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Today i read lay's blog......... i felt abit of sourness overwhelming mi..... though she did not mention btz mi much.........but..... i juz felt that i should also be blamed too.... Why i had guiltiness over myself? Noe wat... when lay was typing her blog, i was on the coach to genting.... i dint even noe wat is going on now wif her, i dunno if she were unhappy btz me coz she also dint mention much, i hope that if she saw this blog, she will tok to mi in future when she is feeling unhappy, i juz wanted to be a best friend to her, juz wanted to let her feel that i care and cherish our friendship, but reality onli allows me to be drifted more apart from the three of them, which i doesn't wanted it to happen..... i wanted to spend more time wif them, want to noe everything abtz them, juz wanted to let my best friends noe that i will be wif them no matter how busy i m in the future, i want to let them noe that i m always there for them, will always be wif them no matter wat, when i read till the part when she say she was crying......... i realli felt that i m such a failure.... i realli wanna say something to her, LAY I M ALWAYS UR BEST FRIEND, ALWAYS WILL BE BEHIND U, SUPPORTING U NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN, PLS DUN KEEP EVERYTHING TO URSELF, I WANT TO BE THE FIRST TO NOE WAT'S GOING ON WIF U, WAT'S HAPPENING TO U, I NOE U WOULD NOT CRY IN FRONT OF US, BUT I M ALWAYS WILLING TO LEND U MY SHOULDERS, I WANT TO CONSOLE U, I NOE U NEED US AND I WANT TO TELL U THAT I NEED U ALL TOO, I M ALSO SAD, I ALSO WANTED TO BE BACK TO THE PAST, BUT I PROMISE NO MATTER IN THE PAST OR NOW OR EVEN FUTURE, OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME, NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN.....I REGARD U GALS AS MY VERY DEAR AND BEST FRIEND, I M LONELY IN MY CLASS WITHOUT THE THREE OF U, I REALLI DUN WANT TO LOSE ANIONE OF U GALS, BEST FRIEND ARE HARD TO COME BY, BUT I MET MINE, I CHERISHED THEM MORE THAN ANITHING ESLE!!!!!!!
U THREE HEARD MI??????????????????



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8:45 PM
♥Thursday, March 31, 2005