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was searching for some pics yesterday and i found them! This features are called arch! SO COOL YEA!!! I really dint noe this kind of thing existed until i learnt physical geo. Nature is full of wonders! i wonder when will the bridge collapse! hmm still got a long way to go i guess... hope they will nv collapse loz=)




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2:17 PM
Sunday, July 30, 2006





Remember the five scholars who tok a lot of crap? The only thing i found useful is the song of the video! The title is Faith of the Heart!
It's been a long road, getting from there to here.
It's been a long time, but my time is finally near.
And I can feel the change in the wind right now,
Nothing's in my way.
And they're not gonna hold me down no more,
No they're not gonna hold me down.
Cause I've got faith of the heart,
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe,I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul,
And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star.
I've got faith.
I've got faith.
Faith of the heart.
It's been a long night, trying to find my way.
Been through the darkness, now I'll finally have my day.
And I will see my dream come alive at last.
I will touch the sky.
And they're not gonna hold me down no more,
No they're not gonna change my mind.
'Cause I've got faith of the heart,I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe,I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul,
And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star.I've got faith.
Faith of the heart.
I've known a wind so cold,
I've seen the darkest days.
But now the winds I feel are only winds of change.
I've been through the fire,
And I've been through the rain.
But I'll be fine.



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12:21 AM





Hmm, the start of today is when i woke up at three a.m. and found that i had sprain my neck wif my wrong sleeping posture! Not really sprain, but juz a slight pain in the left part of my neck! *sigh* I had been feeling moody for the past two days. Especially when i was in sch, but things always start to get better when i see suan! weird yea... but dunno why.. she is juz able of making mi feel not so moody! well a big thank u to her!! yapyap=)

Today after sch, we had physics practical. It was so much better than sitting in class listening to chan's lesson! Actually i tot suan had left the sch, but miraculously she appeared outside the practical lab juz as Mr Chan was in the midst of explaining the experiment.. and i went out loz! can't leave her alone outside! Well, i noe how to do the experiment in the end so its fine.

Yap... dun want to let her wait for long... i cheong my experiment... and finally i completed it! Then we went to toa payoh, she bought her things... then we went to buy bubble tea!! Everything was fine, until we walked along the way where u had to wait for 238, my fingers slipped through the cup, and there it goes on the floor!! GOODNESS!! i had drank it for so mani times and this is the first time i actually dropped the cup! well.. wat to do.. i had to clean up for the mess. yapyap... this is also my first time cleaning the floor in a public place! ahahz but it made mi learnt that we had to be responsible for the mistakes we hav made. It doesn't matter to be wrong, the important part is that u hav to learn to correct it and take up responsibility for wat u hav done! Absolutely right! Yep yep! and after that we went home yea.

At night my tuition was quite relax, we did grammar practices. There was something abt stress too.. well i'll type it here some other days, i wanna sleep soon! Hav history class tml! Mrs haridaas!! i wanna sleep more nehz!! Haiz nvm.. WELL GONNA WATCH THE LAKE HOUSE TOMOLO AFTER THAT!! YEAH!! It seems like a nice one, hope it will be! And after that will go and find sookie and suan le.. yapz...

Sometimes i hope that i can hav a higher lvl of understanding things... I REALLY SUK! why can't i juz get it!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?? haiz... dun want things to turn sour!! DUN!! i hate myself, i can't comprehend things well... SHOO DUMB! I M SUCH AN IDIOT!!! i can't stand it... when i nv hear the messaging tone sounding... I CAN'T! WHAT HAV I DONE!! haiz... well ppl, gd nitez, i m off to bed! *buaizbuaiz*



This is life@
11:21 PM
Friday, July 28, 2006





ARgh juz finished my comprehension. Goodness, i spent like one hour juz on the summary!! COz i edited it in the com, then too many points and words. Shrinking them is such a headache! BIG ONE! English oral is coming soon nehz, 11/8 is the first day then it continues...(for abt 10 days?) i supposed so.. something like the chinese one.

Taking a breather now, its really difficult to stick my butt to my chair and juz study. I had to keep walking ard the house, unless i m doing maths. If my determination for doing maths questions can be transferred to counter physics, chem, ss, hist, geo and of coz english, it will be GREAT! however, i juz can't find the determination!! Maybe for sciences something is there, at least i can get myself to do papers.

Well... abt 106 days left, but abt 8/12 of the day are gone. Time is passing so fast, when we first wrote the calendar on the board, it was 121 days!! OMG! HOw nice if i can invent something to catch time! SICKENING!! time juz slip off like that, i guess its speed is even faster than light in vacuum!( more than 3X10^8 m/s) wow wow.. that's fast.

Hmmm... yea rest enouf, shall go and eat my dinner then continue mugging!! JIA YOU PPL!



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7:28 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006





Lyrics of a song, Honesty!

"Honesty"
If you search for tenderness
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you
I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe
I can find a lover
I can find a friend
I can have security
Until the bitter end
Anyone can comfort me
With promises again
I know, I know
When I'm deep inside of me
Don't be too concerned
I won't ask for nothin' while I'm gone
But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Because you're the one that I depend upon



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10:33 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006





A poem to inspire you!
Figure it out for yourself, my lad
You've all that the greatest man have had
Two arms, two hands, two legs, two eyes,
And a brain to use if you would be wise...

You are the handicap you must face
You are the one who must choose your place.
You must say where you want to go
How much you will study the truth to know...

Courage must come from the soul within,
The man must furnish the will to win.
So figure it out for yourself, my lad,
You were born with all that the great have had
With your equipment they all began,
Get hold of yourself and say, I CAN!
James Allen
Some words that make sense!=)
  1. Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.
  2. First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.
  3. All glory comes from daring to begin
  4. Either I will find a way, or i will make one.
  5. The greater the obstacle the more glory in overcoming it.
  6. Defer no time, delays have dangerous ends

Well ppl... hope that u guys will pick out some points and make it useful for yourself coz i find them rather useful=) Great words for mi!




This is life@
8:33 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006





Why do ppl even live in this world? Do we even noe wat's our purpose of surviving in this world?

Sometimes some ppl dunno wat they want, wat's their motive of living and blah blah blah. Well actually i had no answer to these questions, because i m also not very sure of what m i doing in this world. This is a very realistic world, everything is about materialistic stuff. Surviving is not easy, but u always hav to find ur way out.

We do not hav a choice about being brought to this world, but i always m holding on to this belief that everyone exist for a reason. U may be wondering what are u doing in school, taking subjects that u totally do not hav ani interest for, and it is kind of systematic as in it is very standardise in life. U attend elementary sch, then secondary then so on and so on....

Sometimes it is very tire to life without knowing wat to do next, or to feel very helpless as in u dunno what ur future is gonna be like. This is a very terrible feeling. But people juz hav to carry on living, everyone will carry on wif their lifes even if anithing bad happens to u. Not onli ppl, even the nature carry on wif everyday routine. The sun still comes out, and the moon will still take over in the evening. So, its up to u to be left behind by the world, or to keep running ahead to catch up wif them. =)

No matter how bad is ur life now, u hav to learn to pick up the gd things because i believe that no matter how bad is ur state, there will still be beautiful things ard u! No one in this world can live forever, even if u can live forever, u had to keep on learning new things, or u will still be kicked out. And so make use of the rest of ur life wisely and live life to the fullest=) cheers!



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11:07 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006





Hello! Guess wat? My e maths tys is beside me now, and i m doing probability. I juz want to finish all my things first, then i nid not rush. To follow time closely is practically wat i need to do now. Brush up my english, geo, physics, chem, hist, ss! Maintain my em and am. If i managed to do that, i will be able to answer to myself.

Oh well, I see people beside me doing a lot of work. Our class de huimin is another source of pressure on mi again. Really make mi feel that i m very useless. We are actually going through the same lessons, the same teachers, but when our grades will differ to such a great extent? this is a question i nid to seriously think it through. Our class is really quite competitive in a way too. U can see ppl wif pens and paper and tys wif them all the time. I m gonna freak out. My cousin told mi that if i burnt out now, i really might not do well in o lvl, but how i m nt going to work hard? seeing them working so hard!

Argh well, till now still heaven see CO photo!! I want to see nehZ!! Today during assembly, Ms Pua brought her acapella grp to sing for us. Oh well, i can imagine superband, Juz B, singing acapella during their performance, COOL! I want to learn beatbox LA!! but no way i can do it ahahz. Tomolo is another friday, i dread fridays. It signifies that another week is coming to an end. This is so pressurizing too!! GOodness, when are all these gonna end? i suppose not so soon bahz. Pressure are everywhere!! We got air pressure and stuff, alright that's not the main pt. Hahaz, I m gonna stop here!! My em tys is waiting for mi!! Win probability over! 4 tests nxt week, i noticed that tests for all subjects are gd friends. They are always together, its either they are here or not. If they are not here, its great. But when they are here.... THEY ARE HERE TOGETHER!! And i m like, OMG!!! dying in process.... Breathing still... hold on my last breath!

116 days more to O'lvl! [I had to remind myself consistently]



This is life@
5:51 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006





Ole Ole Ole Ole Ole Ole!!! World cup is reaching its climax along with the finals on monday morning. And i actually tot that it was 1:20am, but i saw the commerical again, it is actually 1:50am!! suan is right =) I wanna watch man!! till abt 3:50am will end bahz, argh well... pray that i will be able to wake up on monday morning for sch!! I'm spporting France this time rd!!

Today after suan and sookie's tuition, we went to the library. They told mi that their social studies is already at chapter 6! The Venice de chapter! OMG!! i was like, we are TWO chapters behind them. I really had to say that Mrs Hariddas are kind of slow in ss... hope that we can finish the syllabus. 121 days more to O'lvl!! sounds a lot yet little. Mr Ng is right, i guessed when it drops below 100, ppl will definitely freak out. Seems like i dun hav much time already, then why m i still slacking down here while everybody is slogging like crazy! Studying... haiz.. juz dun feel like studying... I owe gerlynn one essay and Mrs Tan TWO. I think i better get started on my homework!!!

I m gonna keep on reminding myself, time is precious! VERY VERY!!! I'm going to try to be faster in everything, reading or studying, anything. Cannot be slow all my life. I m kinda worst than adagio. Well, is 0 lvl is coming in 121 days, then prelims definitely is coming much sooner. So ppl, remember to stock up ur oil supply every now and then. So that when u want to jia you, u will hav oil to add. =) well everyone, study hard for these 121++ days bahz!



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8:54 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006