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Haiz.... very very disappointed wif my sci..... i also dunno how to score in these subjects.. my science had always been the lousiest... since P3..... i realli hope i can do well in sci... at least a B3 mahz... haiz... my L1R5 abt 18 and my sci took up 1/3 of my L1R5... this is like.... so sad loz..... tomolo we will be checking all our marks le... haiz.. quite prepared for it anyway..... juz hope that i dint fail any.... my chem is the most worrying subject now as i failed my ca2....

Anyway, my maths this time rd got better grades than other subjects.... A maths got A1 and E maths got A2... That's the only two subjects that I got As.... I nv expected my maths to be my best subject... i always thought that my chinese is the strongest... but ever since the paper is set by Ms TTL i lost hope... totally.... haiz.... Chinese is no longer my outstanding subject... no longer the subject that i can be proud of.... this is so not me.....

I m going to start working on my Eng.... my Eng and Chi both got B3 now... and normally this is impossible.... so my sec 3 life is like everything turns out to be different from wat i expected... like for my combined humanities... i expected myself to do better in SS this time... but i did better in History....

I m going to hang on for my pure sciences.... until nxt yr january after the reassesment marks come out..... i think i will cheong my tys for this holiday... i realli muz buck up liao.... i cannot afford to lose pure sciences... i wanna go sci stream... i wanna study C maths and F maths.... i muz jia you!! ppl outta there... pls jia you for mi!!

Aniwae.... CO is getting better i think... the members are also getting better... this is a gd omen... i love CO... so i hope the members will cooperate wif us to make CO better!! 2007 muz at least get silver... hmmz... i nid to think of strategies to let members willing to practice sia.... even my two little juniors loz... they nid to buck up le... Yang Qin is progressing so slowly.. i think i dint teach them well enouf arh... shall put more effort in them.... Let's make music better=)
Its late now orhz... mi gotta go... play a few games and to bed... orhz ya.... still nid to do A maths bonomials... hehez... jia you ppl!

[When life is not what u expected to be, you will hav to adapt to the new style of life]
[When you wanna do something, dun do it halfway, do it till the end and give ur best shot]
[When you want to acheive something, make sure u did try ur best, if u realli did try ur best, u hav succeeded, but when u dint, dun make a fuss over it, REFLECT]
[When you want to hav a smooth sail across the ocean, dun carry things that will cause u to sink]
[Before you do something, make sure u think as many times as possible first, to confirm you will be doing the right things]
[Live life to the fullest, make sure u noe ur aims in life to find out the purpose of you living in this world, but not be a parasite to the society]



This is life@
9:27 PM
♥Thursday, October 20, 2005