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hohoho..... i finalli finished my CME project 10 mins ago!! got something to hand it le!! then elizabeth tan will not scold hehez... so long dint post le..... holiday is going to over le... tomolo sch will reopen liao!! hohohoho so sad... but aniwae.... my holiday is equal to no holiday!! so it doesn't matter to mi... wat matters to mi most now is three more weeks then final yr exam le... haiz... i heaven started studying... but classmates around mi had already started... they so damn hardworking.... i m worried... but i m lazy by nature... anione got ani gd way of letting oneself not to be lazy?? muz teach mi if u all noe!! haiz....

i wanna get gd grades at end of yr.... i m not satisfied wif juz an A1 when everyone around mi had at least 2 As.... haiz... i wonder where all my As had gone.... i realli dunno wat can i do to bring them back.....

FAN arh.... i feel that stress is coming back... and is coming back wif double force.... haiz.... but its a gd thing that council there had not much thing to do recently... aniwae.... CO is going to hav a lunch time concert on 8/11 orh.... hehez.... aniwae..... mi playing a solo piece on that day... haiz worri worri worri..... i m a very very very easy then will get nervous de person... if anithing crop up that day i will die XP!!! aniwae..... the song doesn't seem to be easy too... but i nid to study nehz... how m i going to cope?? opps... die die die.... wahahhaha..... think i m going mad... lao shi going to listen abit nxt week i think so... hehez.... so wish mi gd luk orhz....

Abt him?? I m realli realli realli very very very fed up abt him.... so fed up that i already xin hui yi leng le.... aniwae.... i dun wish to think abt that animore liao... so sianz and tire thinking abt him... him.... and him..... haiz.... i realli dunno whether he understands wat m i thinking abt anot.... i felt that i m not treated correctly by him.... i realli dunno wat m i to him.... i want to salvage the relationship but how to when we dint quarrel or anithing... haiz....

Ding Dong Ding Dong... Aniwae... my macdonald had juz arrived.... going to eat my dinner liao... that's enouf for tonight? hehez... buaiz buaiz

[thinking abt u make mi feel very very tire]
[i hope u can find out the way of treating mi correctly....]
[i once tot that u will be my everything....]
[i once tot that i will not be hurt again]
[are ur promises juz for the sake of promising??]
[if u forget everything.... pls find it back then come and find mi]
[i still dun want to give up now..... but its up to u... realli]



This is life@
8:52 PM
♥Sunday, September 11, 2005