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Today i read lay's blog......... i felt abit of sourness overwhelming mi..... though she did not mention btz mi much.........but..... i juz felt that i should also be blamed too.... Why i had guiltiness over myself? Noe wat... when lay was typing her blog, i was on the coach to genting.... i dint even noe wat is going on now wif her, i dunno if she were unhappy btz me coz she also dint mention much, i hope that if she saw this blog, she will tok to mi in future when she is feeling unhappy, i juz wanted to be a best friend to her, juz wanted to let her feel that i care and cherish our friendship, but reality onli allows me to be drifted more apart from the three of them, which i doesn't wanted it to happen..... i wanted to spend more time wif them, want to noe everything abtz them, juz wanted to let my best friends noe that i will be wif them no matter how busy i m in the future, i want to let them noe that i m always there for them, will always be wif them no matter wat, when i read till the part when she say she was crying......... i realli felt that i m such a failure.... i realli wanna say something to her, LAY I M ALWAYS UR BEST FRIEND, ALWAYS WILL BE BEHIND U, SUPPORTING U NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN, PLS DUN KEEP EVERYTHING TO URSELF, I WANT TO BE THE FIRST TO NOE WAT'S GOING ON WIF U, WAT'S HAPPENING TO U, I NOE U WOULD NOT CRY IN FRONT OF US, BUT I M ALWAYS WILLING TO LEND U MY SHOULDERS, I WANT TO CONSOLE U, I NOE U NEED US AND I WANT TO TELL U THAT I NEED U ALL TOO, I M ALSO SAD, I ALSO WANTED TO BE BACK TO THE PAST, BUT I PROMISE NO MATTER IN THE PAST OR NOW OR EVEN FUTURE, OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME, NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN.....I REGARD U GALS AS MY VERY DEAR AND BEST FRIEND, I M LONELY IN MY CLASS WITHOUT THE THREE OF U, I REALLI DUN WANT TO LOSE ANIONE OF U GALS, BEST FRIEND ARE HARD TO COME BY, BUT I MET MINE, I CHERISHED THEM MORE THAN ANITHING ESLE!!!!!!!
U THREE HEARD MI??????????????????



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8:45 PM
♥Thursday, March 31, 2005





too long no blog le..... so sori..... hmmmz time flies, three months have passed already!! Sch holiday had also started yesterday.... got back progress card.... I failed my combined humanities..... i didn't fail a single test since i step into secondary sch man... then somemore i failed by 1 mark!!! so patheic arh... wasted man.... maybe is becoz i dint study... but whenever got ss test, there will also be e maths and geography test.... i also dunno how to study and when to start.... haiz..... its so stressful...... feel so sad when i noe i failed!! TOday showed my aunt the progress card... kanna scolded!!! ehhz but nvm... today morning i went k-box wif lay, may and dia.... after 2 pm when we came out, we went to walk around tp!!! we stayed at tp until 6pm... wonder how we did it... hahaz.... aniwae.... we very long dint go out le... so i enjoyed it loz...=) hahaz we met peiqi at macdonald... still got xiuyue and yuying... hmmz they all studying... so hard working lo..... hahaz!! Hmmz 1 year and few months more to my o'lvl le... haiz... juz feel like enjoying myself now.... and study hard also... when i update the result for term 2 i hoped it will be gd news....

*eNeRgY 4eVeR*



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8:36 PM
♥Saturday, March 12, 2005





Hmmmz if i m not wrong i suppose i heaven been blogging these few days. Partially because of too mani test this week, then when i had the time to use the com, my aunt go and install the new modem.... then the singtel say the acct. heaven activated so i can't use the com coz use already no internet access also useless!!! ehhhz, aniwae.... my physics and chemistry got onli a juz pass rate... i so stupid de...T_T can't even get better marks.... Social Studies and emaths also not gd!! i think this time round my report card sure chan(3) bu(4) ren(2) du(3) haiz.... Hmmmz.... i had been studying for so mani days this week..... very sianz lehz.... didn't get enouf sleep also haiz... tomolo goin to watch movie wif may and dia le wahahhahaa!! Howl's moving castle, looks nice. Aniwae i will noe it tomolo! hahaz....cannot recall wat i wanna say liao... that's for today!!

*eNeRgY 4eVeR*



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8:42 PM
♥Friday, March 04, 2005