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It seemed like only awhile ago when i saw my senior's msn nick as I'm gonna eat up the big 'O'. Now not onli i had finished my Os and were already in JC. My senior's msn nick now is gambatte, obviously for her A lvl. Time passes so fast and unknowingly.

Within this time frame, a lot of things can happen. Even things that u've not expected to happen happened. Its already in mid-march now already, as april is coming our way, i wish that all will be well for the ppl ard mi and myself. I'll remember to hold on to the golden moments and forget everything about forever. I will not waste ani moment after sch life really start. Right now, i still hav a little little honeymoon period for myself. A very short period, of course, and my weekend will be taken up by co camp. Seems like i really hav to bring my work there... lolz..

I've learn to cherish and treasure beautiful moments and times. It might seemed like an everyday life at first, and when those times turn into memories, it can't happen again in ur life... let alone everyday life... So, no matter wat moment, i'll remember everything that are so precious, seriously they are all in my mind. They come so naturally. N i'm so sure that they will not be forgotten. Coz they've all became one and only. So precious and real yet nv gonna happen again.

I'm trying to be optimistic, trying to find it back... Who says sagi recovers fast when hurt?? all load of crap! Its not the rate of recovering that matters, its how impt u view the person/friendship/relationship. The more impt the person is to u, the longer u need... It applies to all ppl bahz! Getting over is nv easy... Some ppl juz does not have the ability to heal. I still dunno which category i belong too... Time will make everything blender? Time will wash away ur pain? Uh hur... shall see... I juz hope things will not be too bad as time goes by!

I see time passing by everyday... But why does it seems to be even stronger? Why do I feel so sad? I'm trying to be happier... trying to feel the happiness... I do feel it at times, but juz when i seemed to touch it at the edge, it slips away. Happiness muz come from inside of the heart, no matter how hard i try to feel, its of no use.

Life goes on? It does, but hurt occurs too, until it becomes a painless scar.



This is life@
10:41 PM
♥Wednesday, March 21, 2007