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Elloz PEEPS!!! hahaz... i noe i had been slacking again!! 10 days nv update le!! naughty naughty! hmmm.... let's see where to start.... NYJC! okie... before 14/12/06... a few of us had been going for co practices in NYJC.... hmmz e ppl there are nice n stuff... after e result was out, i was posted to yishun junior college nohz... kinda sad yea... but appealed was successful so i'm in ny... hahaz...

Hmmm.... i'm in OG19... its a fun group wif fun ppl!! yep!! I enjoyed myself during orientation period! Mass dance doesn't seems fine at first... but later on it became better and better!! hahaz... disco night was crazy!! everyone was jumping ard like no body's business... lolz... i hadn't been that crazy for a long long time....

I had been looking forward to e actual starting sch... yep... i really was looking forward to that particular monday... However... things doesn't seems to be going on that smoothly... well... juz hope things will get better... Jas said today that things will go smoothly for sagis... hope wat she says will come true... Pessimistic has nv been my word... but all of a sudden... it had barged into my world. I'm trying to find back "optimistic" I wanted to smile... smile like i used to... but i jiu shi xiao bu chu lai... i can't find back e smile in e past... iszit coming back?? i'm waiting for it...

Somehow, i need a place to speak out my mind... and it seems like this little world of my own can help mi to do it... Sometimes things really happen too fast... so fast that i couldn't even find e cause and i find myself dealing wif e effects... I muz learn to move even faster... I cannot be slow always... i cannot always do and ask stupid things... i muz grow up... I cannot keep crying... i muz learn to be strong... i muz learn to control... i muz learn to be a better person... Ling will change for e better!! i promise you*

Life will be great, i believe, things will be right on track soon! =) i'll be waiting de!! wait wait wait.....



This is life@
9:32 PM
Friday, January 12, 2007