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hmmz next sunday is 6th month anniversary wif him.... half a yr le... and after that is my birthday arh... hehez... ppl pls prepare my present orhz!!! hahaz.... aniwae...... i m very confused by him nehz... he sometimes can be very gd... but sometimes can totally dun care... i realli dunno why.... i m trying not to be wilful, trying to be understanding..... trying this and trying that... but why can't things juz work out.... each time i wanna give him up i tell myself dun... i still muz hold on... still want to see how things proceed.... CAN'T U JUZ TREAT ME BETTER??!!! qi si wo le...I hate it.... i dun like u behaving like that.... hope u can see this one.... u nid to understand wat i wants... haiz.... u are important... but i m getting realli tire... realli.....

hmm... today i went to ite east college, to help out in the co.... zhou lao shi ask us to go and help coz the ppl there cannot make it arh... but i think if they wanna practice they can do it de la.... juz attitude problem bahz... hmm... the gu zheng realli is not bad.... but a bit po la lahz... hahaz.... but i think they are all nice ppl bahz...

time is passing on so fast and i m proceeding to nxt yr's 4e2... i had bought all my books... but i m not realli ready for sec 4... i m afraid.... i m scare that i wun do well... esp in my pure geo and pure scis..... sometimes i will wonder that whether i nid to drop A maths anot... coz nxt yr's chpt is not going to be easy le... haiz... I wanna hav fun during this holiday... i still heaven prepare for my reassesment nxt yr!! i m going to die le la... haiz.. so stress sia...

i dunno wat i want... wat to do wif him... or wat to do wif us.... hoho... got one more problem now... shall i go to campus superstar?? can anione give mi idea...... hahaz....

[when i make up my mind... nth can be changed]



This is life@
8:39 PM
♥Saturday, November 19, 2005