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Today is the release of O lvl results!! and as much as i hav expected... huiyi though did not top this time... but still did very well... get second!! no bs loz.. all As!!! if i can be like that... things will be so nice... but its not easy... really not easy.. and i noe i will nid to do a lot of things on my part... STUDY HARD!!! wat else can i do... sometimes i really feel like taking a break... a very very long break.... i nid to cool my engine... or it will breakdown one day....

listening to songs are really a gd form of relaxation.... reading books too... should take a break this weekend... but still muz study... cannot break totally... still got homework!! omg... i owe mrs tan super lots of things!!! spontaneous writing nv hand in, compo nv hand in... watever homework i also nv hand in.. and very funnie... i will onli not hand in homework when it comes to english.. and i dunno why!!!

When i m in the hall today.... i juz feel very heavy all of a sudden... especially when ms liza say pure geo 100% passes... i dunno wat can i react... iszit really possible for mi to get at least an A2 for it?? can it surpass my combined humans?? guess muz really suddenly damn hard for mi to obtain that... and i m very worried abt my eng lo... i m afraid that my eng cannot make it... wif mrs tan as my eng teacher somemore... whole day onli noe how to nag!! haiz...

I m looking forward to that day when i m stepping down from council!!!! it symbolises a kind of relief... i m throwing some of my burden into the sea when i step down... but we are now promoted to watever shit mentors.... haiz... why can't i juz get myself out of all these.... its really tiring sometimes....

Today sookie and me tried to tok to the co members... they are tire.... they are stress up... i can really understand... but i dun understand why muz they bring their frustrations into co when they can enjoy and destress themselves....haiz.... there are really a loads of things i cannot explain though.... sec4 life... starting of another new chpt..... ending of secondary sch life... CO nxt yr syf better JIA YOU!!! we will be back!! hoho!! but as audience this time... it is so much easier to be an audience than a performer hahz...

Watever things happen... i will juz face and solve it... no use running away... facing and solving is still the words... new challenges will always come by ur way... life is about challenges!! i m so sleepy now... mi go sleep le!! its really tiring to be studying non-stop... break time now!! gd nitez=)



This is life@
9:58 PM
♥Friday, February 10, 2006