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Hmmmz...... time is flying..... i cannot catch it..... tuesday is coming soon... very very soon.... and i m scare... realli.... scare..... i m realli worried about my solo..... i dunno why..... juz hope i wun stop suddenly... i realli very scare i will do that... almost become my habit le.... haiz.... dunno why.... my hands will da jie de!!! PLS LET MI SUCCEED!!! i m still practising now..... I still dunno how to walk lehz... hehez....

Aniwae..... today went to payar lebar kovan community club.... and practise there.... hmmmz.... i think each grp are improving.... fast.... but i think i kinda slow... plus i very nervous.... i realli dunno why i get nervous so easily.... haiz.... jiu ming arh!!! Hmm.... i enjoy playing yang qin... i dun wanna let myself be so tense up... i wanna enjoy my music.... but i think my left hand very useless...... my left hand is a burden to my yangqin.... but... i will work on it.... i working on 3 yrs le... still no use... dunno why... hw i wish my reaction of my left hand can be faster.... the best is can be same as my right hand... haiz... so sad arh......
Me now practising in processs.... shan't tok much too!! BUAIZ BUAIZ!!

[time is running out for me, but i juz couldn't catch it]
[when i believe i can do it, i realli hope i can]
[nothing is 100% guarantee, juz hope miracle will happen on tuesday]
[i only can tell myself to jia you.......]



This is life@
10:22 PM
♥Sunday, November 06, 2005