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happy 5th month anniversary dear** finalli 5 months le... had been counting down since a few days ago arh.. hoho... think i m kinda crazy bahz... trapped in ur net.... i cannot go aniwhere arh.... haiz.... is this a gd or bad thing? definately hope that it is gd arh=)

aiyayaya..... today almost gone through wif lao shi the whole song of my solo piece liao arh... left 2 weeks for mi to piang liao arh.... scare scare arh... haiz.. aniwae... realli hope i can do it!! Muz train my self-confident then can!

tomolo finalli last day of sch le... as days past by... it meant that my sec three life is getting shorter also le.... and tomolo will mark the end of my sec three life... (though not officially sec 4 yet) its raining very very heavily outside down... and as i m typing each letter down... i can hear the loud thunder arh... so scary... scare my com will juz black out at ani moment as the lightning strikes... hoho....

i realli feel that time juz passes by so fast... even sometimes faster than lightning arh.... haiz... i reali dun wish to go to sec4.... i dun wanna feel the tremendous pressure on mi... i dun wanna take o lvl... but do i hav a choice... i cannot even choose... i guess i juz hav to proceed wif time arh.... haiz.... i m going to 15 arh... still sound so young... but yet so old... hahaz.. also dunno wat i toking abt.... haiz... English is realli one of my troubles... i realli hope i can do well in English... someone pls help!! teach mi how to do well in English arh... haiz.... Joining E2 isn't a wrong decision... for i m sure that my English did maintain its standard... at least its normal in my class... and my "gang" communicate in English arh... so its not so bad bahz....

hahaz.. dun feel like sleeping now though the weather is nice for sleeping... writing testi for my beloved jiejie also(moh shi qing)..... she so ma fan hoho... hope she sees this hoho!! jking arh jiejie!! no offence!! suaning u hav become part of my life... Anyway... not feeling very well today arh.. until now my stomach still not very well arh.. and now abit feverish liao!! dunno wat's wrong wif mi also!! hoho..... but i die also will go sch tomolo de!! coz tomolo last day liao arh!!

now mi go and d/l songs liao!! bb ppl!! update u guys tomolo if possible!! hehez... buaiz buaiz!! hope tomolo will be better day!!!

[everyone pins for a gd future, but u nid to fight for it urself]
[u nid to strive for better, nid to hav the right attitude to survive in this society]
[friends will not be wif yar forever!! but dun lose contact wif them arh!!]
[love is all that i can give to u*, love is more than juz a game for two]
[I juz love u.... without any reason]

special msg to the special u*:
hmmmz..... 5 months today arh... realli hope this will go on and on and on like a cycle... nth will ever stop going round.... nid yar by my side and hope u always do arh!! =)



This is life@
9:42 PM
Thursday, October 27, 2005