGHT=) A VERY GOOD NIGHT! LING HUI LAI LE all because of U! Thanks so much darling!! LOVES<3>



This is life@
11:06 PM
♥Friday, April 13, 2007





Today co practice is quite successful! Really loved the last part of set piece! During practice today, i've received a message. Even though its juz a word, it cheered me up a great deal. And i felt so touched that i felt like crying, its a feeling that i can't describe right now, right here. No one can understand how i feel!!! maybe onli u can! thanks so much for the word darling=)

As days goes by, life in jc gets more hectic and stressful, but i believe i'll be able to handle it so much better if i hav u beside mi, wif the words of encouragement that u used to say. If things manage to be fine, i can swear that i'll be the happiest person on earth. Seriously i had been depressed for quite a long while... If things are going to be fine for us, i believe i'll be fine. very fine. I'll definitely be able to walk out... And find back myself=)

I envy my friends in poly! I want my own laptop too!!!

~~I noe that u're very well now. Life is gonna be great for u! Jia you darling!~~



This is life@
10:37 PM
♥Wednesday, April 11, 2007





Today i went out with shiqing, chrysan and eleanor, went because qing asked mi too. We went to catch a movie. Suppose to be Mr Bean's holiday de. But the tickets for the show was filling fast, and only the first row was available. So we changed our plan and watched meet the robinsons instead.

When i first saw e trailer, i was watching an inconvenient truth or charlotte's web wif suan... haiz... Hmm told her that moment it seemed quite nice and funnie. Indeed, it was! N the show was quite a twist though. I like it. The drawing were nice!! Seems so real.


It has been so long,
since i've talk to u...
~~I miss everything between us~~



This is life@
7:57 PM
♥Friday, April 06, 2007





Heaven been blogging like for a week. Sort of lazy and nth to tok abt. Coz my life is so the same. Wake up in the morning, go sch, lectures/tutorials, after sch, hang out awhile, go home, use com/do homework, sleep. And then wake up again and..... Wed hav co practice. From nxt week onwards, there will be added practices on friday. Sat morning hav practice too. Wed co practices start at 3pm n end at 7.30pm(not exact n i hav pe), fri co practices start at 6pm end at 9pm (pe, last lesson ends at 5pm) n sat practices start at 9am and end at 5pm. Its like i'm working lolz.

^Wooo... look at the schedule... ^

Sometimes i dunno whether is i think too much or watever, i feel that time is passing even faster this yr. Last yr i can understand when i feel that time is passing faster. But this yr, its like passing even faster. Things after o lvl still seem so so so damn clear, but look at ur calender, its like 5/4 now... I wonder if the earth starts to rotate faster. A stupid question that i had been pondering on. Well...

Today spent half a day at the void deck of block 232A, somewhere near NY. We went to paint the wall. Mural painting to be exact. Oh, and i think ours is so difficult to paint la!! So flowery, and coz some parts are very small, so its hard to paint. Then the class painting at the other wall juz beside our class, had done their job quite nicely. At least better than ours? i'm so scared that we'll be called to make up for that wall when they go and check. LOLZ let's cross our fingers! But overall, not so bad bahz. However i still feel that those painting buildings, anithing that are big enouf and squarish or rectangle-ish enouf? watever... are so much easier to paint la... Lol... and the paintbrushes are not of very small sizes... Some of us juz sat down there after change of shifts and started to play wif the graphic calculator la... lolz I used wanting's one! If its gonna get low batt at ani moment, it might be my doing. Lolz... i'm sorry wt! i'm a serious game addict!

Life sort of goes on, i noe that u've moving on too, 48 more days to ur bd. Heard from others abt u, but they are very vague information. How i wish i could turn back time. Pointless statement, dumb wish, i noe its not gonna happen, but i'm juz so stupid. I hate myself. Wat's gonna happen in e future? neither of us noes. But i'm nt gonna giv up on us. I'll try everything i could juz to salvage our friendship. I noe that u definitely understand how much our friendship meant to mi. N how much i value it. But my not giving up doesn't mean that i'm going to do things forcefully or wat, Let nature takes its course? but sometimes, some fighting is necessary. All e best my dear! I believe u'll get wat u want one day de. I always believe in u!

I'm getting emo. BuaizBuaiz!



This is life@
9:52 PM
♥Thursday, April 05, 2007