OoJuZ aBt MeoO

2011-05-22T06:39:00.002+08:00

I have not been here for 5 months!

Finally, sec sem of uni has ended.

Time for meet ups and myself(:

2010-11-27T02:13:00.004+08:00

FEELS HAPPY TALKING TO OLD FRIENDS :D

SAD BECAUSE THERE'S ONLY TWO WEEKS LEFT AND MY KNOWLEDGE IS STILL AS GOOD AS ZERO!

TO BE POSITIVE, I STILL HAVE TWO WEEKS TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT!

DE LAB IS KINDA COOL

2010-11-21T19:14:00.002+08:00

Can I have some motivation pills or something like tt?

And I need deactivate my facebook acct, stop youtubing like I have all the time in the world ):

OK MAIN PT IS I NEED TO BE FOCUSED AND START STUDYING!

HENG YI LING STUDYYYYYYYYY PLEASEEEEEE! IF NOT YOU ARE GONNA FAIL AGAIN!

2010-10-31T02:30:00.002+08:00

现在只要听到她们的歌，看到她们的视频，就会想到被火灼伤的Selina.
也会很想哭，好心疼她。
大家要替她祈祷，希望她可以渡过这个难关，康复之路会很顺利，很快就会再次出现在银幕前。
人生真的很无常，没有人会料到下一秒将发生什么事。
Selina 加油！！！

2010-10-11T18:07:00.003+08:00

COMPUTINGGGG ARGHHHHHH!!! ):

Anyway I found a pretty picture!

LOVE PIANO, LOVE MINIATURES!!!

2010-09-12T00:02:00.003+08:00

I have not been blogging for real long, and I just suddenly have the urge to be back here.

I met awesome people! And school has been good, can I say except for the studying part? ): Hall life is hectic too, its good practice for me, I'll learn how to be more disciplined. Digital electronics, physics and computing are killing me! (Though i haven't really spend time reading and trying to understand yet, hope I'll understand, if not I'll be dead).

And I'm here for another purpose! Finally I have started to listen to Chinese songs again(it had been real long too), thanks to Hebe! She's powerful, I'm sure being in SHE had trained her well too, but finally she had a chance to really show herself, especially her gentle yet powerful and versatile vocals! AWESOME TTM! Its really a very nice album in the kinda stagnant Chinese music now! There are too many nice songs, I will recommend people to just listen to the whole album(Y)

2010-08-13T01:52:00.000+08:00

Maybe I can like someone again.

2010-08-05T01:30:00.001+08:00

I'm so gonna do this tmr! :D

2010-06-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

Worked so hard to be labelled as "only-know-how-to-have-fun". How sad.

There goes the top of my list again. And all plans messed up, even so, I could not disobey.

2010-05-19T00:58:00.006+08:00

I've been addicted on this song for Ｉ-forgot-how-long! Love the lyrics too!

The song is written by Kate Voegele! She has her own version titled angel! And its awesome too! Totally different feeling! Love acoustic!

2010-05-15T13:58:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st La (:

And I'm so lazy to blog nowadays! Just wanna share a song!
I've never told you-Colbie Caillat

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe it that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Everybody has someone they miss.
And whoever it may be, Say it all before its all too late.

2010-04-24T00:29:00.002+08:00

So proud of them!(: And their voices sound awesome together!! Its definitely not an easy song! And its just so cool! (:

2010-04-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

Just saw Carrie Underwood performing on American Idol, Idol gives back show! She's like freaking awesome!!! I've heard the song before but dint had a real deep impression, today I saw her singing it live and I thought its really a meaningful song!

Carrie Underwood-Change

What'cha gonna do with the 36 cents
Sticky with Coke on your floorboard
When a woman on the street is huddle in the cold
On a sidewalk vent trying to keep warm
Do you call her over hand her the change
Ask her a story ask her her name
Or do you tell yourself

You're just a fool
Just a fool
You believe you can change the world
You're just a fool
Just a fool
You believe you can change the world

What'cha gonna do when you're watching t.v.
And an ad comes on
Yeah you know the kind
Flashin' up pictures of a child in need
For a dime a day you can save a life
Do you call the number reach out a hand
Or do you change the channel call it a scam
Or do you tell yourself

You're just a fool
Just a fool
You believe you can change the world
Don't you listen to them when they say
You're just a fool
Just a fool
You believe you can change the world

Oh the smallest thing can make all the difference
Love is alive
Don't listen to them when they say
You're just a fool
Just a fool
You believe you can change the world

The worlds so big it could break your heart
And you just wanna help
But not sure where to start
so you close your eyes
Send up a prayer into the dark

You're just a fool
Just a fool
You believe you can change the world
Don't listen to them when they say
Youre just a fool
Just a fool you believe
You can change the world

Oh the smallest thing can all the difference
Love is alive
Don't listen to them when they say
You're just a fool
Just a fool
You believe you can change the world

2010-04-13T21:58:00.006+08:00

Had been kinda busy, even after i left echo.

It feels really good to be an earlybird again! (: I managed to sleep much earlier than before! Not that its really that early, but relatively. Hopefully I will not be posted somewhere far(I'm so happy with bishan!) when fri's schedules out!

Oh and coincidentally saw caleb after his run! I do miss echo, and the people I got to see on an almost daily and weekly routine! Hope that they're all doing well!

I'm missing weekly visits to IRAS! Miss the girls!

Another thing I have to mention, that I'm currently on this book,
Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult!

I'm sure many had read it already! I'm slow to start on books that people are reading like 2/3 yrs back, but I think it doesn't really matter! This is really a good book and I'm 1/4 away from the ending I wish I could finish it today cause I'm expecting so much more to reveal towards the end! Surprisingly, despite knowing that she wrote great books, this is the first book I've read from her. And I can't help myself but continue to flip the pages as the story goes, like the words are stuck to my eyes like a metal will to a magnet. This is just so how attractive it is!

And I need more nice songs! (:

2010-03-21T02:49:00.003+08:00

Went to C-Nai ytd to watch caleb and fong's performance(: And during their interval, I've heard the first four words of a song that I had always been looking for since that show! I dunno if anyone had watched 再生缘，the theme song always made my emotions stir! It was until I heard it again ytd, that I had almost forgotten this song. And I've finally managed to find it! Its really really good!

很想忘记曾经的所有
但你却在我记忆旅行
而且，每步都驚心。
记得忘记，多矛盾的四个字。

林峰-记得忘记

明天過後來揮一揮手
天高地厚就此各自暢遊
忘記玩偶忘不了蕩過韆鞦
縱使雙手多麼緊扣亦要走

從此以後誰也不回頭
一早熱透汗水切勿倒流
忘記沒有忘不了路過沙丘
愛到枯乾都找不到綠洲

你在我記憶旅行每步也驚心
跟你踏過許多足印捨不得轉身
你贈我太多見聞拿不走的熱吻
多努力放低偏不會忘記苦戀紀念品
純屬過路風箏不懂愛別人

浮沙滿地沉重的傳奇
沙粒極重任它浸沒眼眉
忘記道理忘不了亦會別離
在你掌心之中該上自己

你在我記憶旅行每步也驚心
跟你踏過許多足印捨不得轉身
你贈我太多見聞拿不走的熱吻
多努力放低偏不會忘記苦戀紀念品
忘记昨日今日不必要熱吻

你在我記憶旅行每步也驚心
跟你踏過許多足印捨不得轉身
你贈我太多見聞拿不走的熱吻
多努力放低偏不會忘記苦戀紀念品
純屬過路風箏不懂爱别人
寧願以後只可分享半滴吻

2010-03-09T02:48:00.003+08:00

Post #444.

This will be to someone that I really respect and grateful to, for all his teachings. I rmbed the time he woke me up after I fell aslp in his class and from then on I dare not. This is Mr Ng I know, who is strict but at the same time is gd in many ways so that he's well loved by his students.

I just hope that he'll be able to rest in peace, and be happier in the other world. And he's left us and many more batches of students, wonderful memories outside the maths textbook he's always with.

Life is short, you'll never know what happen tmr. Don't be so obbessed with things that you can't take away in this life. Show more concern to people around you, before its all too late. Everyone deserved to be loved.

R.I.P Mr Ng, you'll be remembered.

2010-02-27T10:53:00.002+08:00

黑人终于向范范求婚了！

我想应该很多人都知道了吧！
虽然不怎么关我的事，但是听到了还是很替他们感到很开心！
毕竟在演艺圈的爱情可以长跑10年是满不容易的事情！
范范真的是名副其实的傻大姐！
她不知所措的表情很可爱！
真的觉得很感动！
恭喜哟！
希望他们可以过非常多的十年，一直幸福下去！

2010-02-25T02:55:00.000+08:00

FINALLY FINISHED WATCHING
BEYOND THE REALM OF CONSCIENCE!!!

It is just awesome!!!

主题曲，關菊英很棒！

插曲，make me feel at ease and peaceful!:D

I'm a big fan now of the show! Omg!

2010-02-13T20:55:00.005+08:00

Haven felt so happy for the past few months!

I looked forward to coming home(:
Its the only place that shelters me from everything outside.
And finally a long break! (though i know tues will come with a blink of an eye)

Never a fan of screamo, but I saw this yesterday and I thought this is really cool! Loved phantom of the opera since sec 2! :D

Phantom of the Opera-Nightwish (combination of opera and rock!)

And pink did a great performance on grammy!!! (: So awesome!
How can she still sing so well with all the complicating moves omg!
Glitter in the air-Pink

AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL :D

2010-02-02T01:37:00.003+08:00

Rest in work!

Had been hearing this phrase for two weeks! (:

Contradicting yet something everybody must learn to attain!

Its never easy to hold great responsibility, getting discouraged is okay, but its not okay to habour the thought of quitting, though it seems like the best solution from all these. BUT... I just GOTTA HANG ON! I will since I promised.

Had total fun on sun, though its the last day at WTC! I love fun like this! N it had been awhile!

Time waits for no one! Grab hold of every second!

2010-01-17T22:51:00.001+08:00

一对夫妻，牵着年幼的儿子，有说有笑地走在我面前。
我真心地为他们感到幸福，也默默为他们祝福。

类似这样的幸福，我似乎也有过，
只是那记忆怎么这么模糊，这么遥远？
可不可以不要勾起我对一个完整家庭的渴望。
纵然我从来不觉得那是我的渴望。

坚强、开朗是我的性格，还是我的伪装？
成熟是因为真的成熟，还是是因为我被逼着长大？
被逼着认识大人们丑陋的世界？

其实没有他，也没有什么大不了，
我仍然拥有真正的快乐。
我厌恶的，是这件事对妹妹的影响。
她，本来可以更好。
唉，争气一点啦！

2010-01-17T02:01:00.003+08:00

Its okay if a family is incomplete as long as it has warmth.

When it lacks of both, its gonna be a killer.

At least I thought my sister had died under its hands, with her own mindset that the family doesn't have it.

Every family has its problem, I think mine is real big.

You don't really know how to put it across. Its too long that you don't really know where to start or how to end. It just draws itself in a circle, never-ending, yet torturous and gets even deeper as it goes round and round.

The pain inflicted just got deeper each time the same cycle runs. I don't exactly know whether its me that is too happy-go-lucky that I feel nothing, or I already feel so numb that I feel nothing. Useless in a way. Helpless in another. There's nothing we could do, especially when nothing we had done is right and useful for her. Seriously have no idea whether its just us, or its just her. Except to pray that, this strayed one will be able to get back to the right runway one day.

Is that too much to ask for?

Doesn't she have any idea, the three people, in their three separate rooms, are worrying about the same person, same thing. Why can't she just change for those that love her, for good? What are we to her?

I just hope everyone, especially grandma will be fine, and live on with good health, despite worrying about her every single second.

Some people have to wait till they lose it, to feel regretful. Simply no point.

I know this is real mean, but I seriously feel like giving my parents two tight slaps for throwing this burden to my aunt and grandma, and they have to deal with the mess that they did not have to.

The only thing I can repay her with, is to secure my future, so that I can secure hers. But I'm nowhere there now. Somebody please guide me.

2010-01-15T00:31:00.004+08:00

Today is a total bad day, I just wanna sleep away today and embrace a better tmr! (provided that its better).

The only gd thing is perhaps a new tuition assignment that I could take up!(out of my CMI schedule^^)

Always feel like giving 1 month notice.　Esply now where I really need to plan what should I do.

Plus... I'm getting tired of this.
不说什么，
并不代表你就可以理所当然的误会、谴责我。

2009年，12月。。。
两把好声音。

睽违了七年！终于发片了！

彭佳慧－无法割舍

当不会说谎的人还真可怜
你隐藏心思动摇的指尖
和不时出神发呆回避的眼
你怎么忘了我对你多了解

当两个人的关系只剩以前
我剪断我们之间那条线
想放你飞向蓝天越离越远
但你却拼命飞往我心里面

该割舍却又无法去割舍
原来是感情中最难的功课
我给自己时间让记忆模糊了
今天的泪是明天　的歌

该割舍却又无法去割舍
是伤痛让成长的过程更深刻
在月下会想念但不再等什么
离开很像幸福的曲折

另外一位是睽违了八年的灭绝师太！

黄小琥－没那么简单

没那麽简单就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听
自己作决定

不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易才会特别让人著迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经
想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

真诚、丰富的情感，
有实力的声音
扣人心弦。

2010-01-14T02:51:00.002+08:00

当我每次相信你会变好，
你一定会辜负我对你的期望，
你真的想让看不起你的人都得逞，
而打击我对你，一次又一次的希望。
做自己答应过的事情，真的这么难吗？
做不到就不要答应！
不可以有那么一点点责任感吗！

我不知道还可以做什么。。。
也不想再做什么，
因为你都把别人对你的好
当成是理所当然的事！

I just hope you understand
"no one owes you a living"

I though this song sounds really blissful(:
刚刚听着听着就睡着了，可是这首歌好棒！

幸福的風 - 楊宗緯

2010-01-10T02:10:00.003+08:00

我被锁在矛盾里面。
相信与不相信之间，只有一线之差。

世界上的人真的是无奇不有！！！

his hair is a hat! haha so cool!

I think he's a genius!　Watch from 3:00 onwards! I promise you wun have time to blink! omg!

And this is like LOL??? haha

There's so many "complaints" thats true!

One that really got into me! lol
You passed your A levels but still can't get to SMU?

and the NS thing will get consensus with most guys i supposed! Lol it just made my morning! haha

But anyhow, the whole choir is good! Definitely the keyboardist too! :D

We are the members of the nation, that need some stress relieving.
Haha all the best Singaporeans!!!

2010-01-06T03:36:00.002+08:00

可不可以坚强、有毅力一点？
可不可以有用一点？
不要迷糊、粗心，
不要说那么多的借口。
做好该做的事。
王镒玲，你很欠打。

2010-01-02T02:48:00.005+08:00

Hmm... This is a little late but... I really like this photo lol!

MERRY X'MAS
AND
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !!!(:

I hope 2010 brings me back to school. Time flies. And I'm entering my 2nd decade on earth. I'll work hard to be more accomplished in what I wanna do and what I have to do. Hopefully it'll be a better year than 2009 for everyone (:

And and IT WAS MY FIRST TIME WORKING ON A NEW YEAR DAY! :D

Though its a public hols, I'm not paid like 14/hr, I'm feeling happy back in isetan.

With the staff, with the work, even with the customers who are all rather pleasant today! Everything just felt nice. Perhaps its just good to be back in an old place with all the familiar faces and routines, working tgt as a team, and having a real nice break time for a proper meal, and go anywhere your legs carry you after lunch/dinner. I felt free and satisfied.

Back to echo tmr, thankful for those who are making work much better. I'll strive harder and perserve. Hopefully the school do well, for its a part of my life. I'm seeing it like its a thing of my own, may nt be right, but it drives me to do things for the school. I hope things are as worthwhile as I thought it is.

2009-12-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

我希望我可以多多观察，周围的人。
希望自己可以 conscious 一点。
让你感觉到不自在，是我不好。
真实的话语，有时就是如此伤人。
压抑的情绪，一触即发。
至少我现在想起来的时候，心情会好些。
很快就没事了！(:
谢谢你，谢谢敏惠。

2009-12-22T03:37:00.004+08:00

阴晴不定的天气！

和昨晚相比，今天还算蛮闷热的！
那个热死人不偿命的大太阳就这样一路跟着我到echo！
就算到了晚上，也一点风都没有！
和平常一样，搭了57回家。
想不到的是，我前脚刚离开巴士，就感觉到小雨点打在我手上！
而那毛毛雨，竟在两、三秒内（没有夸张！），变成了倾盆大雨！
还穿着那双超级滑的拖鞋！每走两步路就差点滑倒一次！
我一定要快点换掉这双让我非常没有安全感的拖鞋！

（这是用新手机拍的！）
其实这张照片的重点是。。。

现代人的生活，过于忙碌了！
我们有多久没有好好留意身边的人、事与物？

雨越下越大，旁边的人都纷纷加快脚步（这才是正常的吧？）
只有我这个疯子才会无故的放慢，还很有闲情逸致的拍照！

眼前的一切让我觉得很舒服！
柏油路上的雨水似乎把整片地擦亮了！
对座亮着灯的每户人家，替这样的黑夜增添了希望。（有时候看似微不足道的力量，其实是缺一不可的！）
车辆快速经过，车身后是绽放的水花（形容得很好听，如果喷到我，我就不会这样说了！）
街灯所发射的光束遇到细蒙蒙的雨水，不再刺眼，反而特别迷人。
其实并不是没有看过以上所诉！
但我就是不知道是什么在吸引着我，（可能最近太忙了，都无视于身边的景物！）
只是觉得，我要把这片朦胧美，捕捉下来。

当你有机会稍微停下脚步，看看身边的风景时，
希望你看到的也是美丽，感觉到的也是踏实的心！

不知道是不是因为在我耳边播放着的是如烟！所以一切都显得特别美丽！

五月天-如烟

我坐在床前
望着窗外回忆满天
生命是华丽错觉
时间是贼偷走一切

七岁的那一年
抓住那只蝉
以为能抓住夏天
十七岁的那年
吻过他的脸
就以为和他能永远

有没有那麽一种永远
永远不改变
拥抱过的美丽
都再也不破碎
让险峻岁月不能
在脸上撒野
让生离和死别都遥远
有谁能听见

我坐在床前
转过头看谁在沉睡
那一张苍老的脸
好像是我紧闭双眼
曾经是爱我的
和我深爱的
都围绕在我身边
带不走的那些
遗憾和眷恋
就化成最后一滴眼泪

有没有那麽一滴眼泪
能洗掉后悔
化成大雨降落在
回不去的街
再给我一次机会
将故事改写
还欠了他一生的
一句抱歉

有没有那麽一个世界
永远不天黑
星星太阳万物都
听我的指挥
月亮不忙着圆缺
春天不走远
树梢紧紧拥抱着树叶
有谁能听见

耳际眼前此生重演
是我来自漆黑
而又回归漆黑
人间瞬间天地之间
下次我又是谁

有没有那麽一朵玫瑰
永远不凋谢
永远骄傲和完美
永远不妥协
为何人生最后会像
一张纸屑
还不如一片花瓣
曾经鲜艳

有没有那麽一张书签
停止那一天
最单纯的笑脸和
最美那一年
书包里面装满了
蛋糕和汽水
双眼只有无猜和无邪
让我们无法无天

有没有那麽一首诗篇
找不到句点
青春永远定居在
我们的岁月
男孩和女孩都有
吉他和舞鞋
笑忘人间的苦痛
只有甜美

有没有那麽一个明天
重头活一遍
让我再次感受
曾挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活
我都不浪费
不让故事这麽的后悔
有谁能听见
我不要告别

我坐在床前
看着指尖已经如烟

只能说：“阿信！你词写得太好了啦！”

我不希望当我坐在床前，
看着自己苍老、没有血色的脸时，
播放着的回忆里，有很多遗憾和后悔。

人生这出戏，只能演一次，
如果有些遗憾和后悔，就算有重播，
也只是让自己多看一遍，感受多一次所有的痛楚。
无论如何，也不能够重来，不可能有改写的机会。
要珍惜，每一次能够选择的机会！
要珍惜，现在的每一刻！

2009-12-16T14:38:00.002+08:00

Saw his "I'm Yours" a few days ago! N while i'm blog hopping, I saw his clip again at simin's blog(: Went to see other clips of his!

从他眼神里，可以看得见他有多喜欢 ukelele。
他一举手、一投足，都散发着热忱。
能做自己喜欢的事情，真好！
我希望未来的我也可以！

Echo Music Open Mic 14/12,
我喜欢这样的小小聚会，
喜欢这样的和睦相处。
喜欢可以暂时放下，我们始终是一门生意，
真真正正的是一所音乐学校，
里头的人，都是为了自己所热衷于的事，努力地表演着！
我喜欢，这张大合照！
加油！

I will perserve, and do what I should and ought to do, in all aspects!

2009-12-06T03:45:00.016+08:00

Mon met up with Mel!!! Astons! :D But no baked potatos ): sian diao face! N she showed me my present! Just tt I'm dumb enough to put it back to the plastic bag n in the end forgot to take it with me ):

THANKS BABY:D LOVE YOU! I KNOW EVERY THREAD IS NT EASY:D

Wed MIMI!

Darling perserve! Its gonna end soon! :D

THANKS EVERYONE FOR ALL UR WELL WISHES!!! (:
I APPRECIATE YOU ALL FOR REMEMBERING:D

MSG/FB/MSN/CALL/FACE TO FACE
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH:D
Fong
Audrey
Alex
ChunHern
Amabelle
Yongshuo
Liping
Yan Jie
Lay
Yixin
Sookie
Wanting
Yenleng
Wanling
A.A
Shiqing
Elaine
Shuxin
Chrysan
Sharon Hoo
Mr Ong
Joey
Stella
Suan
Serene Jiejie
Aunt Irene
Simon
Ger
Joyce
Yulin
Siling
Jess
Yishan
Suzan
Winnie
Mo
Jake
Hanrong
Yiling
Priscilla
Clement gorgor
Ding
Mel
Theresa
Gordon
Yu jiejie
Weiliang
LiShan
Peishan
Sharon Tan
Jolene
See Miang
Evelyn
Wendy
Zhiwei
Gary
Debra
Elaine Tsai
Xuan Hao
HuiRong
Sharon Hoo Li Wen
Jerm
Edwin
Hsun Hao
Sean
Mark
Desmond
Denis
Fiona
Jian Kai
Stevenson
Tingyong
Gwen
Alice
HuiTing
Melvin
Simin
Yi Li
Estelli
Shuxia
Mimi
Mayy
Xiao Lu Jie
Eileen
ChongWei
Meow Leng
Aya
Serene Tan
Jingyu
Simin Chua
Pearlyn
Hui Mian
Shun Kai
Liying
Rah Rah
MeiChiee
Penny
Kenneth
Neo
Violet
Meilian
Rin
Jason
Meiling
Caleb
Enda
Xu Wei

I hope I've mention everybody(: For I wanna adknowledge all of your thoughts(even by just remembering)! There are some who said more than once, you guys know who you are!!! Deeply appreciated:D

Today was my last day over at Chinatown, brief rin for like e whole day! Thanks for willing to listen n stayed on so late girlXD After tt went over to bugis side for wanling to do handover! Ahhh I'm dead! Starting from like 6hrs later! Well I hope I survived! But I'm missing all of them! From jamie, to jess ):, n now wanling! I'm like left alone all of a sudden ): Sigh...

After handover(incompletedXD sorry dear!), went over to partyworld at international building to meet Mayy, hr, cw n lennon! I dint noe there's one there!! SO its like K session while I'm eating the LJ they got for me earlier on! Haha thanks so much guys, for the cake, for the treat n the fun(: N MAYY FOR ORGANISING:D We deserve a gd meet up after like soooo long! Love(:

I tot they got me those trick candles! haha cake was awesome!

4/12 itself!
Met up with yishan for lunch! :D Tt silly girl insisted to treating me!!! TSK! Your bd nxt yr you're dead man! haha but thank you so much my dear friend. My almost 10 yrs old friend(: Appreciate what you're doing really. N its not rush, to me it feels more than 2 hrs! Love you!!! (:

I was full! She was even more full! haha I LOVE SASHIMI!!!! N I'm starting to fancy wasabi! OMG!

After tt met sharon mm awhile:D N we took train tgt!! :D Thanks for her cookie!! She gave me a little surprise by putting the cookie in front of my eyes! haha

After tt went over to aunt's place with serene jiejie! :D Chatted, played her iphone! Still can't break jiankai's record, he's a perv(in terms of game) man! Super long nv get to really talk to them! :D So i'm happy!

Evening was dinner with SUPPOSEDLY shuxin n jess!
I was suspecting tt shuxin is trying to surprise me by saying tt wt, yl, winnie n 3sa weren't free! But I decided to trust her n not to dwell on it anymore haha!
So I (unknowingly) fell into the surprise slowly! haha, met up with shuxin first at amk! I was late somemore zzzXD We sat somewhere and she showed me her present for me(: So sweet of her! I love it! I love jellies(you're right!)! :D Then after some talkings, we went to walk ard. And all along I dint really realised why she wanna keep me outside of the hub! haha as the clock strikes 6plus pm, she said its abt time n jess should have reached! So we walked back in slowly(nt supposed to though haha)!

When we arrived at fish n co, she went beside the queue, I was still thinking why she doesn't want to join the queue! She was like looking ard inside of fish n co! Was thinking what was she looking at, n before I knew it I was too, looking ard as if I was helping her to find what she wanna find! All of a sudden, she pulled me into the restuarant with quick steps! (I M STILL AT A BLUR STATE!) N then she stopped in front of a table with 4 familiar faces alr seated.

I WAS LIKE STUNNED! TOTALLY!

WANTING, YENLENG, LA AND DING!!! *OMG-ING IN PROCESS* I couldn't really believe my eyes! Haha but ahh it was such a wonderful surprise to me:DDD But that's not the only one. Sat down, still stunned! La N Ding were total surprise cause it nv occurred to me tt they'll be there!! OMG!!! I dint see them for like super duper long!!!!! FINALLY:D WT N YL dun sad okay, coz like I said, part of me still reserve the thinking tt you guys will be there!
They gave me their present, n insisted tt I should open it up! They still recorded the process because they wanna see my expression after tt? haha, i was thinking it was some trick toy man! LOL but it turned out to be so lovely!! :D

OMG did i ever mention tt I love miniatures/super big items! So they did some wood craft thingy for a grand piano and guitar and a mic soft toy! there's still a photo frame of our clique photo:D N three supposed-to-shock-me photos upon opening of the box! haha I love the present too!! Its nt easy!! Esply I tried doing it before n screwed up bad ): Thanks so much the two of you(:

Jess was not here yet!! Its nt even her turn for audition! But I'm happy it turned out great anyway!!! :D But she fell down): Luckily she's alright! So we had to order cause they were like hurried by the fish n co ppl(long queue!!)! Chatted with the rest meanwhile(: Catching up, talking crap! everything! haha:D 730pm... 8pm... Nt here yet, Shuxin looks so worried throughout! haha n before she came, fish n co celebrated their 11th anniversary! She's finally here ard 8plus!!! :D Jess you'll get to eat seafood platter, hopefully ur nxt fish n co is with us too though!!! They kept saying there's no cake, n blah blah blah haha!

Ding n La like keep going to the toilet throughout! Haha, one last final toilet trip of theirs, brought the cake n fish n co crew out! SURPRISE AGAIN:D And this = standing on chair! I swear its a wrong decision to wear heels! Nt only standing on the chair, I had to blow the candles from tt height! IMAGINE! XD SO tried a few times n its nt really successful! haha, i should train on my stamina! So much for being a vocal student! haha!

So it was cutting cake, n the tradition of biting up the candles! N I was eating little bits of wax here n there haha, the girls were so sweet tt at the end they dint insist on me finishing my task LOL! Love the cake:D (just tt it got too sweet at the end) SO ding dun sad okay:D After tt when we were abt to leave, some short hands suddenly covered my eyes n asked me to guess who she is! hahaha, I think one day I'ld have gotten killed without knowing why! CAUSE I'M JUST TOO SLOW! haha, jess took her hands off, n right in front of me were a pair of mickey n minnie! THEY ARE BIG! REALLY BIG! It was quite stunning, coz its like WAH! Plus they were sitting beside la throughout dinner i think, n i dint see them! Like wth m i doing right! haha I'm just a bliss girl receiving all these little surprises yesterday from all of them! Saying tt they have plan a-z!

After tt is camwhore session!!! :D

Photos!!!

"Heng Yi Ling, wait n see!! wahahaha!!!"

LA DING JESS(: sounds like latin jazz! lol is there such a thing haha

yl n wanting!

I like this photo!!!! ^^

"heh heh, do you really think tt's all??" *evil smile*

Look at how low la has to bend! haha

I think its abt the same as how high ding has to tiptoe! haha :P

Sweet girls LOVE(:

Normal

Epic! haha

Ding's short hands! haha jess love!!!!!

Shuxin N Ding:D

LALA

Shuxin, Wanting, Yenleng!!:D

Look at their hands! haha shuxin, jess and ding:D

PW!!!!!!!!!!

AH DING DING DING!

DING LA JESS LOVE!!!

SHUXIN LOVE!

Ding's jealous! haha

THIS IS AWESOME:D I SO LOVE THE PHOTO(: THANKS YONGSHUO!

Sharon MM's cookie:D

MINNIE N MICKEY!!! Thanks for bringing it all the way!
Thanks for the present ding la jess(:

Shuxin's present!(: I finished the shapes alr! haha now on the way for the natas!!! :D

Haha, wat's with tt right!!! WT must be ur idea haha!

Aren't they adorable:D

I'll upload all photos on fb on monday!!! sorry girls!!!

SPECIAL THANKS TO SHUXIN N JESS FOR ORGANISING N PLANNING:D
I'm thankful to find great friends in you girls!
THANKS TO WT, YL, LA AND DING FOR COMING AND CONTINUED PLANNING MORE:D
YOU ALL REALLY REALLY MADE MY DAY!!

I am thankful and appreciative for every wish I've received. I love everything tt I've received. I love every accompany I've gotten. Every thought put into planning my birthday celebrations. Everyone who cared and bothered. Every single word told to me, in letters and messages(Esply for the few, I know our friendships will just continue going strong, even if we don't really see or talk to each other often). I don't think I've actually done enough to deserve all these. But I'm grateful for little gestures of others for me, they'll nv be forgotten. And I'm comforted to know tt little gestures I've done for ppl I felt are worthy of them, actually remember them, even though I nv expect them to! Cause some of the things I've done i dun exactly rmb all!

This yr sucks in a way, but I think I've found the good too. There's both sides to everything right. So let's look on the bright side! For you'll nv know when it'll get better(:

THANKS AGAIN EVERYBODY:D

GOODBYE 18!

19 will be better(:

2009-12-05T05:37:00.002+08:00

PHOTOS & DETAILS TMR NIGHT!

OVERALL IS I REALLY REALLY HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY! :D

I LOVE ALL MY PPL WHO PLAYS A PART FOR MAKING MY DAY<3

THANKS YISHAN FOR THE TREAT(:

THANKS SHUXIN N JESS FOR PLANNING.

THEN THANKS AGAIN TO SHUXIN&JESS&WANTING&YENLENG&DING&LA FOR THEIR PLANS A-Z!!!

GOODNIGHT PPL! (: (good morning too!XD I'm so gonna get scoldedXD)

2009-11-29T01:23:00.006+08:00

又到月底了！！！

真的觉得进几年都过得好快！
是因为我们有越来越多事做吗？
所以觉得时间少了。

与家人和朋友相处的时间少了，
竟然连那一点点属于自己的时间，似乎也剩不多！
离谱的是，我真的不知道时间都“跑”去那里了！
是我在虚度光阴吗？

礼拜一，
趁着有时间，把头发剪了！
上课！还是找不到位置！
在想怎样才可以sing forwardXD
和caleb, minhui & wendy 去 starbucks(:
我越来越喜欢mocha了！

礼拜二，
和Jess, shuxin & shiqing 一起吃午餐。
我发誓，从来没有想象过那个画面。
因为从来没有想过他们会变成同事！
人与人之间的缘分有时候是很奇妙的。
The surprise of life.
有些人、事与物的关联，偏偏是你最意想不到的。
但也不一定是不好的。
至少我认为他们的结识，绝对没有坏处！（：
期待下一顿午餐！

之后的两天都在工作，
这个礼拜他们都好忙！
然后ｃａｌｅｂ　＆ｍｉｎｈｕｉ　就要出国了！
看我羡慕的眼神！！！
希望大家努力的冲刺，会换来ｌｏｖｅ　ｍｅ　ｋｎｏｔ　的成功！
加油！！！

昨天，
穿着tshirt & fbt，
背着我学生时代的背包，
已经很久没有这么轻松、自在的感觉了！
我昨天的心情真的，真得，很好！

另外一个重点是.....
I met up with shuxin!!!!!
算一算，好像有两个多月没有看到她了！
（不要算礼拜二那天，才一个钟头，我和她们三个都没有聊很多！）
不仅如此，我们也并没有告诉彼此近况！
因为我们是两个不会主动跟朋友聊天的人．
很怀念过去那些放学后就和她到处游荡的日子（这样说好像我们不是很乖的学生！-.-||）
那些时时刻刻都可以聊天的日子等等！也只有她知道！
我还没有说，希望还可以做她的同学（当然我们是同学以上的好朋友）！
但我知道，无论如何，这份友情是不会变质的，
不会因为没有说话／见面，就变陌生！
这是我最珍惜的。

还有好多我很久没见到的朋友！希望会有时间！
Lim Yi Shan! I wan to meet you!!
Can you like please pick up my call! ):

Wanting can you go ask yl n gang to meet up nxt fri evening? After shuxin's work!
(yes its 4th dec, hrm hrm!)
n Jess if you see this, pls come on 4th dec!!!(:
we need to catch up too!！！

Meeting mel after her prom!
Will be a long day, but I'll be happy!
Coz its a special day to me!
Esply with all of you ard(:
I'm blessed.

Something tt really made me feel touched!

Esply the part whereby they said they're like family. Its so sad tt the great stars are leaving us one by one.

2009-11-22T15:32:00.003+08:00

Aren't they cute n great at the same time(:

Love Me Knot!! Support Support(:

Their Christmas Series(:
Let It Snow

All I want for Christmas Is You

2009-11-20T04:09:00.002+08:00

He is just so inspiring, Nick Vujicic.

Many of us actually have a physically complete body, but how many of us actually have a complete soul and spirit like him. Most of us are handicapped, in terms of our souls. Which is what that should be completed. We all gotta learn to be contented and satisfied with what we have, and live on having faith. Its faith that gets you going on. You just gotta believe, you'll get back up again, even if you fall. Nth is impossible.

He makes me wanna become a christian!

God bless all!

2009-11-18T02:32:00.002+08:00

Reminiscing!

I was browsing through youtube, listening to many of the westlife songs some weeks ago! Then it was SHE songs. They have really gd songs! Now its the korean songs that I really liked during the time i played audition!

Wanted to post some of the songs but I happened to chance by this song and I thought that I should put this up instead(:

Its a lie if I said I don't care for a complete family and gd parents. I moved on knowing I will only be unhappy if I focused too much on tt issue. Well though I dun have one, I know there's still great fathers ard(: This song is so touching! Its powerful how a song contains a lifetime story and feelings.

Bob Carlisle-Butterfly Kisses
There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes
and I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all

For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her hair;
"Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
Oh with all that I've done wrong
I must have done something right
To deserve her hug every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
But I remember

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy,
But if you don't mind
I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
Oh, With all that I've done wrong
I must have done something right
To deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not sure,
I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over

Gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk me down the aisle, Daddy, it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy?
Daddy, don't cry!"
Oh, with all that I've done wrong
I must have done something right.
To deserve her love every morning and butterfly kisses

I couldn't ask God for more,
man this is what love is.
I know I gotta let her go,
but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

Its really a beautiful song!

2009-11-11T01:55:00.004+08:00

Sun went to wtc (: Jake jiayou!
I think zhangyan is really gd,like the way she speaks on stage!
Cabbed to orchard with minhui n went home! I really like listening and talking to minhui!

Fong was overseas, thus there's no lesson on mon(:
It had been a long long while whereby I'm home the whole day and been long since I ate a proper dinner with my family. So I decided to give all of us a gd treat(: N turned out that tues was my grandma's bd! She's happy too i guess(: Hopefully! It was a timely treat, and a timely off for me! Ate my favourite food!!!

Work today was quite busy! Went to lavender to have supper with caleb and simin(: Chatted for quite long! N we went back echo for my phone! AHHH why m I always so careless! I should learn how to treat my phone better! Wells if i continue to be so blur... May just lost it one day for gd, tt better not happen!! CHOY! N thanks for them willing to go back for my phone! (: Esply caleb, since he's e one on the wheel! haha

Chatted with him on the way back. I really still am considering what should I do! All along in my mind was, I'm kinda sure I will go back to sch, but I'm having second thoughts. I know I should go back to sch, n meanwhile continue to polish up my skills! Part time degree sounds gd too. My mind is in a whirl! Maybe I should start checking up the courses n all. I need some time to seriously think again, for my future!

Had been wanting to share my favourite!

Happy-Leona Lewis

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So any turns that i can't see,
like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

Oh n this is a very nice cover by ahmir!

They did a video with AJ which was kinda cool i think! Did I mention that I love acapellas! (:

N another video that I wanna put up! Caleb and wendy's man in the mirror(: I think it was quite nicely done! ESPLY THE SLOW MO! so cute!!

Enjoy the vids ppl(:

Its not easy to do things that you really want, esply things like music + you start late. It is so tough. What I'm trying to see is my destination beyond the barrier. I really don't want to live my life, without being able to pursue what I really want when I really know what I want.

It doesn't matter if I fall, it doesn't matter if it may hurt, it doesn't matter to be facing setbacks n all. But it matters, if I'm living my life in vain. I don't wanna leave any regrets. I want to find and be myself.

Jiayou everybody!

2009-11-06T02:04:00.001+08:00

The five people you meet in heaven, is one of the best books I've ever read!

I wanna find the movie!!!

The song used is life is wonderful! Omg!

2009-11-06T01:31:00.003+08:00

Jason Mraz-Life is wonderful!
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it take some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes some tears to make it rust
It takes some dust to make it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la it is so....

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes some loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la it is so wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle

N his live is wonderful too! OMG!

Coming to a weekend again, life goes in a cycle that never really ends, unless you do something to break tt cycle. Bt then you'll just go into another cycle. Well not really sure wat i'm trying to say alr!

Just enjoy the song!! N enjoy all the time you've got with your family and friends, I realised how precious time is with so little time on hand.

Gerlynn Chan! Happy birthday! n sorry tt i'm gonna miss e bd dinner ): Take more photos you guys!

2009-11-05T02:32:00.002+08:00

Love Me Knot:D JIAYOU!

2009-11-02T17:14:00.004+08:00

When I was on my way to wtc ytd, a little girl opposite was careful on which tile she stepped on. Like she must step on alternate steps. I guess many of us did that before too when we're younger.

小时候，
没有任何的烦恼与负担，
有的正是长大后没有的时间，
可以注视着自己的步伐，
活在自己天真的世界。
每个人都应该很怀念那些无忧无虑的日子吧！

看着那位小女孩
成功地跟着自己规定的步伐，乐在其中
我看见的却是她身边，
以非常快速的脚步往前走的成人。
经过她的时候，
我不自禁地感到惭愧。
很久以前，我也曾跟着自己的步伐走着。

不知道从何时开始，
我们不再控制自己的步伐，
成了被金钱和时间摆布的傀儡，
这是多数人都无法逃避的现实。

Went WTC after work ytd. I was touched when fong sang wo yuan yi .
Thanks minhui for the gastric pills:D
Went mac with minhui n caleb after performance! Praying hard for and anticipating LMK's success! Jiayou ppl:D

Just vomitted today morning! N i feel good. Went back to slp, n woke up ard 5pm. A luxury for me. Going for lesson with fong soon(: N then another new week of work begins. I am desperate for more time.

And a new song to recommend!

Fireflies-Owl City
You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

Cause they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude but I wouuld just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
Cause I feel like such an insomniac
Please take me away from here
Please take me away from here
Why do I tire of counting sheep
Please take me away from here
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizzare
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That Planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
awkae when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say I'd rather stay
awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the sea

I think its e greatest hit now:D N i truly like the mv! Its cool! But embedding is disabled! So this is e link:D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zr9EKJatJvA&feature=related

2009-10-30T02:38:00.003+08:00

Caught THIS IS IT with esther, simin, wendy, siling, jake and mark!!!

I was truly touched by the effort everyone's putting in. Everyone in the crew was great, the band, dancers, choreographers, stage crew, desginers and more! Of course MJ himeself! N the way he interacted with everybody. The way he expressed himself, every move he made and etc. He's a cute man, a child at heart perhaps. Bt no doubt a talent, and is much more conscious than many of us.

E first song I've heard from him was you're not alone! He had many many other songs that are really nice too, I think his voice, his soul will live on in the many hearts he's touched.

PICTURES!

Thriller! The dancers are really cool!

I'll be there!

Smooth criminal! Cool intro they have for some of the songs!

Super Love this! Esply when his coat flew up! I think its totally cool!

Another very very awesome person-the female lead guitarist!!
SHE IS SO VERY SHUAI N COOL!
SIMIN JIAYOU!! :D

I truly think he was godsent. And though now he's back to the heaven he had came from, I hope his message for earthlings was conveyed deep into the mind and heart. Esply his love for the planet, for the nature, how he urged everyone to start doing their part for our environment. Songs like earth song, heal the world and man in the mirror. I really really salute him. Just like his army of a million.

Michael Jackson, "love everyone, we are one..."
A love so simple yet not many understand.

2009-10-29T20:03:00.002+08:00

She's cool with her own style!!! (:
This is an interesting n creative MV i feel(: E laundry lady's so cute haha

Fed Up-Remi Nicole

Today no wonder you're feeling sad
after last nights cigarette and yesterdays bottle of jack
you said you was gonna change
but as usual nothing does
you stay the same

and I'm fed up
of people walking all over me
and I've had enough
of you abusing my generosity
from now on I'm not letting you take the pee
cos I'm fed up
of people walking all over me

you said you've changed
you've been away and found yourself
you're not to blame for all the hurt you caused to everyone else
stop making excuses, face some responsibility
you may get away with it with everyone else
but I'm telling you not with me

cos I'm fed up
of people walking all over me
and I've had enough
of you abusing my generosity
from now on I'm not letting you take the pee
cos I'm fed up
of people walking all over me

I'm fed up
of people walking all over me
and I've had enough
of you abusing my generosity
from now on I'm not letting you take the pee
no, I'm fed up
of people walking
of people walking
all over me

2009-10-28T02:51:00.002+08:00

一把吉他
两把不一样的声音
却很有默契的
制造同一份浪漫
祝福他们永远这样唱下去 (:

2009-10-26T02:58:00.002+08:00

Was listening to officially missing you covered by a pair of australian-korean twins! It was really gd n they're got really nice voices! N then i chanced upon this girl! Who was favourited by the twins! AHHH SHE'S AWESOME! :D Esply this rendition of hers for dead n gone! N her voice's great too! There're so many great ppl ard, you seemed nth sometimes! Bt well well, good stuff are still meant to be shared! :D

2009-10-26T01:20:00.003+08:00

I've finally finished reading "the five people you meet in heaven"! And I knew it got deeper in me this time. I really like how the author linked all the stories of different people's lives together! Halfway through tuesdays with morrie now! Really glad tt I still had sometime to read (:

Working all the way after monday! I like mondays, I get to have a little breather! Went to Cnai with esther on friday:D and WTC today! I really really like tt place! Its really nice to chill, chat n just u know... relax! Plus minhui always crack everyone up:D Love everyone of them, enjoying every bit of their accompany!

N I miss my people too, for all I haven seen them in a long long while! Jess at least i still got to see her like every thurs when she comes to lesson! Bt tt's abt it! There's still a list of ppl ): Like u guys know who u are! I'm really sorry for nt being able to find time for u all ): I'll try my best!

当时光残忍地、不受控制地流逝。。。
人与人之间的关系，
会因此而有所改变吗？
希望真心的人
不会被时光的波浪冲走

The world is full of stories, but the stories are all one

人与人之间可以看似没有任何关系
但却都有着密不可分的关联。。。
大家都在互相影响着，只是我们知不知道而已!

2009-10-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

Met up with ger, jerm n joyce on thurs for long john breakfast:D super love!　(:

Fri ger, jerm n I went to watch julie and julia? or julia with julie? haha whichever way, it rocks! FOOD IS SO NICE:D can't resist!

Sat jess came over to echo:D jamie too! like wahhh very long nv see them appearing tgt! Jamie dear, u write really nice songs! (: Just a pity wanling wasn't here! N fong wasn't able to sing ): Hmm I really think desmond was very impressive for so close!! Almost all went home after performance, jess left after staying awhile! Then I was talking to simin:D I really like echo ppl!! Simon started playing e drums! N siling started to play e keyboard! LOL then after tt I took over n siling sang:D Simon continued playing e drums! It was so nice:D I hope I'll be able to make it soon for real jamming:D Simin, edmund n sean were talking i think! LOL then esther was on phone! We went supper at wen dong ji, chatted n all(:

Sun went wtc with esther! :D Jake improved! at least btr than last three weeks(: Gd news! Jiayou la idol!! I like siling's voice!! N zhangyan sang a very unique song i think which was not bad! :D N hefang was great la! Her voice n way of singing is really... amazing? ahh dunno if that's e word! bt yea, she's really gd (:
After tt supper at HKC with esther, jake n siling:D We're like lost souls! LOL plus esther's super high! haha

Today went to amk library, accompanied michelle to study:D She n tianci are so cute:D They'll last! (: After awhile went to kfc haha! Okay ate n continued studying! Popular n arcade afterwards! Haha it has been really long since I've played! :D Thanks girl!

Then its lesson time at night with fong:D 2hrs! Omg! I can feel my a little hoarse voice when I talked to them afterwards! Bt i think today was really productive! Just hope this week of busy life wun wash away what I've learnt today! N hopefully I'll have/ be able to find time to practice! I need to improve! (:

Went to eat with fong n wanling after lesson, n fong said smth, I really like how she used the analogy!:D

Fong:　“如果你用惯了右手拿筷子，叫你用左手拿筷子可以吗？”　
　me：　“可能可以可是会很不习惯！”
Fong：　“不一定要筷子，可以学会用叉，也可以达到一样的功能！”

Okay the gist is, there's always another way out(may be even easier), to attain the same goal!
I like how she always use gd analogies:D

Both fong n esther are really gonna be quite a big influence for my singing:D

ling jiayou!!! :D

2009-10-16T01:34:00.003+08:00

努力工作！！！！！

因为我要.....
努力存钱！！！！！

如果有能力,真的好想帮忙补贴家用，
阿姨扛起整个家的负担，好多年了，扛得好累！
我都知道。

另外，为了明年的学费！
有制造奇迹的感觉，

难度：5颗星*****
因为钱....
很难赚，很难存
却很轻易地就花掉了！
就像流水般，覆水难收！ *哭*

还有，
自己的日常生活费！

一个头，两个大！
我看不至！

加油！加油！加油！

（说是很容易的...)
*冷眼看自己!*

真的应该好好规划一下了！

小姐，请你快点行动...
不要在这里废话了！

闪！

2009-10-13T03:11:00.002+08:00

你为什么说谎-丁当

这次我走开再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也捉不住你的倔强
可是我知道你你为什么说谎

你说你还在一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪怎么就流下来

2009-10-12T02:36:00.008+08:00

went firefly with wanling n emmanuel!

thanks for asking me to go babe! You're really cute haha:D Enjoyed myself:D

esther joined us ard 10++, I'm really happy for her presence:D

managed to tok to her though e ppl were quite loud! (:

simon sent us home(:

words are not enough, i shall simplifly it(:

谢谢敏惠（：

酒不醉人，人自醉

2009-10-11T03:28:00.002+08:00

back to the same decision.

it's gonna be a life hounding decision.

I feel so helpless, n disturbed.
I know its not right, but it seems to be the most appropriate, given the current ability.

I'm such a sinner. Please forgive me.

The only thing I can do is to watch it join the beautiful paradise.
Maybe it'll be a better world there.

2009-10-11T01:17:00.002+08:00

有时觉得自己不善言语
自己好像很失败
没有自己想象中的那么成熟、懂事
很多事情没有办法解决，
连至亲有难题，我都束手无策，
心有余而力不足,
我根本没有那个能力？

即使相信自己是我的座右铭
还是会有感到疑惑的时候

我知道关于未来，你其实很迷惘
路要怎么走
下一步该怎么做
我不晓得，但我会陪着你
看看你的身边，
你并不是一个人

dear girl jiayou! love u!

2009-10-09T03:17:00.002+08:00

人有些时候，真的把自己逼得太紧了！

我觉得每个人都需要勇气
从自己、家人、朋友甚至是一些路人，
所设的框框跳脱出来，找寻真正的自我。

曾几何时，你发现自己和以往有些不一样
觉得自己成长了不少吗？
而你也渐渐承受着，越来越重的生活担子

jess说：
“成功的人都会先把家人放在一边，不顾一切的往自己的方向前进！”

这是无可厚非的吧！
人总该为自己活一次！
因为你知道，
随着成功而来的，
是家人的丰衣足食，
是得来不易的成就感。

追梦的人们
我为你们感到骄傲、向你们致敬
因为那需要坚忍不拔的决心、
不会因挫折而一蹶不振的信心与意志力
必须像那杂草一般、有着顽强的生命力
谁都不准轻言放弃，继续往梦之门迈进！

其实在echo遇到很多都在朝着梦想奔驰的人们！
自己也不例外，但我还有太多太多进步的空间！
不能太急，欲速则不达。
大家加油！

2009-10-08T02:34:00.002+08:00

妇人之仁
真的可能会毁了孩子的一生
一念之仁
会因为错的决定而误了她一生吗？

我下不了手。

没有权利决定什么，只能尊重
即使我明了未来的路会很艰难
我其实很期待，但同时也畏惧
没有资格就这样轻易地剥夺他生存的机会
但他一旦存在,她接下来的路该怎么走?
我不知道应该怎么做。
尤其当当事者已经决定了。

掌心掌背都是肉
怎么办！！！！

2009-10-06T03:27:00.002+08:00

We should all learn to be contented with life. Beauty comes from the inside! Awesome woman with an awesome attitude!!! I dun think its such an easy thing to walk out of. Awesome!

2009-10-06T02:36:00.004+08:00

I slept till 4plus pm today!!!

SHIOK!~~~~

After tt went for tuition:D N look what happen when tuition's getting a little bored! Haha i dun feel like a tutor for i feel like a friend:D I like tt:D N mich jiayou for fye! :D

Sharon mm, liping, joey also! JIAYOU for Ns:D Last paper alr!:DD
Ling n sharon tan JIAYOU FOR Os:DD

Home after tuition, n I feel aslp again until 1 plus am! LOL actually I still feel slpy! Shall go back to my bed soon:D

Managed to meet up with chrysan n shuxia last wed:D

sometimes you just need to find the way out of the door

2009-10-05T05:39:00.002+08:00

超级星光大道5-歌中劇表演賽

渐渐开始喜欢上孙自佑，不单单是声音、还有他对歌曲的诠释等。一个字！赞！！

这一届的冠军，若无意外，非他莫属！！！

Actually the rest are not bad too!!! (:

Went WTC after work with siling to watch the performance, it was my first time there:D Plus I think I gave esther wrong information n caused her to wait for nth ): Sorry babe!! She came with wanling eventually! Ahh i must really make sure I give ppl the right informantion ):

After performance went to TCC for supper with caleb, esther n jake:D I like hanging out with them:D I'm serious! N Simon came over for awhile:D

Overall tonight was great:D My mum bought crab for me:D

Sometimes when you were once too close, I think you can't totally eliminate tt feeling, cause when I saw what you said, though its just a simple sentence, my eyes teared.

2009-10-03T05:06:00.001+08:00

Ppl tend to miss out a some gd things that exist.

This is one.

活该－刘允乐
已说不出来我有多失败
只能陪自己谈恋爱
路人没记载绝不能依赖
会说谎的路牌
失眠的年代不需半夜醒来
重复的哼着无心伤害
没有你主宰很难快乐起来
自由自在才哭个痛快
离开我你只留下一句活该
中伤的对白接着排山倒海迎面来
离开我你只留下这句活该
亲口被你出卖
我的伤害值得万众期待

2009-10-03T04:29:00.003+08:00

Printers dun really like me I think!

Work was pretty fine, getting used to doing the same old thing:D

Bt days are filled with new happenings with the same beloved ppl!

Went to C-Nai cafe with esther today!! Caleb arrived shortly after us! Quite a nice place! To think tt I've been to ecp for quite a no. of times bt i did nt notice a place like tt, plus its just beside mac! Talked to esther:D Me love(I've no idea why I sound more n more like melXD)! Non stop! Haha Caleb went up to sing too! Really like them a lot(: Enjoy being ard them, nt to forget fong, wendy, siling..... n ehh tt gang la:D Simon sang well for 一场游戏一场梦!

Stayed n chatted till 2plus am! Caleb sent meilian n me home. Meilian actually is nt as cool as she seem haha! Highlight was they laughed like mad when I said adam lambert is the most awesome gay on earth! Ok well the point is Adam Lambert is awesome! Regardless of his sex orientation!!!!!

Caleb 加油!!　

Okay meeting wanling tmr at 10:15am! Haha dear jiayou waking me up! I'm srs, waking me up is nt an easy chore! Bt I think I'm btr at waking up nowadays! Unless I'm really really tired!

Then it'll be work, n mid-autumn night:D

中秋节快乐:D

I miss lanterns n candles days!

N I hope I have time to meet ppl too! Esply for jerm's bd! Roar!!! I realised many birthdays are around the corner! Simin, Mimi, Joey, My sis, Jerm, n quite a lot more!

Happy Birthday ppl!:D

I hope my hair dries up faster, cause I really need to slp!

Goodnight ppl! Takkaire n enjoy ur life(:

2009-10-01T03:39:00.005+08:00

Echo-ing! :D

Work ytd, supper with simon, esther n caleb:D

N I'm missing jess' calls to ask me this n that ): Bt hope she's doing well over there with shuxin! :D

Met up with princess n chrysan today:D Watched a very .... movie! Bt i'm happy we met up!!:D

Supper with caleb, siling, wanling, wendy, jake and mark at CCK! Its the first time back to tt area since pri 1! I forgot where I used to stay, the only memory was greenridge pri and lot1!

Was talking to wanling alll the way till they're done with recording:D

Chatted quite a lot with siling, n I dun think anything bad should happen to someone as nice as her! So all e bad bad bad things, pls shoooooooooooo! Things will be fine, n will get better for you girl, i believe so, coz tt's e least u deserve(: Love!

N hope esther will be fine too for her checkup!

I should thank caleb! I had been taking his shun feng che for quite many times! LOL thanks:D

希望身边的人，都能健康快乐！
听起来很老土，但毋庸置疑，
这真的是最重要的！

If there's really god, pls bless these beautiful ppl(:
As they dun deserve bad happenings!

2009-09-29T03:45:00.004+08:00

Quite a long day today!!!

Sakae Buffet with huihui, huiting n alice:D

actually suppose to have more plates!! LOL YUMMY! But its really filling! haha

The very nice waitress there helped us took the photo:D

We all got so full tt we started to play ultimate no. to try to finish the food!
Then got sick of it and started our beloved bingo!

All of them then started to try with e cameras how to take blur out shots! Haha I love:D

Tuition after tt(:
N michelle is very cute:D haha as usual! Girl jiayou!!! :D

n hope she likes e little thing i got for her:D

Then met up with baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Carl's junior! (as can see) haha

Words can be kept aside, cause we've said too much! haha:D Love u baby:D
I hope you will be happy!

Jess' last day at echo today ):
Wonder wat will happen in the days to come.

追逐梦想的同时
是否能抵过现实的残酷
我不想对现实屈服
却也逃不出它的逼迫
这样的拉锯战，人有可能获胜吗？

-人定胜天、事在人为
-人算不如天算，天有不测之风云，听天由命
好矛盾！

人有时候真的很渺小
有些力量又大得可怕
可不可以不要那么多的无可奈何？

2009-09-28T01:44:00.000+08:00

awesome:D

2009-09-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

Went badminton early in the morning! With esther, siling, jake, wanling, simon, mark, caleb, zhangyan:D Its gd exercise! Seriously perspiring is gd, it sort of helps to bring out the troubled mind n then refreshing it at the same time!

After tt we had sakae for lunch:D We were so high tt the table behind us wanna change seats coz we're like a little? okay to them very noisy! But well, people tend to forget things like etiquette when they're having a fun n high time! Haha okay, we played ultimum no. with the very cruel wasabi as the "reward" for the spot-on person lol!

I think it was so fun tt i totally forgot I left my phone in the washroom at the sports hall! Until we left sakae then i realised! Okay sec time tt i forgot to take my phone, n sec time I m lucky enough to get it back! Plus the cleaner in the girls toilet for clementi sports hall is not clean at all! Cause she hid my phone under a huge pile of stuff on top of it in the cleaner's storerm! Lucky enough I heard my ringtone when wanling used hers to call mine! Siling n I dug n dug n dug all the way till the end to finally see my phone! I'm lucky, coz first time i had shuxin:D I'll nv forget! N second time, the whole gang was there, THANKS ALL:D For going back with me n helping me to find the phone! Everything's from the heart, I'm grateful for having these ppl with me!

Bt i dun wish tt it'll happen another time, coz it may be really gone for gd! XD

Well after tt went tuition:D Love my tutee! (: She's awesomee!(hmm awesome makes me think of baby, hopefully prelim's going well for her:D)

N jess! U know wat i'm talking abt, all the best dear girl, hopefully u nid nt be under such pressure soon!

-I wan to meet up with many many ppl!
-I wan a haircut, okay i need!
-I wan to shop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-I wan some time for myself!!!

2009-09-21T03:06:00.003+08:00

3 days of isetan!
Nice and awesome colleagues, irritating n sucky customers zzz
Fri simon walked past me! N I DINT SEE HIMXD Hmm u be more blind girl!

Sat went down to fireplace to support fong:D
Wanling came over awhile to sit with me n zhangyan:D
Words couldn't describe wat i felt as I was listening to fong singing 快乐不快乐. Even though she wasn't feeling well tt day, she still manged to bring out a very gd side of herself:D　For which i really gotta learn from her! N Simon's a really awesome keyboardist!!! Ahhh i wishh... someday, i'll be like tt, like the both of them! Way to goooooooooooooo!!!

Was actually reminded of myself one yr ago.

Esther's as cute n high as ever:D
Talked to siling more:D
Cabbed home with neo... ehh! okay LOL

N siling's so sweet to call n see if neo gt "bully" me LOL! Wish all happiness to the girl:D For she deserves to be happy too:D

Met up with jess for dinner ehh e time we ate made it seemed like a supper! Okay, chatted chatted! N e girl was nice to tok to me until last train! :D
Huimian spotted me in the train station! Haha gd eyesight! N tall ppl are really different, okay he's standing at like 193cm? lol, n he was with junwei, yiling, gary and hsun hao:D Actually they're really really very fun ppl to be with:D Everyone has grew up! N nice enough to invite me to supper! Haha, bt i'm going clementi in the morning for badminton! XD die die die *looks at time now* HH gd luck for results man! N AA gd luck for audition! BOTH OF US! haha:D

Gd luck to all ppl, in love, career, family n all:D Takkaire!

2009-09-15T03:13:00.006+08:00

Browse through my old phone! Get reminded of some stuff when I saw the songs inside! Was telling wanling n jake, songs are so amazing, they remind you things that you may have alr thrown all the way deep into your heart. The moments of happiness, pain n all kind of emotions are actually embedded in our minds, n things like songs can trigger them out! Well shall nt be tt emo, esply at this time in the night! I've got work tmr! Bt why I still dun feel like slping! Oh man!

N I'm kinda lazy to type out wat happened e past few days, photos shall do the job for me:D

TOPONE:D With yulin, hh n rahrah darling:D

Astons with sharon mm:D

joyce's advanced bd dinner:D N smth worth mentioning, despite her horny-ness(as always...) she's finally putting proper food into her mouth *applause* lol

movie with jake n esther:D Fong was here to chat:D

She makes brownie:D Yummmy:D Pool n chill session with qing! Plus catch up catch up! JIAYOU GIRL:D

echo's performance:D Quiet day! Bt its okay:D wanling was there! Jess's working so obviously she's there too lol! Stella n beiyang came over, simon treated us desert wine, nicee:D Thank u!:D

Days are busy, filled with work n social life. Bt nevertheless, I've nv felt as 踏实 as i'm feeling right now:D Though I really haven been staying at home for a long while! Bt I must work hard, try to save money for nxt yr! N work hard also for my music, coz tt's my passion n where my life's trying to head to, well yes trying:D

Friends will be friends-Queen
Another red letter day,
so the pound has dropped
and the children are creating.
The other half ran away,
taking all the cash
and leaving you with the lumber.

Got a pain in the chest,
doctors on strike
what you need is a rest.
It's not easy love
but you've got friends
you can trust.

Friends will be friends,
when you're in need of love
they give you care and attention.
Friends will be friends,
when you're through with life
and all hope is lost.
Hold out your hand
cos friends will be friends
right till the end.

Now it's a beautiful day.
The postman delivered
a letter from your lover.
Only a phone call away,
you tried to track him down
but somebody stole his number.

As a matter of fact,
you're getting used to life
without him in your way.
It's so easy now,
cos you got friends you can trust.

Friends will be friends,
when you're in need of love
they give you care and attention.
Friends will be friends,
when you're through with life
and all hope is lost.
Hold out your hand
cos friends will be friends
right till the end

虽然世界上对你不真实的人可能很多
但是我依然感谢与珍惜
那些用真心对待我的人们
很庆幸有他们在身旁
帮我把我的世界涂上鲜艳的色彩

2009-09-09T02:05:00.000+08:00

萧敬腾 - 活着
作词:崔惟楷
作曲:宋念宇
专辑:同名专辑

是谁让冰冷的世界突然变得火热
是谁让我感觉我不是孤单一个
是谁让所有简单的心情失而复得
是谁让烦脑挫折不再那麽苦涩
太多的虚伪在我们面前无所谓

为你唱首歌为生命嘶吼着
摧毁多余的对错的规则
这世界太扯那些悲伤的该停了

为你唱首歌庆祝我们活着
这是快乐的值得感动的
你我的心跳都该被附和被记得

是谁把每个平淡日子都变得深刻
是谁把我的天空涂上灿烂颜色
太多的虚伪在我们面前无所谓

为你唱首歌为生命嘶吼着
摧毁多余的对错的规则
这世界太扯那些悲伤的该停了

为你唱首歌庆祝我们活着
这是快乐的值得感动的
你我的心跳都该被附和被记得

awesome song!!!!!

2009-09-04T02:37:00.000+08:00

沉默的夜里
沉淀的心情
却有复杂的情绪

许多思绪无法用言语形容
很想说，但又不知道该如何表达
快乐的背后藏着什么
哭泣的眼泪代表什么

人为什么就不能简简单单的生活
无忧无虑的享受人生
力求上进没有错
只是为了以最快的速度抵达终点
终究会错过路途中风景的美丽
那不是太可惜了吗？

一条不能回头的路
在后头却有无数的遗憾、后悔、愧疚
弥补其实也于事无补
往事就像不能倒转的沙漏里的沙子
与未来的时光永别了

I dunno what m I trying to say. Well nvm.

-Wed when i was working, wanting tok to me online. She said, ".... have not been talking to you, it feels like a million yr..." Haha I told her does tt mean she miss me? LOL n i said i was touched.

-Sharon MM knows e url of my performance in JC. Tt time she I asked "eh hur, u still watching e video?" She said I'll watch when I miss u.

-Once in a while will get to chat with the rest of them also:D

-Chrysan (yes i'm talking abt u lol), today when i was working she also talked to me online, she said "...wanna come n talk to u bt training ends late..."

-Shiqing dropped me a msg one/two weeks ago wanting to meet up! Bt our schedule clashes so can't ): Will date her out soon!

-Wanling always telling me how bless she is to meet me in her life n all(: Dear me too(:

-Shuxin, asked me a million times are my toes recovering lol! n wanting to meet up:D

-Baby's struggling hard for exam now, poor thing jiayou! Bt yes we're still talking every now n then:D B1 n B2(: I noe she misses her friends

-I'm like talking to jess every freaking day LOL

-Of coure emilia halim! Who's like always here on my blog to tag me! Haha darling u takkaire la rmb to turn on headlights nxt time haha. N its a must do thing to meet my two darlings whenever mimi's back:D

-Jerm, ger, aa, joyce who's always making an effort to meet up n all(: I truly appreciate everything

-Rah, hh n gor we're all meeting up soon:D N gor initiated it!

-Chunhern, simon, elton n some others who will always randomly msg me

-Tutee always crapping with me:D haha i'm more like a student when toking to her okayy haha

-May n gang always wanna meet too! Bt our schedule really clashes like madd! T_T

-Some echo ppl who are part my life now too(: Fong, esther, simon, nic, jaime, wanling, jake etc etc

-My family too, though we seldom show it, we really cared a lot abt enough other

All these are small small smalll little things and ppl tt appear in my life every now n then:D N my pt is, I appreciate every little things u guys say, every little things you guys do. It really really all made my days, let me know tt ppl care and love and making every effort to keep the relationship between us going. No matter is regulars who always meet up, or just spending the effort to catch up a little by blog, fb, msn, msg or whatever ways. I think its enough for me to get thru every tough time. I'm always glad tt the ppl I met are always nice(: This is really god sent. Or rather, you can choose to filter and let the gd ppl u meet stay in ur life.

Just wanna thank you ppl who cherishes ties or bonds tt doesn't come easy. As simple as that. Everyone deserved to be loved and should learn how to love.

人不单单有梦才会伟大
有爱的人，更是非凡
因为简单，所以越难做到

2009-08-31T16:20:00.003+08:00

Sat small catch up with jess,la,ding,mel,zhiyi:D The girls(except jess) are nice enough to come to chinatown's cafe to look for us:D Love them plenty!!:D Show them e sch, actually one of the rms onlyXD Then they ordered food n all:D Okay besides food, everything was great that day:D haha

pretty pics right:D coz i took it while trying to prove tt my cam is antishake haha LOL

Love them:D

I love echo:D More n more as i integrate into part of them:D

2009-08-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

-Glad that performance was okay, though there's still plenty of rm for improvement:D
-Thanks jess, fong lao shi, grandma n aunts(came down esply^^) :D
-Thanks all who commented after the performance, i totally appreciate them:D

I think i owe my meaningful life to jess lol! It all started coz she brought me into echo:D Plenty plenty of thanks! She started my ball rolling for me! Lol n girl jiayou for keyboard also!! WOOT:D I think its hard to quit also, since its quite a big part of my life working at echo! Bt bt bt hmmm...... well jess knows, wanling knows! Jiayou ppl:D

Can't wait for sat's meet up:D

2009-08-24T01:09:00.002+08:00

HI ALL:D

Today is a super duper suay day!
-Train arriving in 1min when i reach tpy mrt station.
-Bt ez has like $2.80(pt is its lower than $3), so i gotta top up!
-No queue *claps*, bt the buttons for me to press e pin no. is faulty!
-=take more than 1min when I'm nt supposed to miss my train!
-Okay nvm, went down after i'm done with topping up n waited for 6mins for nxt train
-Reached dhboy ghaut, TRAIN TOWARDS HARBOURFRONT ARRIVED! Just when I was walking along e walkway to purple line!
-GREAT JOB! Coz nxt train is 7mins later Officially late for work! When I wouldn't be late! T_T
-Means I'm in a hurry!! So I walked super fast up e escalator when i arrived at chinatown!
-N I DUNNO WHAT HAPPENED! I JUST SLIPPED N E SKIN OF MY FIRST TWO TOES CAME OUT!
-Initiall tot it was alight, just a slip, so continued to walk very fast to workplace! Bt toes started to feel sting-like pain! I looked down n it all blood under my toes! zzz
-Tried to walk fast, coz i'm alr late by 10mins zzzz Dumb enough to go straight to workplace though!
-Coz after I went up, i gotta go down again to e 7-11(luckily its near) to buy plasters! ROAR!
-TOTALLY KUKU
-Finally done with everything, wash my wounds, plastered! (: Luckily work today was fine! If nt it can really be more suay! Jess came today for her first pop piano lesson(: WHEEE n she bought me dinner:D + i got to see e who who who LOL
-I felt the safest when I was at echo! Coz no bleeding n all!
-Finally its time to go home, heard n saw george playing piano omg! ppl saying he's pro n i have to agree though i dun wish to! LOL so sang while he played LOL fun I like:D

-After that went back to tpy coz catching movie with mycousins n their mum LOL!
-The thing is, I TOOK THE WRONG SIDE n went to harbourfront instead of going back to dhoby ghaut! See HOW DUMB I WAS TODAY zzz
-FINALLY WHEN I REACHED DHOBY GHAUT, I WALKED UP E ESCALATOR! TELLNG MYSELF NO, HISTORY WILL NT REPEAT!
-N GUESS WHAT! YES I FELL AGAIN ON THE ESCALATOR! SAME SPOT! + 2 more toes kanna! ISN'T IT GREAT! WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY zzz
-The fall made e old wounds bled again, it cut the plasters zzzz
-But okay, dragged myself to walk along e long walkway, I TOOK STAIRS down to the red line platform(coz i'm really afraid of escalator alr T_T)!
-SAT DOWN N CLEAN MY WOUND! I nv m so unglam before zzz, bt i had no time to care how others look at me alr
-Well one indian girl stares at my wound as I was puttin new plasters over them, i hope i dint leave some bad childhood memory for her as it was quite bloody lol!
-Finally reached e cinema n then home safe n sound!
-RANTED TO PING ALL E WAY! N she said, this is life! LOL okay well gotta agree!
-N jess is telling me that i got xue guang zhi zai lol! I was on e phone with her while dragging my bloody feet to work this afternoonXD

SO TADA this is what they looked like when i reached home! I nv posted smth as disgusting as this before in my life! N this is really one of e most significant injury(if its considered as one) i've gotten! Though may be very insignificant to some!

Btw, ytd went out with the girls:D Pre bd outing for ling(:
sharon mm, joey, ping + 2Lings lol
Went international buffet with the girls n ling other friends.
After that we went seperate ways. For us, we went back to mango first after hanging ard city hall area:D Missing ppl like them...

She's vietnamese cool right:D

Haha the always smiling samad!

Motherly Anne:D She dun scold ppl can le lol

N a lot more like stupid richie! Well i miss mango days srsly!

Afte that we went to cine, watched bride wars while joey n sharon mm used com(well they gave up using e com n joined us for e movie afterwards lol)

So yea:D happy birthday ling(: Pls be happy! That's our wish for u(: My wish for them too. These girls doesn't deserve so many things going rd their minds. Jiayou for Ns N Os((:

2009-08-18T03:24:00.002+08:00

Typhoon Morakot. I believe most of the ppl had heard of it and seen million of news report everywhere.

Nobody knows what is gonna happen tomorrow. But right now, I'm feeling really lucky to be in singapore, alive with food, shelter and every other necessity I need to survive. Nature is such a scary killer, yet we can't put a stop to these. Watching your house, villages after villages being destroyed, not knowing whether your family is alive or dead, trapped, with no food and water, can anyone imagine. We can't unless we're them.

Hongkong started the donation event! Show was broadcasted today. Hopefully right now as I'm typing this, more n more ppl are still getting rescued, though its like 10days from it now. Please if there's god, bless them.

I wonder with all these nature disasters happening ard the world, why on earth are there ppl who still can be bothered with differences like whether he's taiwanese or chinese and can give very sarcastic comments. Sigh, this world can really really be a btr place without all these crap ppl.

Everything becomes so insignificant compared to all these natural disasters. I really have no idea what's gonna happen again. I seriously hope there's nth more, these two significant disasters are alr too much for ppl to handle and deal with. If they are meant to be the lessons that we, human, should learn for doing too many superficial and unimportant stuff, I hope we do learn. Its terrible enough.

2009-08-12T01:58:00.003+08:00

I'm so lazy to blog! Well, I'm a little busy + a little lazy! Haha

Uni started sch for quite a significant no. of ppl ard me i think! Well shall nt be bothered abt it and carrying on with my life while they carry on with theirs! Though i admit i'm still a little little, just a bit affected.

Days had been filled with work i think! Plus my music lessons:D N little outings here n there. Most recent one was shuxin's bd:D Hope she enjoy herself though its quite short and also thanks leroy n gf + junxiang that made it happened too:D

I shall carry on working hard n earn more money:D I wanna save up! Go taiwan n many many other places! Bt i shall focus on one place first! TAIWAN:D

N pray hard for the ppl affected in the monsoon that they'll be able to carry on with life and things will be okay soon. This world is really becoming scary!

Takkaire ppl:D Cherish and live life to the fullest cause you'll never know what's gonna happen tmr!

Just a little encouragement for ppl who are facing some setbacks now! JIAYOU:D You'll make it one day!

"It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop. "~ Confucius

"Don't be discouraged. It's often the last key in the bunch that opens the lock. "~ Unknown

"I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. Twenty-six times I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed."~ Michael Jordan

"Failure is only the opportunity to begin again, only this time more wisely."~ Henry Ford

And I figured out today, if failure is meant to happen in everybody's life, those who fell first, will get to learn how to stand up again and stay there for even longer! :D So i'm glad that I fell. We learn from mistakes right:D

2009-07-28T04:58:00.000+08:00

OMG BLOGGER IS STILL NT OKAY ): Means cannot upload photos here ):

Bt anyway, Sunday was a busyx2 bt FUN^infinity DAY:D

It was Sharon MM's birthday:D Wheee! So the 6 of us met at tpy:D Destination was ECP:D The rest of us cycled while joey, MISS AMERICAN(LOL) bladed! I asked her to teach me bt she dun wan luhXD Haha we cycled all e way to bedok jetty(: I miss the place. Felt the breeze, watched ppl fished + CAMWHORED^^ Heh n thanks to kyran, we managed to take a nice grp photo there:D After that cabbed back to woodlands, mm's hse whereby her mum prepared food alr:D We cut e cake first! Haha then started eating! YUMMY! Caught a little of e soccer match with Liverpool VS Singapore! Well we know the outcome... Hmm haha n we camwhored there too:D Haha love those girls:D N hopefully e birthday girl is happyyy:DDD

After that rushed over to yishun for jiejie's 21st bd party at aunt's condo! Hmmm went to aunt's hse to change first! Saw jiejie n friends! haha quite a lot of ppl went:D Grandma n aunt they all e best! They went to sing in the other room! I was there for quite sometime too lol! N I got to know from junxiang that jiankai(jie's bf) was actually his friend! Okay tell me how small e world is! Lol very! She's like a princess:D Haha glad to see her having fun n all:DDD

Today went out with joyce, ger, jerm n aa! Okay it felt long actually since our last meetup! Bt ger's right too! That we've actually meet up more often than we just graduated! Had our dinner at MOS:D CAMWHORED ALL E WAY! Haha i think its just me! Bt well I think all outings deserve every moment captured:D Esply with ppl u cherished right:D Hehe so we caught up a little n camwhored a lot! Hmm should be the other way rd? Haha well we know wat's happening n wat's gonna happen to everyone actually! Lol so its okay! :D

BUSY 3 WEEKS AHEAD! Esply weekends! Bt for e sake of earnings + allowance! NO CHOICE! ):

Another very very meaningful song I heard today! Its really really very meaningful that I felt so touched when I heard it!

你们的爱-周笔畅

过去总要离开无论多少感慨明天总会来
生命没有彩排我已不是小孩相信依赖
眼泪和心碎也不能让我的心里失去期待
才看到那未来
那些人潮人海如此迫不及待散去又回来
没有某个角落可以置身世外逃开现在
如果我放弃该怎样去面对那些真挚的爱
谁拥有那未来

爱我的人相信我
我一直在努力改变所有失败
为你们而存在
爱我的人感谢你你们的爱
就算人生不是精彩我也要勇敢的姿态

就像夜裏的光就像皮鞭的响指引著羔羊
伤口需要滚烫生命需要成长痛要品尝
命运去碰撞才会懂坚持是不是对的方向
错过的不要想
就像干花的香就像杯底的糖沉淀了思想
每个人不一样也许你的幸福地址不详
要明白被爱并不是一种奖赏而是种力量
要用它去发光

爱我的人相信我
我一直在努力改变所有失败
为你们而存在
爱我的人感谢你你们的爱
就算人生不是精彩我也要勇敢的姿态

多少次紧握著明天徘徊
让昨天无法释怀
就算我注定失败
还有你暖的胸怀

爱我的人相信我
我一直在努力改变所有失败
为你们而存在
爱我的人感谢你你们的爱
就像在寒冷的雪天等待著一朵花盛开

Felt so applicable to myself n things happening ard when I read the lyrics! Actually this yr was a yr of happenings. So many things going on at the same time. Very bad things n very good things. N i think they're kinda link! Every word in the song is like what I'm feeling and what I felt that many ought to know! I super love this set of lyrics I hope everyone can understand what it means omg! I feel like doing a translation alr! I hope I can write smth like that too! Awesome!

The worst thing this yr is nt being able to get to local uni esply when ppl hear the grades you've gt n HUR ur grades cannot go in? Okay nt that its very gd like AAAAAAAAAA.... just average average! But even myself tot I'll be able to go into somewhere in the first place, esply with ppl ard saying that aiya u okay de blah blah blah, even Mr Ong says so. This is call 人算不如天算! Well if this is meant to be let it be, coz I've let it go n see things in a different light now! This is the very good thing that happened to me. Okay now I truly understand that what is bad may nt be the bad. If without this I wun have the time n courage to pursue wat I want(N of coz, being able to do so I must thank jess too^^)

But no matter wat, with or without this, I think its time to grow up. Face the fact and let it be the past n move on! Just like the first line. "No matter wat tmr will come. Life has no rehearsal, I'm no longer a kid and need to be independent" Another thing that I've think everyone ought to feel is the third n fourth line. "I wun allow setbacks to cause me to lose hope, so that I can see a future" Another reality is in the fifth line. "There's no place on earth for me to hide from reality and act like nth's going on" Well everyone ought to learn how to face problems instead of avoiding:D The nxt line says "how am I going to face my loved ones if I decided to give up now, who's gonna hold the future?" Yup isn't it very true that sometimes you feel things that you're ashamed of when the ppl who love you doesn't think that way. Like for me, initially I also felt that I'm such a letdown for not being able to go into uni. Grandma n aunt somehow know wat I'm feeling when i kept getting rejection letters, they kept telling me its nt the end. There are many successful cases even in the family. For which i really appreciate very much. So now i realised, if I keep feeling that way, it will then be the real letdown, nt only to them, bt to myself also.

就像夜裏的光就像皮鞭的响指引著羔羊
伤口需要滚烫生命需要成长痛要品尝
命运去碰撞才会懂, 坚持是不是对的方向
错过的不要想

N i super love this verse too! It says "Its just like the light in the dark, the loud sound of whipping that's guiding the goats. Wounds need to be felt, life needs to grow and we need to taste the pain. Our lives need not be that smooth so that we'll know if wat we've persevering is right. What we've missed out, should nt be on our minds anymore."

N thanks to all the ppl who I love and love me. Who supported me throughout this, listened to me and gave me advices, before applying, during applying and after applying. Actually nt only this period, all these yrs I have gd and nice ppl ard me who care no matter if we talked once in a blue moon or always been in contact. So thank you all really! Reality made me grow up, and also you ppl made me feel warmth, concern and love. I know I'll always have some of you to fall back on during hard times and setbacks. Its because of this that failure seems insignificant. It just doesn't matter anymore. Cause I know I'll stand up again, even harder to defeat everytime I stood up.

N to sx, sqjiejie, n many more out there who's going thru this and feeling bad abt it. I srsly hope you guys will find your self esteem back again and after you've found ur way out, let this present setback be an experience and nt a setback anymore. Jiayou everyone:D

2009-07-25T15:38:00.002+08:00

CAUGHT UP WITH MIMI N SARAH DARLINGS YTD (: ONE WHOLE DAY WITH THEM:D
Mimi is going back melbourne today though ): N e nxt time she'll be back is like dec!

Ytd met up with mimi at tpy first:D Then we went to astons! Wheee:D I miss astons! haha after that shop n shop n shopXD Was walking ard ps, n decided to go vivo! haha ard 4plus she wanna eat her rojak at food republic, n rah darling joined us:D We talked like there's no tmr:D After that continued to shop LOL! Then went to far east n ate wanton mee! Okay friends ard me, like shuxin n jess kept asking me "u not sian ahh", coz i think i had been eating that! I think now chrysan's gonna ask me that too lol! After that we spent a long while chatting again! Haha, n went to shop ard when it was ard 8plus going 9! haha, last destination is go newton circus eat mimi's fav desert! :D Many many laughters n everything ytd:D Its just nice seeing them again:D Esply rah darling! Haven seen her in a long long while! N jiayou for final yr's work darling:D Well everyone nid to jiayou no matter wat u're doing:D

N tmr is gonna be a fun + busy day!

Just heard a song:D I think it applies to all ppl esply in this very realistic world, whereby a few of us can really be ourselves when dealing with other ppl! It made you lose yourself, to a point whereby you don't even know who you are.

People know, but can't do it-Being yourself is e most important thing:D

Alright for some it may not be e most important, but to me it is, because its the most important factor to be happy + you can get yourself out of pretending and then after that feeling hypocritic! I'm sure many many of us feel that way, n it happens quite often. For which both are bad for health indirectly, well it starts making you sick psychologically. N also, while you're always searching for your own identity, you may be the one who's hiding it yourself. So to everyone! DON'T BE AFRAID OF BEING YOUSELF:D Isn't it best that by doing so, you'll find ppl who accept and love you for who you are, and help u to change for the better? *throw all the masks away*

Believe in me-Demi Lovato
I'm losing myself
Trying to compete with everyone else
Instead of just being me

I don't know where to turn
Ive been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I don't want to be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling
Beautiful today
and know that I'm okay,
Cause everyones perfect in unusual ways.
So see
I just wanna believe in me

The mirror can lie
Cause it cant show you whats inside
And it can tell you your full of lies
Its amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I don't want to be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling
Beautiful today and know that
I'm okay,
Cause everyones perfect in usual ways.
So see
I just wanna believe in me

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today
I guess i always knew
That i had all the strength
To make it through

I'm not gonna be afraid
I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyones perfect in unusual ways
So see
Now i believe in me
Now i believe in me

2009-07-23T19:49:00.001+08:00

射手座
射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。> 　　>>　　她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的> 意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。> 　　>> 　　你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随> 时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。> 　　>>　　她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。> 　　> >> 　　她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。> 　　>>　　她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。> 　　>>　　她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又> 拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。> 　　>>　　她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太> 脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。> 　　> 　　>>　　别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实> 是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。> 　　>> 　　她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她> 一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。>> 　　>>　　如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。> 　　>>　　千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原> 谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。> 　　> 　　>>　　那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，> 是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。> 　　>>　　她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟> 冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。> 　　>>　　因为她觉得这> 是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁.> 　　>> 　　她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到> 的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。> 　　>>　　在她的世界里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。> 　　>> 　　她心> 里的，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。>>>>>>

2009-07-21T02:56:00.004+08:00

SaT 18/6
Mini gathering:D Brought them to e fireplace! The cafe below echomusic:D Glad that everyone quite like that place:D I love the place myself too haha! Caught up a little, at least know what everyone is doing n all(: Played ch's psp awhile haha! Haven played dj max for a long long time! haha! Watched perf there too(: Jake did a pretty well job for a first time performer i think(: N I think neo's vocal actually is quite nice also de lol:D Very jj!

Sun was work for meXD Bt kinda happening(: Had a gd time chatting with e ppl lol! Though it was kinda scary at first when e cafe boss came up n complained abt e leaking! N simon's quite nice to chat with too(: Haha i can't wait for lessons with him n fong to start(: This is e start of my new journey, the journey i always wanted to pursue.

Today just slacked at homeXD Hmm okay i woke up at 5plus PM! Too tired or slpt too late? haha i think a little of both! Coz i slpt too late that's why i'm too tired! N finally went for tuition:D

lazy to upload too many photos! Lol so just one nice one:D (it seems like there's many ppl right! actually only 9 haha)

2009-07-18T02:40:00.002+08:00

Actually sometimes I wonder, if some ppl deserves me to treat them with all of my heart?

All these yrs, I tried to please and satisfy everybody(of coz everybody refers to ppl that I think are my friends and ppl who I think are worthy for me to do things for them), sometimes even sacrificing my own needs. And it doesn't matter to me. N it's nt for me to SHOW that wow ling is so nice n whatever, those bullshit. The point is, all I've done for ppl ard me are NV FOR SHOW! I always believe that when it comes to making friends, the way you treat them n all, should seriously comes from your heart. Shoudn't it be like that?? I dun give a damn actually about how others view, think or even talk abt me. All i wanted was for everyone ard me to be happy. That's all. Its so simple yet so difficult when doing so. Is reality and the fact that everyone is selfish, that's making ppl to be suspicious of one's gd intentions for them?

Well yes I dun care abt how OTHERS think abt me. But when it comes to ppl I hold dear, when it comes to ppl that I really care abt and all, I can't act as if nth's going on. To all friends(esply close ones), I srsly hope that, if in one way or another, when u're unhappy with me, will u just freaking tell me abt it. I can't stand ppl going ard the bush n say that everything's okay when its actually nt, esply when even yourself are not okay with it! Coz its not the first time I'm feeling this way right now. N it feels terrible.

Maybe, its just right, to treat everyone fairly n equally, and not having so called close friends. To protect urself. Sometimes I just wish I could do that, but well, I think I will nv be able to.

2009-07-18T01:35:00.003+08:00

One week! Haha i'm lazy okay! One week is nt that long, but there's a lot of happenings! Haha

Okay short n sweet update!

11/7
Sat went down to echo:D Super happening there when its sat(: Plus I've met a super clickable girl:D JAMIE:D We clicked in terms of thinking n music, srsly cool! Jess come over to overnight after work:D

12/7
Sunday=WORK! Went down to echo, adminXD Okay i dun like admin job, bt i like the fact that its a music sch plus e super gd rate for staff to learn e courses:D That day simon(one of e bosses) helped me with my decision hw to go abt learning keyboard if I were to:D He's srsly very nice + a great help:D So i'm gonna take keyboard lessons from him nxt wed plus vocals from fong also on wed:D I dunno if anyone can understand, but its a super duper gd feeling to be purchasing ur dreams, doing things u want to do! Even though it means not going uni this yr(okay not that I dun wanna go, bt since things had alr came to this stage...) Well, I'm just gonna take this opportunity to learn what I always wanted to:D

13/7
Day out with shuxin, leroy n junxiang:D We caught duplicity(for which i dun really understand), pool-ed, ate at hk cafe n went arcade! haha, super fun day:D

14/7
Supposed to have tuition, bt got cancelled! So I just rest at home, n went library to return my books!

15/7
Went tampiness to play badminton with shuxin, leroy n jx:D Lol, yea u dint see the wrong names lol! Very happening this week for e 4 of us:D haha, it feels gd! Haven exercise for like a gazillion yrs alr! After that dinner at ajisen and arcade! LOL madness

16/7
Work at echo again(: Jamie is here again! Coz jamming:D Lol nice leh, cool to have a band!! N we chit chat chit chat lol! I'm really very grateful to her actually for everything (:

17/7
Wanted to go bugis branch today to pay my fees plus go walk walk! BUT LAZINESS GOT OVER ME ): So in the end i spent my day at home:D For which is nt that bad also! Caught abosulte boyfriend just now! Actually when it hasn't show i wanna watch, but when it was showing I'm lazy or had no chance to watch! Today was e first time i caught it, n omg la, that guy is really very gd looking+tall+loving! Lol in the show for the last point!

Okay short n sweet:D Though still seem a bit long, well i did my best to summarise! Tmr going out with clique + ch n darryl(: N sad sx nt coming ): But she's got no choice too! Well another day love(: Its okay!

2009-07-11T15:16:00.007+08:00

Just came home from tuition ard 1hr ago:D New tutee! Jiejie intro me e student coz she dun wanna teach alr (: Thanks hehe:D Quite a nice girl! N yes she's quite smart one! haha

So ytd met mel baby at interchange for subway:D Wheee super long dint eat subway alr! Since I stopped working! Working in town makes me a subway addict coz there's like nth much to eatXD Anyway baby is so sweet:D She gave me a sunflower!!! Haha super pretty! (: After eating we went to buy container for e sunflower! Oh n we went more than words too! She bought her domukun lol hope i got e spelling right! Heh then came to my hse:D Watched e movie she wanted to watch super duper long ago:D Like finally! Haha its in my com for very long alr!

Taught her how to fold roses(: N she learnt it quite fast:D N my favourite pasttime with her is CAMWHORING! Lol, is that even a hobby haha! Well whatever it is:D Happy to see baby:D I super long dint see her alr! Hopefully As end soon for her! (:

See e pretty sunflower! :D

Her beloved domukun

"pai kia" face? lol its not me!

Mel is happy(: Coz she got internet, dumokun, sunflower n most imptly LING:D haha

Then she wrote on my board toO:D haha sweet girl!

Lazy to photoscapeXD N happy that blogger finally allow me to upload photos since a few days ago:D Going echo music later:D Wheeee(:

2009-07-10T02:29:00.002+08:00

Went down to echo music(chinatown branch) today with jess(: I super duper like e chinatown branch! Coz of the cafe below! Its very cozy! Just like wat jess described, really feels like I'm at home(: The food there quite nice(: N nice ppl again(:

Today was more happening though, jess said usually very quiet de. I think coz Jess was with me when it was boring and all in the noon! Then after she left for sy, jamie came afterwards(: That girl is like super chattable! Lol n she's nice enough to accompany me till closing when she doesn't need to! Like omg(: Thanks!

Tmr outing postponed! Supposed to have another outing tmr, but coz of some miscommunicationsXD My fault! For tmr, I'm gonna stay at home! N mel baby is coming over to slack! I think i haven been at home during afternoons-midnight for like 3124983510 days alr ): So may be a gd rest too! Hopefully outing with sx, jx they all will come soon:D N i'm sorry sx ):

2009-07-09T01:35:00.003+08:00

PAYDAY YTD:D
Met up with shuxin, wanting n yenleng at orchard mrt station:D Was late again due to e interview zzz! Went to collect pay and after that went to buy tickets for movie! WHEEE! But i forgot to bring my tag, so before i even got to count my pay, i opened up e envelope n handed $5 to alice ): OUCH! But I'm nt sad for a long while lol, n yea though i keep saying wt all cause of her, lol bt i hope she knows i dun mean it! Haha so after that went back mango to purchase our reserves:D Auntie rozitta took quite some time before taking out those packets n packets of reserved clothes! Thx u(: Ling n sharon t. was there:D N then after that junxiang, evelyn, kelvin came along! Haha after that everyone went down to pay lol! Just got pay then spent $108 on mango clothes alone! like omg ): Ling n sharon t. was nice enough to help us pay, coz we're running late for movies! N yea meanwhile theresa rushed to take a cab down! Coz that blur girl forgot we're meeting for movie lol!

SO CAUGHT TRANSFORMERS YTD TOO! (: SUPER NICE! I super love e actors and actresses!! N I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT MEGAN FOXX IS A TRANS! PLS NO WAY! XD After movies went far east(: N yl n I ate dinner there! Haha wanton mee! Lol

Today I woke up ard 8/9plus am(without getting out of my bed), replied msges! Lol then after that went back to bed! Ard 11 plus going to 12pm, aunt marilyn, ida(carrying junxiang) came into my room! LOL I GOT A SHOCK CAN! A pleasant one:D Haha I super long nv see junxiang alr!! Miss the little boy! He is getting CHUBBIER CAN! For which i dunno why! haha n he's STILL SO CUTE:D Played with him until aunt n ida went out n junxiang gotta slp! haha so i used e com! Surprisingly i dint go back to slp! haha 2plus pm ling n sharon t. came over to my hse:D Coz we're going to town to meet sharon mm, joey, ping plus one of their friends with the initials xj i think!

haha reason being they're getting their pay today! N I'm going to get my $5 back by returning e tag! Three of us reached town first, n ate pepper lunch coz sharon t. was so very hungry! FOOD(: n I gt student meal:D I miss my ez link card ): Shouldn't have refunded it! If i knew it'll get retained ): When we were finishing they took their pay(: So we went mango to look for them after we're done:D Sharon mm bought her stuff n we went taka! After which was ICECREAM AT NOVENA:D Joey went to settle her contact lens thingy first! Haha briefing for work starting at 7pm:D So i get to eat icecream with them! Haha yummyyyy!:D Dint know there's e icecream shop at novena! It was very very cool really! But i forgot wat's its name! But it was so so very nice:D I wonder if mayy knows(: So 6 of us got our orders n tuck in:D Took some photos there lol! I think ping was feeling so paiseh when we kept asking e staff to take photos for us! After which I went to bugis for my briefing for e new job:D

Took some time to find e place again though its my sec time thereXD But there are really really too many shophouses ard bugis, n it was so very complicating! But now i think i know my way alr! Went in n saw wanling n emmanual n some others:D So wanling asked me to take a seat! N started e briefing of my job scope! Ard 2hrs! N I dint get to join sx n the rest today coz we sort of lost contact! Should have called e girl earlier ): Back to echomusic. It is really really cool:D I super love the place! Cool doesn't only refer to the place! But the ppl, the things we do there and the fun we all enjoy(: Music, must be the strongest bond on earth! It makes ppl come tgt! I have absolutely no idea why! But it just works amazingly!

So meanwhile when i was waiting for shuxin's reply, I went for a 1/2 hr trial for vocals! Haha feng was e vocal instructor:D She's nice n friendly n all:D I think if i were to learn i'll just learn from her! Haha n i think i gotta learn pop piano first before i can go into songwriting(: N now i'm interested in music production also! I'm considering to learn vocals n pop piano tgt first :D I think that'll be nice too(: So I'm kinda excited to see chinatown's branch tmr(: Plus jess will be there! But i'm kinda scared of e admin workXD Jiayou ling:D

I went home ard 11pm! Took 57(: I love straight buses! haha n I know ling was writing some stuff on e whiteboard, but i dint get to see wat it was until i was home awhile ago:D N ling is such a sweetheart:D N definitely I can say, these girls are all very very sweet n nice ppl:D Love them plenty<3

N of coz I love my meimei too! Who is now stuck at ECP facing someone she dun like! Lol hengyixin just come home la, dumbass!

2009-07-08T13:41:00.002+08:00

Usher sang this song during the MJ memorial. N I think it totally describes him btr than anything else, esply when its a MJ song. There's no doubt, there may nt be another legend like him in the music industry alr. Its really such a pity ):

Gone too soon-Micheal Jackson
Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon

2009-07-07T01:13:00.004+08:00

WENT TO WOODLANDS TODAY:D

With sharon mm, sharon tan, amabelle(aka ling) and liping(: Okay its very weird to call another one ling srsly! Met up with sharon tan n amabelle first at tpy(: Then off to woodlands for sharon mm and liping:D Ate lunch at food court! N sharon mm's cookie! Lol nice chocs the cookies contained!

Initially wanna go library, but it was so filled with ppl that we changed to plan B! Which was to go RP:D Lol, RP is quite nice actually:D Totally holds the fact that it is a new sch! So we went RP library instead. I marked my papers, they did their work, though we're like nt very productive! N yes again, I miss being a student T_T Played with ping's Itouch:D N Itouch gen 2 is really nice:D Quite a few ppl ard me has it! Lol, yea I'm a taptap fan! Just like baby:D N i got to see eileen lovely also after her lesson:D Though its only for awhile, still:D hehe

Then it was dinner time LOL. We went to some cafe in RP. Cheap+Nice(: After that was camwhored time! We went to e park also lol! But dint go in! After that took cab back to tpy coz ling gotta rush home. After that sharon tan n I went to pasar malam! :D She bought her tapioca cake then tgt we got smth for amabelle:D Went back to pass to her! Haha hopefully it cheered her up:D

2009-07-06T03:33:00.001+08:00

FINALLY MET UP WITH LAY, DIA & MAY:D

It was a happy happy day for me(: Truth to be told, I nv tot it'll happened until I really got the guts to ask them out:D I should have done it long long ago!

N they nv change much actually! Just that all became prettier:D N must call may missy now! A very noble job she's getting into! :D I miss them all very much. Miss those days we had together very much too!

Went astons for lunch! Catched up, reminisced the past and keep disturbing each other like before! Everything is so familiar and one thing I love so much with them is that I can speak freely, dun need to view anything so srsly cause we all know everyone is just joking with each other. No need to be conscious and all, free n easy, we're all ourselves. That's how we interact with each other n all. N it dint change a single bit:D

After astons we went to check movie timing lol! N went back to ps to buy tickets for ice age 3:D Then we shopped ard ps! haha though we nv say anything abt how long we're gonna be out n all, it seems like we all intend to leave the day just for the four of us(: A scene that we miss so much. After movie was 8 plus! We continued to walk ard ps lol, cam whored throughout today(: Dia took purple line back to serangoon! While three of us took to braddell! May met her friend and went home! Lay n I went pasar malam(: Last time after sch, whenever tpy had it, its a we-will-go place(:

I feel a sense of belonging with them, even after so long. Nth can ever change the memories we had together. Those fun, joy and laughters that we shared and many many other things. I know I want to be there for and with them in the future days too. I dun wanna miss out anything more, esply when they are ppl who I should have hold dear all along. I love them:D

Thank you(: Three of you! For making me complete once again, for your voices back in my life is really the best thing that happened to me after all these yrs(: I really miss you all like nth else. I was telling dia, no one knows better than the three of them how to fill in my blanks to help complete my sentences haha. Today was an awesome and wonderful day! (:

2009-07-05T02:47:00.003+08:00

LAST DAY OF WORK IN MANGO!!!

Well after all these days in mango, I guess I did learn something more than folding n hanging clothes! Though i can't really mention wat I've learnt now coz my mind is in a total blank!

But i learnt 5 vietnam words from kim n jasmine! :D For which i think is cool! haha in the future i'll go n learn as many languages as possible!

sin zhao-hello
sin loy-sorry
kum en-thank you
tum beat-bye
kum gor gi-you're welcome

LOL spelling may nt be accurate but its e pronounciation! :D

Went to airport to send shuxia off after work. Met up with chrysan, siwei n phyllis first! Then junqiang n cheryl may when we arrived at popeye! :D Was super exciting there while they tried to hide from shuxia! haha coz the rest were meant to be a surprise(except chrysan n me)! I dunno where is shuxia now, lol but i guess she's arriving soon! :D Hopefully all will be fine for her over there! N jiayou princess! (: Photos most likely tmr! I'm damn tired now! I still asked grandma to wake me up tmr coz i wanna go cut hair in e morning! Lol i doubt it's possible now!

TMR MEETING LAY, DIA N MAY :D Anticipating n CAN'T WAIT :D

N I'm missing another dear friend too. Sometimes i just hate myself for lacking the courage to speak to her, even though i really wanna noe her ongoings. I'm just letting time slipped away without doing anything. But why iszit just so hard to do so ): Sigh.

2009-07-03T00:54:00.003+08:00

Time passes by super slowly today during work! I have no idea why! N true enough, they were all at lvl 1 n while I was at lvl 2! haha but samad was super nice to change my break to e same timing as shuxin:D Jess n wt also working today! But they left at 6pm!

The more fun thing today was going down to lvl 1's fitting rm to help shuxin:D Coz i get to tok to her n all! N of coz our breaktime:D N after work! Coz i like toking to shuxin! N dearest will pop by lvl 2 at times too! :D haha another entertainer of mine was Debra(aka xiaoling:D) She came at 3pm n after which we kept toking n disturbing leroy also! haha more entertained when she was here, she sec floor also! I'll miss e girl coz she's nt gonna work for e nxt two day! N I'm not working on sunday! N yes I'm missing the other girls too ): Sharon mm, amabelle, sharon tan, liping, joey! ahhh work is srsly much more sian without them): Whereby Liping n sharon t. always at lvl 2 with me! Sharon mm, amabelle n joey though always first floor, but its always so fun with them ard disturbing each other lol! Two most days to end of work in mango!

Anyway just watched mtv channel! The programme on was oldies time! N they showed the video "we are the world" by various artist including Micheal Jackson, Janet Jackson, Lionel Richie n blah blah blah! For which i felt touched when i saw the video! N who said oldies are cliche n outdated n all! I dun agree!

We are the world

2009-07-02T01:11:00.002+08:00

Resume of work!

I was super reluctant to get up today! My eyes felt a sharp pain as I tried to open them! Lol meaning I DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH SLP! Which is very bad for a super fan of sleeping ): But i had no choice but to get up!

Anyhow, mango wasn't opened yet when I reached. N i helped love to reserve her clothes(: heh heh! Then after that saw her name on e work timetable! Serena got a shock n so I called her! N this misunderstanding occur coz of Mr SAMAD! Lol, n it was discovered coz jess asked me to help her to tell serena her schedule whereby there is no nid for change actually! So i made sx wake up for nth! Which was very bad of me ):

Today was in charge of fitting room! Okay I can tell u, the first part of work srsly sucks! Coz it was so so sooooooo BORING! MEIMEIS ALL STARTED SCH, SX,WT,DING,JESS ALL OFF TODAY! Atmosphere was srsly very dead ): I was msging sharon mm, sx and jess at the same time! Lol, n time flies faster than usual, which was actually quite gd! Coz I was really BORED! See how bored i m ): I had lunch with jennifer at grafitti cafe! E wanton mee that jess always praised, and it had moved to far east. So yea, nt bad.

During e one hr break was still msging the three of them! haha but before that in the morning amabelle asked for my break time! SO i tot they're coming down to town, bt amabelle replied nope :D Lol she still put e smiley! N sharon mm was even btr! I told her amabelle said they aren't coming! Coz initially sharon was like telling me they are. Lol, then i was like asking her no CCA? Coz wed is CCA day! N she happily tell me yea she rmbed she got volleyball so not coming down to town alr! N all e while i was telling debra how much I miss those sisters n sx they all! N when I was back for lunch, i continued my work. N THAT WAS WHEN I FOUND WORKING TODAY NT THAT BAD AT ALL! :D

Nt only auntie rozitta, richie, debra n some other adhocs came:D ANOTHER THING WAS COZ I SAW LYDIA LEOW with her mum:D You know, after all these yrs whereby i dint see dia n may at all, n just when we were abt to meet up(THIS SUN:D) i saw dia! LOL she was just beside me while another colleague(i forgot her nameXD) took e hangers out for dia! Then she called me! I turned n got a shock of my life! LOL this is truly, srsly UNEXPECTED! :D Though i told her before I am working at shaw mango now, she forgot! N the amazing thing was, she forgot n yet she still went there to shop, n i was right there at the fitting room, seemingly to wait for her appearance lol!

After all these yrs, dia dint really change much! Hair grew longer, look prettier but still standing at the same height! Haha she's so gonna kill me if she see this haha! So as dia was trying out her clothes, I was toking to her, crapping n all like last time :D Super miss those days ): N then she n her mum went to walk another round ard mango, n then came to tok to me when they were abt to go! So as I was toking to them, ANOTHER SURPRISE CAME! SHARON MM SUDDENLY APPEARED NXT TO ME! And after which amabelle n sharon tan showed up nxt! LOL LIKE OMG CAN! I GOT ANOTHER SHOCK OF MY LIFE! So the whole story was, amabelle was telling sharon mm to give me a surprise visit, but she said she was coming n at this pt of time i asked abt CCA, so she just went ahead with me n said she rmbed there's vb practice! Srsly, was super happy when i saw them :D Their appearance made e whole atmosphere lively again! Nt only i can feel, even e perm stuff n the other adhocs also were more hyper as they go ard toking to everyone! Haha:D After awhile they went to eat, n then came back! haha, amabelle was in her uniform attending to a customer! So cute right haha, old habits die hard! Esply when it was wat u're doing all along! N the main pt was, I WAS SUPER HIGH+HAPPY all the while they were there:D I miss working with them ard ):

Was kinda sad when it was time for them to goXD Like e whole place suddenly super quiet. But thankfully auntie rozitta they all were there! Made time past even faster while crapping n talking with them :D At night when i finally had a chance to go to first floor, the jeans i liked was gone ): Totally gone! I saw it in the morning ): Super regret nt keeping it! That pair was now selling at 29!! ROAR ):

ANYHOW, TMR SX IS DOWN FOR WORK, SAME SHIFT SOMEMORE!!! :D WT N JESS TOO:D So tmr will most probably be gd n fun if they're somewhere near me, esply sx, coz i got super many stuff to tell her :D If like the other time they all first floor i sec floor i'm so gonna sian diao ):

LONG ONE! :D Detailed day that I want myself to rmb also! I think one should note down as much details as u can rmb, coz for a week, a month or even yrs later, all these detailed memories will really lift ur spirits n all(HAPPY ONES OF COZ). U'll be surprised that it happened! Really :D

GOODNIGHT!

2009-06-30T13:35:00.003+08:00

I FINALLY GT THE CHANCE TO BLOG :D BUT STUPID BLOGGER DUN ALLOW ME TO UPLOAD PHOTOS! Then i gotta go photobucket ):

I wanted to blog like two days ago! Haha but due to the fact that I really couldn't take it anymore n keep falling aslp! So yea finally that I'm fully awake today I can blog!! YAY! :D

25th June was my last day of work(for month of june) in mango! So I had a five-days-in-a-row break from 26th-30th! For which today was the last day! First three days was outings n outings! :D

Sunday went to amk library to accompany mel baby to study(: Ate e sandwich, n two buckets of potato wedges(: SUPER NICE:D I srsly missed e days of being a student ): Anyhow BABY JIAYOU:D After that went back tpy interchange to meet up with e girls to pass them some stuff!

CLIQUE MEET UP ON FRI:D
Can imagine how thrilled n high I was feeling when the outing this time rd was like 10ppl! :D Except e few usual ppl like aa,jerm,joyce n ger, mimi(back from melbourne:D), AL, david n even kitty was here :D A sad thing that day was rah darling gotta study! N i dint get to meet them on sat night! Hope her papers end fast so that I can meet her! I miss e super cute girl(: N yea hr nt able to come due to NS ): SO AL! Nxt time e outings all u organise k! :P

MANGO GIRLS:D ALL E MEIMEIS!
23rd-TPY(: AMABELLE, SHARON T, SHARON MM, YIXIN
26th-SHARON MM came n slpover :D
27th-TOPONE with SHARON MM, JOEY, AMABELLE(AKA LING) haha
Had tons of fun with all of them, srsly(: Though they're still young n all, we can click(: They're super crazy when having fun:D N super love that! Will continue to keep in contact even though mango job had ended for them n sch's started! That's for sure(: N yupp study sessions, take-a-breather-after-studying sessions in e future, esply after their exams=FUN! Definitely:D Right now they all nid to work really hard this yr! JIAYOU MEIMEIS(:

23rd KBOX WITH YISHAN :D
(SUPER BELATED BD CELEBRATION FOR HER) :D
Met up for subway at tpy! After that went mango to help shuxin with some stuff, she-knows-what(: Then K happy that day at cine kbox(: 2-7 but we stayed longer than 7(: They're so nice lol! Super fun(: My primary sch buddy! :D

20th ECP WITH MAY, LENNON N HANRONG :D
Was quite late w.r.t mayy XD She had alr been cycling for 2 hrs when we arrivedXD PS! After that we cycled all e way to the route opposite changi airport's runway! Had fun:D Exercising n all was great! :D N i had a great time taking photos that day too(ask may n all, they knows haha)! With e nice scences for me to take! Haha :D

20th DINNER WITH FAMILY:D
I'm supposed to work full that day! Aunt made me cancelled e work! Haha but doesn't matter alr, coz time is precious too with family :D Esply since we don't really get much time tgt ): I miss e times where aunt will always bring us to eat tgt!

I'm finally done with all e outing updates :D I haven upload to facebook! Lol dun chase me for photos first! I'll try asap! :D

N ytd! May was here to borrow my internet, really internet only coz she brought her own lappy! :D Then she ate maggie mee+campbellsoup+her baked beans! haha after that we slacked in my rm n I searched for songs:D

N chanced upon this girl called sibel! She had a super duper nice voice! Wide range, versatile n all! Omg la! N majority of her songs are SUPERB to me(: So yea i heard e whole album alr! THUMBS UP!:D 5stars! N so i super love my blogsongs now:D N another song called never gonna be alone by nickelback was super nice too! :D

LOOKING FORWARDS
>>LAY, DIA N MAY THIS SUN:D
>>PAYDAY!!
>>SENTOSA WITH JC CLIQUE! (N it seems a little impossible with class too T_T)
>>MOVIE WITH JC CLIQUE IF ITS ON:D (we really haven been meeting up for a long long while alrT_T)
>>MEIMEIS, JERM N GANG, ACTUALLY FRIENDS WHO WANNA MEET UP(:
>>FINDING MY WAY OUT FOR MY FUTURE!
>N anymore ongoings that will happen for which i dunno yet! :D Hopefully they're e goods of coz!

2009-06-26T02:39:00.002+08:00

I dunno why so many words managed to come out from me. Its sort of the first time that I managed to really dig out everything in me n say it directly to someone. I think a person grows when he went thru certain stuff. When faced with similar senarios, he knows what he should do. That's what I think that happened to me. I can no longer, bear the impact n pain of drifting apart from another impt one! So I'm glad, I finally did two right things today!

Maturity now I believe, doesn't grow with age! It grows with experiences. All of us went thru stuff, some more srs than others. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. How true right! Everyone has the responsibility to takkaire of urself, to protect urself from certain things n all. But when others become ur responsibility, it may be a different thing alr. Coz each has different viewpts!

Life is constantly changing, everything changes, can be in the gd or bad way. But it totally depends on how u deal with things. Make e effort to keep n maintain things/relationships that you find it worthy to! Things can be a lot easier, when all e matters get laid out on the table n then u piece it back bit by bit(:

2009-06-25T02:39:00.003+08:00

Wooo!!! Tok to shuxin today n realised I haven been blogging for a gd 10days! Haha

Its either I'm too free that I blogged almost everyday! Or its like now whereby I'm SO BUSY that I dun even have time to blog! Haha so well just a quick quick update! :D

13th was first day of work! Dint do anything actually, except sticking price tags! Haha 16th was a little more busy, coz we were preparing for sales on 17th! So pinned sensor tags, hung up e clothes n all! I tot job will be as easy n simple until first day of sales!

17th was hell! Srsly HELL!!!! Ask anyone man! Be it shuxin or wanting whoever that was working on that day!! IT WAS HELL! Super chaotic! N had a super hard time during closing! We knocked off ard 11 plus pm! I was really shocked when i saw those crazy women n their behaviours!! It totally seemed that their eyes can only see clothes n were super oblivious to their surroundings!

After that I started going home with amabelle n sharon tan(surname reason being there's another sharon haha!) Lol, working at mango was really really tiring! But it was not that bad coz I have ppl that I knew long ago like shuxin,wt,ding n jess(e latter two seldom work actually), plus I have click-able new ppl that I've met, like amabelle, sharon tan, sharon hoo n more:D That clique of ppl luh actually! Haha its actually kinda amazing that a few days can totally change strangers to good friends! ((: Srsly, its e frequency that matters! They're all very nice girls! Despite e fact that they're younger than me! Still, i find it really nice to hang out with them! :D

N when i was home today! I saw my library books n realised they're overdue for 4 days alr! Like omg sian ): Means i nid to pay fine which is so zzz! ): Whatever it is! Now its time to slp! Tmr full day! Oh my god! Today's work was boring enough! Zzzz except e occasional trips downstairs to play with amabelle, sharon n joey (:

Haha n pictures soon, including those outings that I had when I have off days!!! :D GOODNIGHT! Oh sharon.h taught me just now! GOODNIGHT IS OYASUMI NASAI! (: Lol

N i decidate this song to ppl who are hurt by love or whatever it is!

dry your eyes-梁文音
当你又等待另一天就这样过去
夜里又醒来觉得被全世界遗弃
当你不明白为何爱会突然离去
沉默的呐喊听见的却只有自己

而当某天某人陪着曾是你的爱
一种莫名的痛蓦然侵入揉碎你的心

Baby dry your eyes
虽然爱情让你哭
也还放不开已经失去的幸福
没有了期待却突然更明白
眼前还有必须继续的未来

Baby dry your eyes
纵然爱情真的苦
心中的悲哀相信有天会结束
没有了依赖却看得更明白
已经太疲惫的自己还是要坚强的自己
如此脆弱却又真实的存在

2009-06-14T03:34:00.004+08:00

风筝都已断了线
怎么你还没察觉
为何还握着那唯一的关联
即使你不肯放手
它也只会随着风
越飘越远、消失不见
不可能再回到你身边

我和你们的关系
就像那风筝断了线
距离只会被时间拉得更遥远

我和他们之间的距离，是我自己拉开的。
我和他们之间的友谊，是我自己毁掉的。
I have no more excuses, no more reasons to save myself from all the regrets and guilt. It struck me so hard that I think I'm too ashamed to face them again. Even though I really miss them a lot, miss being part of them a lot. N why do i sound so self pitying now. I feel like laughing at myself. How pathetic.

2009-06-12T05:09:00.002+08:00

I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WHAT M I DOING HERE AT THIS HOUR!

For goodness sake, my clock is like damn screwed these few days again. I woke up at ard 5:45pm ytd, n 4pm today coz i gotta do shan's present! If nt i'm not gonna wake up i guess! N i dunno what time will i wake up tmr! Blah! But i got tuition at 7:30pm! Like finally after dunno how long! Wish this girl will be able to make it for her Os! XD

I think after bullshitting here I'll try to get some slp! I think i'm too bored or smth like that. I'm officially half sianned of fb! Actually i'm glad work's starting soon, so i can tune my biological clock back! Weeks are passing by, much faster than a tsunami would sweep across the ocean. Just that the aftermath of that is invisible, at least nt seen by naked eyes. N here I m, wasting my precious time! With not much thoughts in my mind! I think if i were a third party looking at my current life, I'll just shake my head n discredit this person to the max. What a life u've got girl! Can't u just get a life! Roar!

2009-06-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

CO CHALET!! (:

Ytd went to took pay with sx, ky n wt! Whee, this is a super super happy thing! $_$ Nt that i'm that money face, but i'm getting wat i deserved after working hard right! (: haha went to pass qing e tys-es n met sookhan at dhoby ghaut coz we going to ECP for co chalet! Yay! After we reached, we met up with shumin! We tried teaching sookhan how to cycle! Lol, halfway then tricia came. Eventually they decided to walk there, so i cycled there! Met weijian, huifang n dominic also. After that played volleyball awhile, then went in to eat! Wheee!! (: Beehoon was really nice! Dint get to eat a lot during bbq coz cycled to arcade with wj n hf! Spent quite a lot, regretted immediately coz its really unnecessary! sigh! halfway in e arcard hf's friend, winston joined us!

It was always fun hanging out with them(: So in the end i decided to stay overnight! Haha! Then we finally decided to go back to e chalet after drinking and chatting under some pavilion. After we've got enough rest, we decided to cycle all e way down to siglap, some bedok place which i forgot, for prata! heh heh! (: It was i wouldn't say a long way, but long enough to really make me so freaking CMI! Plus all e upslope n all its madness! N e cars beside are kinda scary too at first. Haha luckily e traffic is nt that heavy at that pt of time, n i slowly got used to e sound of cars going passed me. It was alr 1/2 plus am! haha n we cycled all e way till we reached a kinda steep slope(siglap slope we call it haha) n we nid to go down! It was damn nice! But at first i was kinda scared! haha n awhile later after that we reached e prata shop! YUMMY! (: We were so unwilling to stand up n head back to e stand! Truth to be told, i can't even stand properly alr, coz my thighs are like super tense n aching like mad! But had to cycle back no choice! haha n we were constantly reminded of jessly luh! Like when we saw cats n blah blah blah! So sad she dint come XD

Saw zhiwen n gang on our way back just outside e chalet! Haha zhiwen they all cycled to esplanade there lol! So all of us were like damn shagged luh lol! N went back to e rm, some of them went to bath n all! In e rm, deanna n gang were alr there! haha its so cool to know that they cycled to changi village(they saw trans lol)! Like we all went to different places haha! So everybody was like squeezing on e bed lol! At one pt i think there were 10plus ppl, 8 n e bed n e rest on e floor! haha, the juniors went for breakfast at 6/7plus am! So we had e bed to ourselves lol! So four of us were like slping there haha! Oh yea, n my contact lens is still inside my eyes! Haha i dint bring box n solution so can't take it out! But to my surprise it feels alright! haha we slpt till 10am, went to return bikes! Very shagged! So i took cab home! only 8 plus still okay lol! so yea, bt when i reached home there's no electricity in e whole building coz of maintenance! i was like zzz! So had to bath in cold water, bt my thighs srsly feels much btr after i'm out from shower! Went to buy lunch for my grandma, n went to slp despite it was really warm n still!

SO YUP! My first night cycling! (:

2009-06-07T03:46:00.006+08:00

This is really smth from my heart. To those friendships I've lost. To those friends who i still care n love though we're no longer the same as before. Chrysan, i think this song is e result of us keep toking abt smths! Ytd night i came up with a small part n today its e whole song! First time i completed a song within a day! Every word is like gushing out right from the heart.

曾经的我们
多少人在你生命中，来了又走
多少友情经不起风波
又有多少段爱情随着时光溜走
人与人之间的感情
难道就这样脆弱

有些回忆难免会忘记
有些人注定要失去
我却不想遗憾散落满地
要学会珍惜

很多时候大家都有错，都需要改过
重点是有没有弥补的行动
就算于事无补了
至少你尝试过
然后好好展开新生活

虽然真的非常怀念过去
但是已无法再回头
只能被时间拖着走

有些回忆难免会忘记
有些人注定要失去
我却不想遗憾散落满地
要学会珍惜

有些回忆已变成烙印
有些人永远在心里
常常想起一起度过的
每一寸光阴
谢谢你们丰富过我生命

铭心刻骨
曾经的我们
笑得多开心

2009-06-06T22:12:00.004+08:00

Was supposed to accompany mel to study today! But helped grandma with smth! So eventually dint go ):

I dun think i mentioned before but i really admired this guy for his courage n all! There's this show called Man Vs. Wild on discovery channel. This adventurer, Bear Grylls, endures the wild, showing you how to survive. The first time i watched it i was seriously in awe! N definitely very shocked, coz he eats stuff in the wild that u can nv imagine, to keep him going and survive! I learnt a lot from the show! But i definitely hope I wun be stuck in the middle of nowhere lol. I think I'll surely die thereXD

He is definitely adventurous, courageous n very knowledgeable! N actually he's kinda gd looking when he was younger and still looking good and handsome for a middle aged! haha! Today's episode was him n his cameraman, Will, at hells canyon and snake river! It was really really beautiful and spectacular, i mean the scenery n all! But it's gonna be lethal if you're there yourselfXD

I seriously feel that man is so insignificant compared to nature!

so yea, this is the man! (:

2009-06-04T02:00:00.002+08:00

Junxiang came over today at ard 12:30pm! I was eating n preparing to go out alr! So sad ): So i only spent like 1/2 hr with him, coz i gotta go n meet sx, wt, ding n jess at orchard mrt stationXD Shuxin came over to tpy first, n we went to look for e deodourant she wanted! N we dint managed to find it in the endXD After that went to meet the rest, and off we go for registration(: It was nice going back isetan, at least, nice seeing e very friendly ppl there(:

After that went to taka to eat, n we spent quite some time chatting abt uni stuff also. Sigh, such a sickening thing! Now what we can do is pray hard that NUS will accept all our appeals! Then we all went our separate ways, I hanged ard in borders while waiting for joyce n ger! (:

Shopped ard with them, n then went to take bus! There was this very weird guy sitting beside me, singing out loud as if we dun exist, n I'm glad I had my earpiece plugged into my ear! While ger n joyce were making faces all e way till we reached thomson plaza and they can finally complain abt him openly. So went to meet jerm n aa who were alr waiting for us there! Lol, had dinner at pizza hut! (: I'm happy! Coz i haven been to pizza hut for like 1394839583 yrsXD N we chatted there n all, till 10pm haha!

Reached home ard 11pm, went to bath, while thinking abt should i change to computing. I dunno where did that courage come from, to decide to stick to sci. Though i noe i dun really stand a high chance, shuxin n i srsly had long talks abt this. Now all i can do is, wait. So yes i will wait, with a hope not too high. Okay or should i say, i dun even dare to hope XD Whatever, n i just got an email from some education consultant from the School of Applied Studies, the psychology course kinda interest me! Maybe i can go there, if i dint managed to get into ntu/nus. Or James Cook like what ding says. Money is a BIG PROBLEM! Definitely, no matter where i go it is a big stone in front of me. Sigh, shall see how thing goes.

Oh n when i got online today, yishan asked me to help her with LJ cut! Haha after dunno how many umpteen tries, we finally did wat she wanna do! Like WHEEE! (: So now i had a btr understanding abt how LJ works! But its like not easy still XD

2009-06-02T14:49:00.002+08:00

Sunday went to visit junxiang as planned(: N HE IS AWESOME(: SO CUTE! Tell me where can u find such a cute boy nowadays! Haha lol okay i know babies are all cute, maybe coz blood related then he seemed EXCEPTIONALLY CUTE! But isn't he cute? Hahaha he is!!! Though he's only like 2months plus plus plus, still he is like growing so fast n all! Its just amazing haha(: He's a chubby little boy now! haha n i bet he noes how to pose than most of e babies ard the same age! Haha

So here it goes(: His photos!! Wheee!! (:

Such a charming little boy! hahaha

Monday was boring, stayed at home for e whole day, but i manged to finish my book! Haha so practically i watched tv e whole day n all! So yea nth much. blah life is boring now! I was so bored ytd that i took an evening nap at 4plus till 7plus pm haha! Pig i know!

Today went to e library, coz wt said now is double ur loan period! Haha, so now i've got many many books to read, n they'll most likely keep me company, help me kill time n blah blah blah! Yea whatever, haha but i'm gonna watch my hk drama now! So yea byebye! haha

N oh ya, tmr gonna go register for new job(: With shuxin, wt, ky(: Too bad ding ding cannot make it tmr!! ): N i can't wait for 8th to come! yay!! (: N oh, so reminder for all ppl who worked during e isetan PS, rmb to take ur pay on that day! haha (: 3-5pm! (:

2009-05-31T00:46:00.003+08:00

Went topone with may, hr and chongwei today! (: So we spent our 7 hrs in there, singing, n starving! Haha but it was all in all, very nice(: Though our voice all CMI alr, still I enjoyed myself(: Coz singing simply cheer my day up(: After tthat we went astons for dinner(: Ate steak! Wheee!! It was practically heaven! Just that e queue-ing up part was seriously hell! The queue is so long that we could no longer withstand the hunger and went to buy kayun toast! Lol! But anyhow! ASTONS DAMN NICE(: Baked potato! Plus my new love STEAK(: Pearlyn joined us for dinner though she dint eat much! After dinner went to arcade, played my love with may(: N after that we bishi-bashi-ed too(: Haha

Yup so overall, today was enjoyable and nice(: But a pity was Lennon dint manged to join us in time. N i finally gave may her bd present! (: After that may n i walked back to orchard and went home separately! Lol so home sweet home(:

Waiting for my hair to dry so that I can get my beauty slp, n tmr we're going to aunt's hse to visit Junxiang! He is getting cuter n cuter! For goodness sake! So cute(: Will post here when i get his photos too(: Aunt asked me to make a montage for him! Haha, n srsly, he noes how to pose to the camera alr! Must be coz of his mum! Haha can't wait to see e little boy tmr! Hehehe(:

2009-05-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

I was unhappy the whole day today! Coz apparently i'm still upset abt the house thingy that i dun feel like saying into details here. No use if i were to say everything too! Can't change her mind n the fact. N wat's worst is that NTU is nice enough to hit me when i'm down, by giving me a letter that upset me even further! To think i travelled down for three interviews, wasted my money, time and all! F. Yup life is so f. up now! Not a bit less!

Though not all the bad happened today. I got another tuition job. The agent woke me up from my slp at 10plus am! N ding offered us another job also! So that most likely is the best thing today! N another thing is watching 康熙来了! I was feeling much happier, but now the sulken mood come back again. But back to the show, xiao S is super hilarious! Very funny!

Well, my life is nt gonna stop here without uni! I'm sure of that, but i'm not very sure wat's gonna be my nxt move. Whatever it is, I need some time to sort out my very inorganised thoughts!

2009-05-27T22:29:00.001+08:00

Some property agent is here to view the house now! F! I dun want... How i wish i can just chase him out of the hse! F! Go away...