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whenever i m here to post... it meant that either i had finish all my work or i m slacking... and right now... i believe i m slacking because i m suppose to use this time to study for my geo test and physics test coming up on wed and thurs... and what m i doing here!!! haiz... nvm.. sometimes juz nid to take a break!!

haiz... i noe a lot of cca already stepped down le... but it juz happened that our cca heaven yet... can u be more patient.... u say u dun wanna stress mi... but here u are keep mentioning... and i dun wanna avoid the problem... i really dun wan... but wat can i ans u?? i had told u wat i m suppose to say right.... dun ask mi animore le... i dunno anithing... and even if right now we stepped down immediately u are still not excused for the cca... u got it?? (juz some personal thingy....)

physics tys is placed in front of me.... i hoped i had the energy to lift up my pen and start doing... really... but i dun hav... i juz dun feel like doing anithing right now... or maybe i should do my chinese compo.. then i can concentrate on studying tomolo? i should finish all homework first.... perhaps... sch life is as boring as usual... and nothing interesting is happening... that's why i look forward for thurs and fri to come.... because got chinese orchestra... it is something that can destress mi.... i juz dunno why ppl wanna use cca to tie themself down when they can enjoy... if u already not devoted to ur cca why u choose it at first manz..... juz get something u like... dun choose for the sake of choosing... that's wat i really thinking and this applies to all ppl.... listening to songs are a gd way to calm down ur emotions too... so sometimes juz put down ur pen and let go of ur knowledge for that moment... sit down... and really do something u wanna do... or in this world a lot of death will be caused by stress.... overwork... things like that yar.... dun wanna see this happening to urself? then let urself rest!!

Studies, family, friendship!! i see problem in all three most important things at this stage of life... friends... i really dun understand animore... wat do u really want... can u tell mi... ignoring and ignoring.... u make mi lose all my courage to go and tok to u... so is this really wat u want now... i had no energy to think abt all my problem wif u le.... are friends suppose to be like that....
studies... another crucial thing... i will juz do watever i can... and my very best bahz.. wat else can i do....
family.... i dun give a damn animore... let them juz be wat they wanna be... i dun care.... i juz wanna be alone... isolated in my own world... awareness......... i juz dun wanna this word to be in my dictionary now...

my physics tys juz told mi i m neglecting it... so i m going back to it... physics jia you!! gogogo.... if u believe u can do it... u definately can!! sookie, suansuan, huixin, meichiee, lay, dia and ...... watever.... i believe we all can do it... if u all believe in urself... believe in ur books!! u will hav no problem attaining wat u want.... GOGOGO!!!!



This is life@
9:36 PM
♥Monday, February 20, 2006