To My Dearest Friend:
HOhohoho.... today someone bd nehz... hmmz... hope u enjoy the video put up by the wu liao san ren zhu!!! hahaz.... 15 yrs ago today..... a gal was borned..... Ng Say Lay?? hahaz... yep think so... help mi thanks ur mum for giving birth to u...... Someone that had already became part of my life... hahaz... think i m a very emotional person nehz.. hahaz.... realli hope u will be happy... i give all my blessing to u k?? gd luk my friend..... if u can catch mi if i fall..... i think i will try to lessen ur load by trying not to fall bahz... hahaz.... last but not least!! HAPPY BD!!!! when i finished figuring out how to play the song on piano i will play it!! hahaz....
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hahaz.... such a pity today laylay go out wif hh... but its okie la..... they missed their anni.... aniwae..... i juz read my blog entries... i felt that i m full of hatred(i had juz told yulin that...) hahaz.... juz hope that i will be back to normal soon..... hahaz.... a person full of hatred will nv be happy.... but in contracy.... i wanna to be happy.... thanks to the smilez of wenyao!! hahaz... thanks yao jiejie!!! I noe i m not alone k....
today went to sch late again... hahaz..... but luckily there were still enouf time for mi to finish my reading test... hahaz.... hope tml i will not be late for my A maths lesson... haiz... till now i m still trying to get the a maths txtbk... hope i can get 1... I m so damn stupid to forget to take it back home man!!! ARHHHHH... my chem also inside..... haiz..... I WANT TO STUDY HARD!!! I VOWED!!!! i nid to buck up on so mani subjects lo.... haiz... physics... cannot make it..... chem... also going to die soon.... pure geo.... juz pass grade.... chinese..... i mentioned b4.... eng... suprisingly this time better than my chi.... A maths... my onli A1.... e maths.....will try to buck up on it..... combined humans... lucki i dint failed it again....
overall... my result..... in a way not bad as i dint flunk ani.... but.... haiz..... my class is realli too competitive... so stress..... i realli scare i cannot cope... but i dun wish to drop.... i will try to hold on..... i will jia you de!!! may god bless mi!!!
hahaz.... now mi go eat dinner le.... then study later.... hehez... buaiz buaiz!!!
[if i can lead a "stressless" life.... i m desperate for such life]
[ppl say certain right amout of stress can be another form of motivation, so i hope it can motivate mi]
[life is not always a bed of roses]
[muz noe how to cherish ur loved one, ur best friends......]
[glad that i still had not lost all of myself]
[if u fall, stand up by urself, learn to be independant. One nid to grow up]
[its other ppl mouth that talks, its urself that control ur own destiny]
This is life@
8:02 PM
♥Wednesday, September 07, 2005