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I was taking the bus home today, and as i was looking out of the window i suddenly find that life are like roads. Is only that everybody has a different path to walk throughout their life.











The road for some ppl might be VERY SMOOTH,

while it might be VERY ROUGH for some.

The road might also be SMOOTH at first, then ROUGH as u walk

The road might also be ROUGH at first, then SMOOTH as u walk

At one point

U might even encounter a ROAD JUNCTION

And that is when u muz MAKE UR DECISION which way to go!

I believe in life we meet a lot of road junctions too, we always had to make decisions!

Sometimes the road needs to be REPAINT when it has FADE, that is when we need to REPLENISH our energy too!!

When travelling on road,

we meet TRAFFIC LIGHTS.

GREEN is GO and RED is STOP

When it shows GREEN, we had no choice but to GO

When it shows RED, we had no choice but to STOP

In life, we also had a lot of green and red light. We have to treat them wif the RIGHT ATTITUDE!

When u are rushing, u will hate the RED LIGHT

Sometimes when we are doing something, we are stop by some unknown reasons too and this cannot be control by us.

Every road brings the person using it to a destination.

In the road of life, the person decides where will he be going at the end.

Ur life is in ur own hands.

Roads can be two ways or only one way.

U might have a U-turn sign sometimes, but it does not appear at every road!

If u have a two way road, u can choose which way to go, but its always in opposite direction. If u are lucky enough to meet the U-turn sign, u would be able to turn back if u find that u are heading the wrong way. But if you meet the U-turn sign but still do not noe that u are heading the wrong way, u will have to go a longer way, to get ur way right again! That's a waste of time! Some people might not even noe that they need to turn back, because they did not discover that they are going the wrong path. At this point of time, road signs come into ur rescue. And i think that road signs are like family and friends in life! They always guide u along and help u to find the correct way! Some people will choose to ignore the road signs, which might cause them to suffer. This is ur choice of course. But it is always advisable to follow the road signs, though not all road signs are correct!! But a majority of them are!

If u hav a one way road, u only had this one way to go. Some might be able to see the light going in the same direction, but some will see dead end when they reach the end of the road. U do not hav the U-turn sign this time. And u cannot walk back towards where u came from in the road of life. These people will be stuck at the dead end, never able to find their way out! So u choose urself in the road of life too, whether u want to see the LIGHT or u want to see the DEAD END!!

So people! Choose ur own road to go, and remember that in the road of life, u onli go through ur road once. U CHOOSE whether u want ur road to be ONE-WAY or TWO-WAYS. If u choose it to be one-way, u choose again whether u want to see the light, or u want to see the dead end for the rest of ur life till the day u die. If u choose a two-ways road, make sure u noe where u are heading towards and whether u are going in the right direction! HOWEVER, no matter it is a one-way road or a two-ways road, ROAD SIGNS always APPEAR! LOOK AT THEM, dun MISS anyone of them that pass by ur life!! CHERISH THEM!!

That's the end of my enlightment today=)



This is life@
1:48 PM
Wednesday, May 31, 2006





Hey ppl... we hav less than 24 hours now! to prepare for the tough battle and first battle on monday!! ppl say that the first battle is actually the battle that decides the results for the battles coming along... after chinese.. we hav abt 4 more months to prelim and 6 more months to o level!! more battles are coming up!! yea.. so if u wanna boost ur morale, if u wanna feel confident, monday is the day!!! so ppl jia you le!!

Actually i feel worried for my chinese too... i see ppl ard mi getting so hardworking... while i feel like i m doing nothing... in fact.. i had not been doing anithing... argh!!! dunno wat's the problem wif mi too... Chinese should be my hope, should be a subject worth studying hard for... but why m i not doing anithing... WHY!!!

Spend time typing here... its a form of relieve, i felt that this is a world of my own... i like the feeling here... hmmz... life will get tougher for the nxt few months... but we juz had to endure and endure it... yao jin ya guan!!! we can go through this de!!!

JIA YOU ON MONDAY!!! gotta end here=)



This is life@
12:15 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006





I will carry you

Yeah, I know it hurts
Yeah, I know you're scared
Walkin' down The road that leads
To Who-Knows-Where

Dont'cha hang your head
Dont'cha give up yet
When courage starts
To disappear
I will be right here

When your world
Breaks down
And the voices tell you,
"Turn around"
When your dreams
Give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars
Go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you're fallin'
Behind
I will carry you

Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever
Said that life's
An easy thing

That's the beauty of it
When you lose your way
Close your eyes
'N' go to sleep
Wake up to
Another day

When your world
Breaks down
And the voices tell you,
"Turn around"
When your dreams
Give out
I will carry you
Carry you

When the stars
Go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you've fallen
Behind
I will carry you
You should know now
That you're not alone
Take my heart and we will find
You will find
Your way ho-ome

When your dreams
give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars
Go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you've fallen
Behind
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you



This is life@
4:02 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006






hey suan!!!!!! see this?? hoho blogger can put pics le... thank god... aniwae, the bear on the left hand side is the present i gave to suan!! hoho... isn't it kawaiiii!!! omg.... i fell in love wif that bear the first time i saw it man!!! it is simply beautiful!!!!!!!!! arh!!! still got give her some more things... one of them is the sphere puzzle!!!



three sides of the puzzle!! this is the first time i encounter this kind of puzzle.. kinda fresh to me too!! but i get it done aniwae.. hahaz... yepz.. still gave her two other things... but... nv take photo of them...

yeahz!!! that's all i wanna say!! i go and do my chinese essay le!! gd luk ppl!!! 4 more days to 29/5!



This is life@
7:45 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006





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This is life@
8:12 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006





Woo!! Ever since i had taken photos for the seashells, i fell in love wif taking pictures man... i think it is really amazing how camera and light can work together, to produce an effect that i m unable to describe wif words... the product is juz beyond description!! u guys might find that the pictures are nth... but to me, they are special!! and coOL!!! lurve the effect and how the whole thing turns out to be like!! show some of them!!

Off to study chinese le!! byebye ppl!!



This is life@
7:22 PM





Today is a holiday for all beattyians due to the election!! Hmm.. i went to east coast wif sookie, sherlyn, shiqing, qingying and meichiee!! hmmm but meichiee left at 12 something lohz... then after meichiee's 'departure', we went back to the seawall yeahz... we notice that the tide went much higher than in the early morning yeahz... We also went to the beach to collect seashells for 7 ppl! hahaz.. too bad suan, huixin and huiping not wif us arhT_T SAD LOZ!!!

Anyway... we collect seashells for them, still got 4 more! who are jasmine, ruluan, janet and Ms Lim!! hope they like it loz.. hoo... wash the seashells for a long time man... then my hands all wrinkled.. so disgusting... but nvm, they r very beautiful!! i took some photos of them... b4 i give suan suan hahaz!!






The seashells are very beautiful.... at least to me...actually wanna 'coup' some de... but its okie hahaz, i m a gd gal!! no doubt abt this ppl!! hahaz... aniwae... its now very late yea.. my eyelids are very heavy... esp after one whole day of fun... will try to unload today's photo de!! hahaz... NITEZ PPL!!! SWEET DREAMS!!



This is life@
11:19 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006





WoW!!! Let'S counT!!! i hav not been here to blog for abt 9 days... mid yr exam had finally become history!!! worth celebratin? but this meant that prelims and o lvl is coming too... arh... doesn't symbolise anithing gd though... Nv study real hard for this mid yr exam... All those wat study harder is all BULLSHIT man!!! i also dunno wat i had been doing.. haiz... busy studying?? yeah.. slacking is part of studying too... haiz...

Think i muz really chiong for June Holiday le... cannot study last min... really cannot take in all those stuff at once... Now muz prepare for mass revision... prepare tissue paper... hahaz... this is the consequences i will get... for not studying hard... hahaz... but as if crying helps... i guess it is juz a way of relieving the regret bahz... maybe it helps in a way...

I reckon the teachers will continue to teach tomolo bahz?? unless the mass revision is for the whole day... which means that i hav to bring back all the textbooks, workbooks, exercise books... alamak!! so heavy... shit loz.... muz go pack my file later i think... hahaz...

Hmmm... mid yr exam has ended... this thurs and fri co is resumed... but this time rd abit different... will be without the seniors.... hmmm... LIFE WILL BE SO BORING WITHOUT CO LA!!!!! haiz... dunno wat will i do... as if go home will really study... but i guess i will hav to.... i wanna play my yang qin la... haiya... o lvl is so stupid!!!! CO has really become part of my life le... haiz...

There is a lot to say, but i dunno how to put it in complete sentences.... hahaz... mixed emotions.... hoho.. how is my juniors gonna make it.... hope they can hang on there.. i think i really muz draw out some time to really teach them properly... haiz.. dun think i had been doing enouf... ARGH!!! Muz settle everything then i can study peacefully... yeahz...

Alright... i shall stop here and do other stuffs now... i had juz discovered that there is a lot to do!! omg... buaiz buaiz bb!! maybe i will update more frequently... EXAM IS OVER!!! yapz!!! 14days more to CHINESE OLVL!!



This is life@
9:25 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006





wow... heaven been here for a long time.... i m gonna study finish my chem tonight!!!!!! wish mi gd luk!! and tomolo i m going to chiong A MATHS!!! i really hope i will do well for my A maths... its my onli hope... haiz... i noe chem... i m not gonna make it le... haiz... so sad.... sch is a torture.... almost everyday got two papers... i think onli tuesday will hav one paper which is E maths 2... yeah... going to study abit geo tomolo too... or else i wun be able to finish studying...

sacrifice my sleeping time... it doesn't matter if i can get gd grades... but if things turn out the other way out, this wun be worth it... SO STRESSFUL!!!!! O lvl.. haiz.. coming sooooo soooonnnn... suan's bd also coming le... 23/5 hmmm.... june holiday will onli start at 27/5... i found out that it is totally the same as last yr's holiday( the starting day of the june holiday)!! i think i will be studying for this whole holiday!! yap!! this time rd really muz force myself le... dun care....

yeah.. gotta go... chiong finish chem first... 3 more chapters to go!! GOGOGO!!! [not sleeping tonight? maybe so hahaz] NITEZ ppl!!



This is life@
1:06 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006