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ohohohohoho.... tomolo is new year eve..... firstly i want to wish all my friends a very happy chinese new year! Will my family be eating reunion dinner tomolo?? perhaps.... hahaz... but aniwae.... tomolo need to reach sch by 6:30am man.... i alredi not enouf sleep le.... ZzZzZ...... still need to wake up so the early because the Chinese Orchestra got a performance tomolo and is on the first item.... I need to tune my yang qin coz da Vincent say my yang qin super not in tune.... my new yang qin keep zhou ying!! btw... i tot of practising my yang qin today when i reached home, but i forget to bring my score and yang qin zhu back!! hahaz... cannot practise le... hope nothing will go wrong tomolo!!! I always got stage fright. When i get nervous b4 the performance, nothing will go wrong. But if i get nervous during the performance something will sure go wrong... hahz.... I m very tire this few days because I am busying doing homework or studying for exams and stuff like that..... school life is so tire!!! *ARghZ* I am going to break down le.... especially when i see him everyday!!!!!!! THiNGS got Worst!!!! I am tire of unable to forget those past memories.... but i cannot control myself, i cannot forget realli.... How m i supposed to forget someone when i saw that someone everyday!!!! I dunno whether i dun wan to forget or cannot forget.... i onli noe that the more i try to forget, the more i remember, flashes of the past came back without my knowing!! I nid someone to kai dao mi, i nid someone to guide mi back to my right path. Almost 9 months already!! I duno why i cannot forget.... I REALLI DUNNO!!!!! I felt like scolding myself, i m so the silly!! I juz dunno why... i m at a total lost... someone help!!!!!!!!!

*EnErGy EvEr*



This is life@
7:32 PM
♥Monday, February 07, 2005